die! What a terrible thing. It happens almost every day in my heart, and it can happen at any time. After a week, Zhang Fanpi got used to it.
In fact, this state is not good. The lack of reverence for death will lead to indifference. Because normalization leads to a lack of compassion and compassion. But what can we do? In a country with a huge population and only a few doctors, what can we do to let these messengers in white just go with the flow?
Many people think that doctors are cold, but in fact it is because of their helplessness, as they have experienced too many lives and deaths. They are also a group of ordinary people. When they put on that white coat, they often bear responsibilities that ordinary people do not understand.
Human beings are born with so many emotions. If we face death every day and witness death, our emotions will be overwhelming. No matter how painful and sad the family members are, for them, it is too normal, just like eating and sleeping. This is also the sadness of being a doctor.
When he faced death for the first time, Zhang Fan was confused, at a loss, and lost. He felt like he had suddenly fallen from the clouds. During that time, bloody scenes often appeared in his dreams.
Doctors are not omnipotent. In many cases, they are actually helpless. They often have no way to deal with diseases. But they still have to face the pleading eyes of family members and patients.
This is a mental experience. After that period of time, Zhang Fan's career path has matured, which actually means that he has begun to become a real professional doctor, rather than an ordinary person or an intern. When others see him, they often immediately add a prefix: doctor.
The life of a cardiologist can be summed up in one sentence as tense, cautious, rigorous and hard-working.
The heart is the engine of the body, and any accident will lead to death. As a cardiologist who repairs this engine, his nerves are always tense.
Among the emergency rooms of ordinary tertiary hospitals, the Department of Cardiology is the largest and has the most complete medical equipment. Often there will be two or three groups of people, rescuing two or three dying patients at the same time.
The psychological quality of intern medical students is poor, let alone participating in rescue operations. Seeing such a scene, they can pass the test if their legs don't get weak. These people in white coats are not inherently hard-hearted.
It is years of professional training and daily experience that harden them. It won't work if it doesn't work hard. I cry every time I walk. I don't have to work anymore. I can't stop crying no matter where I sit every day.
In his sophomore year, Zhang Fan's anatomy teacher gave them a warning to future doctors: The profession of doctor is not a romantic one, it requires facing death head-on. Medical students learn basics in the first year, and only come into contact with subjects closely related to clinical practice in the second year.
The weather was extremely hot that year, and the human dissection room was closed for the summer and the smell was unpleasant. The smell of rotting meat and formalin filled the entire building.
A group of new students excitedly gathered around a corpse storage box. Although it was hot, there were not too many people. More than thirty people gathered together, waiting to see the so-called human anatomy.
The moment the lid is opened. The sour smell coming from the pavement, when the skin was peeled off and the red and white corpse was revealed, I don't know which student could not bear it first.
Poof! I vomited. The tofu pudding I ate in the morning was also mixed with coriander and spicy pepper. It was red, white and green and vomited all over the floor. One of them vomited, and in a chain, more than 30 people started to vomit. One by one, there was milk and chewing all over the floor. Stale bread, crumbled noodles, and eggs. Someone actually ate stinky tofu in the morning, what a smell!
More than thirty people vomited at the same time in a closed room. The scene was extremely sour.
The anatomy teacher left early. She knew that this first lesson was not easy to learn, but it was something they had to experience. From then on, human anatomy classes consisted of sitting around corpses for two years.
In the end, he didn't even care, so he ate instant noodles next to the corpse. It's not that you are careless, but that you are helpless. If you can't pass this test, you should change your profession as soon as possible. If you can't succeed as a doctor, don't delay yourself and your future illness.
In the Department of Cardiology, what Zhang Fan does most is write medical records and perform electrocardiograms on patients. The medicines in his heart are too complicated, and Zhang Fan still hasn't mastered them all after more than a week. Without the blessing of the system, he is still an ordinary person.
The other two little girls are better than him. After all, they have been transferred to several departments in internal medicine. If they fall short, they can catch up. They can't wait for the system to open. When reading a book, if it doesn't work once, just read it twice. If it doesn't work, just read it three times. Just worry about it.
When I return to the dormitory after get off work, I just read and study. The progress is not slow. Combined with clinical practice, the effect is very good. To pick up the lost foundation again, physiology, biochemistry, and pathology are all indispensable. If one is missing, you will not understand why treatment is needed in this way. How did this disease develop?
Medicine is a subject that pays special attention to the link between up and down. If one is missing, there will be defects, the principle of the disease will not be understood, and the patient will not be treated well.
Shao Hua's mother is getting better recently, and the recovery effect of Zhang Fan's massage is obvious. In the evening, her mother came to see Zhang Fan alone. Shao Hua had been accompanying her for the past few days. Zhang Fan didn't see Shao Hua and was a little disappointed.
"Dr. Zhang, thank you. I'm feeling much better recently. You can see that you can lift your arms and it's not too painful." After saying that, he raised his arms to gesture to Zhang Fan.
"That's good. You must have been exercising at home, right. My treatment alone won't have such a good effect."
"Yes, I do the wall-climbing exercises you taught me every day." After saying that, she took out a box of plasters from her bag. "Doctor Zhang, look, my neighbor introduced this to me. It is said to be very miraculous. A paralyzed patient stood up directly after sticking a few boxes on it. I didn't believe it, but she insisted on letting me try it."
Zhang Fan took the box and looked at it. The ingredients were safflower, musk and the like. "Auntie, this plaster has a certain blood-activating effect, but it has only a mediocre effect on your frozen shoulder."
"I don't believe it. What our neighbor said is amazing. One box costs more than a hundred."
"Auntie, you should still exercise normally and come to me for massage on time. This plaster is not needed yet. Why is Shao Hua not here? Does she feel relieved that you come alone?"
"I'm almost recovered. There's nothing to worry about. She's working overtime today and seems to have to deal with inspections from her superiors. She's busy every day."
"Oh!" Zhang Fan was relieved, he was afraid that Shao Hua would avoid him. Although the two of them had made little progress in the past few days, during treatment, Zhang Fan still took the initiative to find topics to chat with Shao Hua.
Speaking of plasters, there is a strange rumor circulating on the market recently. Someone had been paralyzed for ten years, but after using a certain brand of plaster, he was able to stand up and walk. Let’s not talk about the treatment effect. After ten years of paralysis, the muscles have atrophied. Without a long period of muscle exercise, I can stand up and walk. It is not a robot or made of steel.
Many elderly people particularly believe that this brand of plaster can cure all kinds of diseases. When you cough, it sticks to your throat. My head hurts and sticks to my temples. If your stomach hurts, put it on your stomach.
Some diseases can be cured by the body without treatment, but some old people believe that if I have a cold, just apply a few patches and it will be cured. It’s fine without injections or medicine, it really works.
A box costs more than 100, so it doesn't matter if you spend a little money, but delaying your condition is no small matter. Although China's medical industry is not good in various ways, in just a few decades, the medical industry has played an important role in raising the average life expectancy of a country from more than 30 to more than 70 years old.
My heart has been very busy recently. When spring is warm and then cold, it is most likely to cause cold infection, which will lead to heart failure in a chain. There are many hospitalized patients, many of whom have no beds and can only temporarily live in the corridors while waiting for beds.
The more patients there are, the more accidents will happen. Ren Li emphasized this every day at the morning meeting, and everyone was nervous. Ye Jing couldn't stand it anymore these days. If it weren't for Zhang Fan's help, she would have applied for annual leave.
When he was extremely cautious, something happened to Ye Jingjiang's illness. It was such a big deal that Ye Jing collapsed immediately.
