Again?
Hug her again?
Lin Yue was stunned for a moment, remembering the scene when he hugged her when she pushed him.
"Why did you suddenly think of this?"
He smiled and took a step forward, hugging her naturally.
The sweater was soft, her body was a little stiff, and her arms around his shoulders were getting harder and harder.
"I...went to college."
"Well, I just saw her in your dormitory. Peking University. Not bad. She is indeed a talented girl in our group."
He was a little surprised by this request just now, but now he understands.
He told those people in the cafeteria that after he was discharged from the army, he would go home and find a job close to his parents. Where was his home? Southern Yunnan. As for Xiao Suizi, she is going to Beijing to study. After saying goodbye, who knows if there will be a chance to meet again in the future.
The light from the street lamp illuminated the two people below.
In the past, if someone was designated to whistle, he might even be criticized by his superiors. Now it is difficult to find anyone in such a large yard, and the only ones accompanying the two of them are shadows on the ground.
After a long time, Lin Yue patted her on the back: "Okay, okay, it's not a separation of life and death, there will be opportunities to meet again."
Xiao Suizi didn't speak, just hugged his body.
Lin Yue struggled a little and found something was wrong, his chest was wet.
"You cried?"
Xiao Suizi didn't say anything, and held on to his clothes tightly.
"well!"
Lin Yue sighed. He knew why she was like this. It was not all because the two parties wanted to part ways. Just like when she pushed him in the dormitory, her emotions towards him were very complicated.
five minutes?
ten minutes?
Probably longer.
Xiao Suizi finally stopped crying, and Lin Yue pushed him away: "I'm going to 452 Hospital tomorrow, will you go?"
When she heard the words "452 Hospital", she suddenly thought of a person. She raised her head and looked at Lin Yue's face in the light of the street lamp.
He didn't speak, just nodded slightly.
Xiao Suizi said: "Go."
"Okay, then I'll come to pick you up tomorrow morning."
"Well." Xiao Suizi suddenly remembered his daily life problem: "Then where will you stay at night? Do you want me to clean up a room for you..."
"No need." Lin Yue said, "I'll live in the guest house in front."
"Then...I'll take you to the gate of the courtyard."
"OK."
He did not refuse and left the compound accompanied by Xiao Suizi and returned to his residence.
…
The next day, when he passed by, Xiao Suizi was already dressed and waiting for him at the door. She was also carrying a net bag in her hand, which contained fresh bananas and apples. She must have just bought them at the morning market, with dewdrops still hanging on the outside.
"So early? I thought you would sleep a little longer? Have you eaten?"
Lin Yue asked casually, and suddenly noticed some dark circles around her eyes: "Didn't you sleep well last night?"
"Um."
"Let's go. I know there's a good breakfast shop nearby. It's right next to the bus stop. I'll take you to have something to eat."
Lin Yue didn't ask Xiao Suizi why she didn't sleep well. In short, it was just his own problem or that person's problem. After speaking, he took her to the west.
The breakfast shop he was talking about was just a shack on the side of the road. It had no signboard. It set up an iron stove in the open space, set up a few dining tables and small horses, and it was all set.
The boss wore an apron and kneaded the dough on the chopping board. He patted the flour on his hands from time to time, opened the lid of the steaming pot, and stirred the noodles inside. The wife took out the washed bowl and put seasonings in it. and side dishes, patiently waiting for the hot noodles to come out of the pan.
Xiao Suizi sat on the pony, looked at the two people supporting each other and said, "It's great."
Lin Yue said: "Most of the good literary and artistic works are based on reality. In this world, it is easy to make money, but to write a popular work that is regarded as a classic by readers, you must be good at discovering those things that are close to life. , and something higher than life.”
Xiao Suizi is now less than 30 years old, and she is far less experienced in writing and life than Lin Yue.
She asked humbly: "What is something close to life but higher than life?"
"You said that the two of them support each other and are very happy. This is something close to life. Roadside stalls, hot noodle soup, mom-and-pop shops, silent cooperation, familiar eyes, and every move is full of fireworks. But if Let me tell you, the boss is a rake. If the boss’s wife hadn’t forced him again and again, coupled with the reality of his mother’s illness, he would not have taken this step. Like many hesitant people, he would have thought about the true nature of the times. Are they different? What if the social situation changes again? Will you become the target of ban and punishment again? The process of ordinary people's lives and thoughts changing under the ups and downs of the times. If you can grasp the essence of it, I think...you will definitely realize your ideal."
What is her ideal?
Be a writer.
Xiao Suizi seemed to have some realization. She lowered her head and thought for a long time. Thinking that Lin Yue had almost finished the noodle soup, she suddenly raised her head, looked at him and said, "I know what I will do in the next few years."
"What?"
"I'm going to write a book."
"OK."
But her next words left Lin Yue speechless.
"I want to write your story, no... it should be our story, the story of all of us."
Lin Yue finished eating the noodles, lit a cigarette, smiled at her and shook his head.
"Youth"? How come he became her original intention to write this book? Where is the promised memory to commemorate the passing youth of a generation?
…
Woo~
The bus rolled up a ball of loess and drove away with heat.
Lin Yue and Xiao Suizi walked towards the 452 Hospital carrying net bags containing fruits.
The corridor is a little dark, and the shiny walls give people a cold feeling, and there is also a smell of disinfectant that cannot be taken away by the draft.
"how's it going?"
Seeing Lin Yue walking out of the office, Xiao Suizi hurriedly greeted him.
Lin Yue pointed to the white coat coming out from behind: "Doctor Gao said he would take us there personally."
Xiao Suizi nodded and smiled politely at Dr. Gao.
"Doctor Gao, how is she doing? Has she gotten better recently?"
She always felt very depressed. When she saw the word "psychiatry," she finally couldn't help but pick out the question in her throat and try to break the shuddering silence.
Doctor Gao shook his head: "It's still the same."
Xiao Suizi asked again: "Does the hospital have better treatment methods?"
Doctor Gao pointed to his head: "His illness is here. Medication can only control it but cannot cure it. And her condition..."
At this moment, a woman's shout was heard from the room in front.
"Don't come here, don't come here, don't come here."
"Ah...go, go away, go away...I told you to go away."
"Help...help...help..."
Dr. Gao frowned and walked quickly towards the place where the sound came from. Lin Yue and Xiao Suizi looked at each other and understood the emotions in their eyes.
Although almost three years have passed, this voice... is unmistakable.
The two looked at each other, nodded, and quickly followed.
At this time, there was the sound of debris falling to the ground in that room. Two nurses ran out of the ward one after another and looked inside with panic.
"What's going on?" Doctor Gao asked.
One of the female nurses said: "Just now she was listening to military songs there, but after the fighter jets from the military region flew over, she changed like this."
Lin Yue and Xiao Suizi walked to Dr. Gao and took a look inside. They saw a woman standing in the sun holding a syringe, looking at the people outside with a frightened face. Her excited look made people convinced that as long as she entered the ward without permission, she would be killed. Come over without hesitation.
Dr. Gao said: "What did you two do? Did you turn a deaf ear to all the warnings and instructions to be careful?"
The two nurses looked ashamed: "Director Gao..."
At this moment, something unexpected happened. The woman in the ward tilted her head and looked at it for a while, then suddenly threw away the syringe in her hand and ran towards the door with bare feet.
When the male nurse saw that she had thrown away the sharp weapon, he was about to stop her when Lin Yue grabbed him from behind and took a step forward.
The woman kept moving, and plunged into his arms, hugging him tightly: "Go, go... let's go... leave... leave here... so... so many enemies, all... everyone will die." Yes, they are all dead..."
