Lin Yue followed Ruan Guan out of the dormitory and came downstairs to the boys' building. Several students from the architecture department looked at them twice, wondering what happened to the department girl today. She looked very worried, and she was different from her previous self. for different.
"Old Zhang, something happened to me and I need to leave school for a few days. Can you lend me some money?"
Sure enough, Zhao Shiyong came to Ruan Guan to help wipe Tan Xiaojing's belly.
"You look worried. What happened?"
Ruan Guan's expression changed several times, and he hesitated to speak several times, but in the end he held it back.
Seeing that she refused to talk, Lin Yue naturally didn't say anything more: "Tell me, how much does it cost?"
"2000, that should be enough." Ruan Guan lowered his head and said. Her boyfriend made someone else pregnant, but instead of breaking up with him, she even borrowed money to accompany that woman to have an abortion. This was naturally a very shameful thing.
"Just wait." After Lin Yue finished speaking, he turned around and entered the dormitory building. He returned not long after and handed over a backpack: "There are 4,000 yuan in it."
"Lao Zhang, thank you." Ruan Guan did not refuse him, took the backpack and said, "I will pay you back the money in the future."
Lin Yue didn't bother her about money: "You really don't need my help?"
Ruan Guan shook her head, put her backpack behind her back, looked at him deeply for a few times, and turned away with a sad face. She wanted to tell him what happened, and she also wanted someone to comfort her, but she didn't know why. The words in her heart rushed to her throat several times, and she suppressed them again.
"Did Zhao Shiyong bully you?"
Ruan Guan trembled, but quickly reacted, looked back at him and said, "No."
Lin Yue asked again: "When will you leave?"
"Tomorrow."
"So urgent?"
"Um."
"Then I'll see you off at the station."
Ruan Guan remembered something and did not refuse.
…
Zheng Wei, Li Weijuan and Zhu Xiaobei didn't know about Zhao Shiyong. Ruan Guan hid it from all his friends and took care of the matter alone.
The train station was very cold in winter, and a staff member pushing a trolley sold roasted sweet potatoes on the platform. Lin Yue picked two large ones for her, and handed her a plastic bag containing instant noodles, ham, sausage, and pure milk.
"be careful on the road."
"Um."
Ruan Guan glanced at the train stopped behind him, put the plastic bag on the ground, twisted the backpack on his back, and took out a pair of gray woolen gloves with his fingertips exposed.
"It's cold in the winter and your hands will get cold easily if you write code every day. I knitted a pair of gloves for you. You can try them to see if they fit."
In the movie, she knitted a scarf for Zhao Shiyong. Here, knowing that his hands tend to get cold in the winter, she also knitted one for him.
"Thank you." Lin Yue thanked him and took it to try: "Not too big, not too small, just right."
Ruan Guan smiled happily.
At this time, there was only a small tail left in the queue to get on the bus. She glanced at her watch and saw that the bus would leave in less than five minutes: "Go back, I'm going to get on the bus." After saying that, she picked up the things on the ground and went Go to the carriage door.
Lin Yue watched her enter the carriage, then turned and walked towards the exit.
He did not go back to school. He left the station and went straight to the ticket office and bought a train ticket to Zhao Shiyong's city the next day.
…
Three days later, Ruan Wan handed Zhao Shiyong the remaining two thousand yuan at the train station in the city where Zhao Shiyong was located.
"Buy some supplements for Tan Xiaojing. The doctor said she is weak and the surgery will cause great harm."
"Where do you get so much money?" Zhao Shiyong is very clear about Ruan Guan's family conditions. Her parents are both salary earners, and their salary is just over a thousand yuan. Ruan Guan's monthly living expenses are less than 300 yuan, and now She paid Tan Xiaojing for the abortion, but she still had more than two thousand yuan in hand, which made him suspicious.
Ruan Guan said: "Old Zhang lent it to me."
"Zhang Zhang?" Last semester he went to Jingnan University of Technology to find Ruan Wan. Zhang Zhang treated him to dinner and gave him a set of Goatskin Band recording disks. In fact, Ruan Guan often mentioned this name in front of him.
"yes."
"Does he know what's going on here?"
Ruan Guan shook his head: "I can't talk about this kind of thing."
Zhao Shiyong breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay if you didn't say it, it's okay if you didn't say it."
"Shiyong, let bygones be bygones, and don't make an example next time. Just take care of yourself." Ruan Guan picked up the bag on the ground and got on the train without looking back.
She walked very gracefully and simply, but after passing through several carriages and reaching the connection between carriages, she felt the vibrations coming from the soles of her feet. When she knew the train was leaving, she couldn't help it anymore and leaned against the door. The walls cried silently.
Tan Xiaojing said she was mature, stable, strong, and tolerant. Isn't it okay for her not to do this? Not to mention accompanying him to the hospital, Zhao Shiyong didn't even dare to appear in front of Tan Xiaojing.
But...someone has to do this, right?
Ruan Guan raised her head and cried for a while, her cheeks wet with tears. A passenger who came to the connection to smoke saw her crying and walked away. She quickly went to get a tissue from her pocket to dry her face. Tears, who knew it was empty, and then I remembered that I gave it to Tan Xiaojing when I accompanied her to the hospital in the morning.
At this moment, a hand holding a tissue stretched out.
PS: Forget it, don’t provoke Shi Jie, otherwise I will call you a scumbag again.
She looked down at the hand, her expression becoming complicated.
"I know everything." Lin Yue sighed: "I knew you would fight everything alone."
After telling him about the pain point, Ruan Guan slowly squatted down, buried his head between his knees and cried.
Lin Yue walked over and patted her on the shoulder: "Everything will be fine. If something like this happens in the future, don't bear it alone. You are the one in room 308 who has the most serious thoughts. You keep many things in your heart and never tell others. "
Wow~
Ruan Guan hugged his neck and cried loudly.
No woman can remain calm after her boyfriend makes someone else pregnant, and she is no exception, but she knows how to force herself, because Zhao Shiyong is such a person, he will never have his own opinion, and he has to ask her about everything idea.
Ruan Guan's crying alarmed the passengers in the nearby carriage. A woman in her thirties with a child came over to check. Seeing the girl holding the boy in her arms and crying sadly, she didn't take it seriously. The three or four-year-old girl beside her The little girl blinked her bright eyes, looked at her mother, then looked at the sad and tearful elder sister, then grinned and started crying.
This state lasted for almost five minutes, and after venting all the grievances in his heart, Ruan Guan gradually regained his senses, let go of his hand around Lin Yue's neck, and wiped the remaining tears from his eyes.
"I'm sorry, I didn't control my emotions."
Lin Yue didn't say anything. He sat down next to her, took out the cigarette box from his trouser pocket, took one out and lit it in his mouth. He also took out a can of beer from the plastic bag of snacks and handed it to her.
"Are you really going to forgive him?"
Ruan Guan didn't speak, he just pulled the tab and poured it into his mouth, drank it all in one breath, and then coughed violently.
Lin Yue glanced at her and handed over another can.
"Well, actually... I'm also confused. I don't know how long I can hold on." She took the can and said while looking at the retreating white clouds outside the window.
Lin Yue took a puff of cigarette: "The school of architecture likes that your boys can line up from the cafeteria to the girls' dormitory. Have you never thought about trying to let others into your life?"
"Isn't it the same for you? So many girls like you." Ruan Wan raised his head and took a sip of beer.
"Didn't I tell you? I have someone I like."
"and you……"
"She has a boyfriend."
In fact, he wanted to take this opportunity to make it clear to her, but judging from the current situation, the time was not yet ripe. Ruan Guan still had a little illusion about Zhao Shiyong, and she also knew that Zheng Wei and Zhu Xiaobei liked her. , if you say you like her at this time, it may bring a lot of pressure to her, which may be counterproductive. At present, it seems that the best way is to wait patiently for a while. Anyway, there are still several years until 2003, and there is plenty of time. Men should still put their career first. After all, few women will like a guy who is not enterprising.
"..." Ruan Wan lowered her head. Does she like Zhao Shiyong? maybe……
Just like Lin Yue said, she is the most thoughtful person in Room 308. Zheng Wei, Zhu Xiaobei and Li Weijuan are very envious of her relationship with Zhao Shiyong. They have been lovers since high school. In college, they can maintain each other even if they are not in the same city. Her feelings for her were especially pursued by many handsome men. She received so many love letters and flowers, but she never wavered.
Is this really the case?
Zhao Shiyong was able to have a relationship with the unattractive Tan Xiaojing, didn't she have any inappropriate thoughts? Yes, but she is a rational person and does not dare to think further because Zheng Wei and Zhu Xiaobei have already done that. What can she do? Break up with Zhao Shiyong? Can she like someone who can bring her a sense of security with peace of mind?
She was melancholy for a long time and finally chose to give up. Although she didn't want to admit it, the fact was that dating Zhao Shiyong was more of an inertia in her heart. She needed Zhao Shiyong's existence to weaken her growing affection for another person. , remind yourself that you have a boyfriend and you can’t get deeper into it.
But...but she didn't expect that Tan Xiaojing would appear between her and Zhao Shiyong.
She really hesitated for a long time between breaking up and forgiving, until finally, thinking that Zhao Shiyong didn't hide the matter, she reluctantly convinced herself to choose forgiveness.
…
One month later, the end of the period
Zheng Wei arrived at the boys' dormitory building. When she opened the door of Room 315, she couldn't help but be stunned when she saw the scene in front of her.
The ground was in mess.
But it's not the mess it used to be. In the past, the floor of Room 315 was either littered with cigarette butts, snack packaging bags, or littered socks and beer bottles. What about today? Cardboard, wood, foam, and smashed architectural models.
Xu Kaiyang didn't mind the cold either. He squatted on the bed with his bare feet and smoked a cigarette. The lingering green smoke obscured his face.
Zheng Wei's heart skipped a beat: "What happened?"
The last time she confessed to Lin Yue, she was caught by Chen Xiaozheng. What would Xu Kaiyang think if that guy told others about her love of spreading her arms? Now it seems that what she worried about most has happened.
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