"squeak--"
The tires made a squealing sound on the cement road. Baiyunshan suddenly stepped on the brakes and parked the car on the side of the road.
Fortunately, we were not on the highway at this time, the speed of the car was not particularly fast, and it didn't matter if it stopped suddenly. The scenery outside the window was still a street scene with numerous buildings, and white clouds floated across the sky, swelling like cotton soaked in water.
A car passed by, and the rising wind caused the unknown flowers and plants in the cracks in the dirt on the roadside to sway slightly, but the air inside the car was silent, as if a freeze button had been pressed, making people not sure what to say.
In fact, Baiyunshan really didn't know what to say.
His original plan had already been made clear. He just wanted to take the girl to Disney while she was still confused and swaying, so that she could have a good time and try his best to meet the girl's requirements. It depends on the situation later. Tell her that she may be leaving, and ask her not to reveal it to others...
That's roughly it.
It's just that Baiyun Mountain didn't expect that Asuka would take the initiative to speak before arriving at today's destination, clarifying today's theme without any warning.
According to his understanding, since the girl still needs to ask Nanamin privately what to do, it means that she herself must not have thought about how to face it. At this time, even if he vaguely guessed that taking her to Disneyland suddenly might have something to do with it, it was unlikely that he would take the initiative to say it.
Because if you say it, it means putting the matter on the table*, and it also means that there is no way out and you can only face it head on——
That is the current situation.
This step was really unexpected.
So, what to do? Tell a joke like before to brighten the mood? Not to mention whether you can think of that kind of joke at this time, even if you think of it, you will most likely not have the courage to say it. And what if the girl doesn’t laugh when you say it? If you laugh, the other person will be embarrassed. If you don’t laugh, you will be embarrassed——
Negative? Wait until after Disney? This is definitely not possible, not to mention the current atmosphere. Once he denies it now, he will never have the opportunity to speak out to the girl in front of him. After all, if you deny it now, then saying it later will undoubtedly mean that you were lying before. The girl is afraid that she will be even more sad——
But nodding would not work. Once he nodded, today's plan would be ruined. How should he deal with it? What if a situation like that mentioned by a certain mayonnaise star occurs? After all, we are not at Disneyland now, so that the girl can happily fulfill the request. Instead, she raised such a problem as soon as she got on the road. This is almost no different from directly informing the other party——
This is obviously a difficult choice.
Baiyunshan was silent, and the little bird just looked at him quietly, waiting for his answer.
In fact, the girl's mood was certainly not as calm as it seemed on the surface. After she asked that question, she already felt faint regret.
Because she has been struggling with the fact that if a guy denies it, it will undoubtedly be completely different from her current speculation. In other words, the other person is probably lying to her, and she will definitely not feel good. But if Baiyunshan nods and admits it, it means that he is really leaving, and the degree of sadness may not be less than the former, or even more... .
! But she couldn't help but ask, because she really cared. As she described before, she had long been accustomed to someone's presence, and even relied on this feeling.
If Baiyun Mountain really disappears one day, and this strong sense of dependence is suddenly taken away, she will be very sad, even confused, and at a loss.
But the more this happened, the more she had to ask clearly, because she also didn't want Baiyunshan to lie to her, accept everything in a ignorant way, or say goodbye to someone in an ignorant manner. Until one morning, she came to the lounge as usual, and subconsciously called out the familiar name Baiyun Sang, but found that the people inside looked at each other, and no one could be found looking lazy——
So she asked.
Time seemed to slow down, and the passing vehicles whizzed by in a hurry, but the picture seemed to be blurred, except that the scenery inside the car remained the same.
After a long time, Baiyunshan finally spoke.
"Um."
There is no sloppiness. She spoke cheerfully: "Yes, Asuka, I might...have to leave soon."
The moment the voice fell, the air seemed to freeze for a moment.
Xiao Feiniao's face suddenly turned pale.
Her head seemed to explode with a buzz, her brain was roaring, and all the chaotic thoughts collapsed in an instant, leaving only one voice that could not stop echoing:
Bai Yunsang is leaving, it’s true, Bai Yunsang is really leaving...
The air suddenly seemed to condense.
Seeing the girl's expression, Baiyunshan's heart also stung slightly, and there was some pity and guilt in his eyes. But what’s more in his heart is helplessness. It doesn’t matter whether he says it or not. There is an old saying that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain*. For him, this may be the only solution——
If we don't say anything, the consequences will be endless. It's not a rare opportunity to speak up now. After all, this kind of thing will have to be confessed to the members sooner or later. Paper cannot cover fire. Little Flying Bird is not the first, nor will it be the last.
Sadness is inevitable, but if you choose not to say it because you are sad, it will only lead to an even sadder ending. Besides, things have already reached this point. Looking back or pretending not to see it and burying your head in the sand is not his style. He has always had a clear understanding of the consequences of his choices and will worry about it, but he will not escape.
After a long time, time finally started flowing again.
Xiao Feiniao took a deep breath. Unexpectedly, except that the girl's face was still a little pale, she didn't shed a single tear. It was completely different from how a certain mayonnaise star acted when he confessed. Baiyunshan still clearly remembers the expression with tears in Baishi's eyes when he took the initiative to reveal the secret of his departure——
But it is definitely impossible to say that I am not sad or sad. If he wasn't sad, his face wouldn't have turned pale just now. If he wasn't sad, his expression wouldn't have taken so long to finally recover——
So what's the reason?
Baiyunshan felt a little heavy. After a slight pause, he started to light up the accelerator again, put down the brake, and planned to turn the car back.
That's right, since Asuka already knows her purpose today and has taken the initiative to confess it, the plan has ended before it even started, and going to Disneyland or whatever has obviously become meaningless.
However, at this moment, the girl reached out and grabbed his sleeve, as if she had read through his thoughts, and gently tugged.
Baiyunshan turned his head with surprise on his face, and saw Xiao Feiniao slowly raising his head, biting his lips, looking at him and speaking softly.
"Don't go back, Baiyun Sang, don't send me back..."
The crystal clear eyes are full of prayer: "Take me to Disneyland, just like it was originally.". .
