Everything everything.
The voice was still in the air and had not dissipated. After hearing this answer, Mai Shiraishi pursed her lips slightly and her eyes were complicated. There were envy, jealousy, emotion, confusion, self-deprecation, understanding, longing, and many, many things to say no. The feeling of having an unknown debut is in it.
Mixed together, it became a silence that cannot be described in words.
The quiet air did not last long, but Hashimoto Nanami suddenly looked at her and whispered: "Actually, Mai-yang, you also like him, right?"
What? !
The soft sound in her ears was like thunder, instantly waking her up from her complicated emotions, leaving her filled with shock.
But even though her face turned stiff for a moment, Shiraishi Mai still forced a smile, trying to make herself look more natural. She twitched her lips and said, "Nana, Nanamin, are you kidding...?" "
'Yes, you must be joking, or deliberately deceiving yourself. Otherwise, why would you ask such a question suddenly? Nanamin doesn't have any evidence. Even if she discovers herself now, it's just a reconciliation plan at most. What does it have to do with her liking a certain guy? It must be like this, yes, it must be like this..."
Countless thoughts flashed through her mind in an instant. The girl tried to calm herself down, took a deep breath, and then heard Nanamin in front of her say.
"I'm not kidding."
Hashimoto Nana shook her head gently and revealed the secret that she had never told before, easily breaking her calm mood: "I'm sorry Mai, I lied, I was already there when I was in the haunted house, So, I heard what you and Baiyun Sang were talking about——"
As soon as these words came out, the remaining smile on Shiraishi Mai's face completely faded.
Like bursts of spring thunder, like the sound of a judge's gavel in court pronouncing death sentences, the sound fell and everything was over.
Her face suddenly turned pale, and it seemed as if she couldn't hear anything around her. An indescribable feeling came to her heart. It was not just simple surprise, but also the fear of being exposed. She remembered that she had deliberately pretended to be fine before, but in fact The embarrassment that people have known for a long time, the despair after trying to understand all this, the confusion of not knowing what to say or do...etc.
There is even a hint of relief that represents relief. @ESSENTIAL\/SHUKEG·No mistake first release~~
Yes, it was easy. For her, after hiding it for so long, she never knew how to say it or face it, so she kept it hidden in her heart and endured it silently for so long. How many times have my moods been ups and downs, how many times have I been at a loss, how many times have I struggled and felt guilty, and the pressure it has caused is obviously not going to be that small. It is only now that I can finally let go.
Because there is no need to hide anymore.
Nanamin already knew.
Mai Shiraishi couldn't stop having this thought echoing in her mind, but her face showed a desperate calmness. After a long time, he gradually regained his composure, exhaled softly, and said softly: "Yes, you are right, I like him."
Even though she had heard it before, when she heard Mai in front of her and Nana Hashimoto say these words herself, she couldn't help but pause her breathing for two seconds. It was obvious that the news caused huge waves in her heart.
After that, he slowly and quietly sighed: "It's really like that."
It was really like this. It turned out that her guess was not false, and what she heard was not false. She had been a good friend with Mai Yan since she entered Nogizaka. It turned out that she really liked the same person——
Countless emotions emanated with this sigh.
Immediately, a deep silence fell.
Shiraishi Mai's face was blank, watching her fall into silence, but she was surprised and said: "Nanamin didn't ask me, why did she never tell you anything related to it?"
"I've never told you anything related to this, right?"
Hashimoto Nana used the words that the girl asked her before and answered softly.
Mai Shiraishi understood that this was Nanamin's gentle kindness. If she didn't say it, she would ignore it. She was planning to expose it and even pretend that nothing happened. The layer of window paper was not broken and everything returned to the beginning. origin.
This is nothing. (This chapter is not finished yet!)
Chapter 101: The most proud thing
Doubt is the best result.
However, her mood did not feel better. On the contrary, she felt even more uncomfortable. She smiled softly and her suppressed emotions finally broke out. Tears burst out of her eyes uncontrollably in an instant and she lowered her head.
"Mai-like?"
Hashimoto Nana was at a loss for a moment. She never expected that when she said this, the girl in front of her would cry. I quickly wanted to go up and take out a tissue from my bag to help wipe it, but I was worried that it would irritate her. I froze in the middle of reaching out, hesitating whether I should do this or not.
"Nanamin, I'm sorry..."
The girl's voice was mixed with sobs. She lowered her head and couldn't see her expression clearly, but it could be judged from her voice that she was trying her best to hold back her tears before she could make these sounds. @
"Yes, what are you sorry for? Mai, are you okay?" Nana Hashimoto tried to comfort her in a panic, but the incident happened suddenly, and no matter how hard she tried, her words were still dry.
He could only sit down next to the girl immediately. After hesitating for a moment, he put his hand on her back and gently stroked her, trying to make her feel better.
"No Nanamin—"
Mai Shiraishi shook her head, her voice still hoarse with a hint of crying. Fortunately, it was located in a corner where the sun didn't shine, so there weren't many tourists passing by to see it. Slowly she buried her head on the girl's chest. For just a moment, Hashimoto Nana felt that the clothes on her chest were wet with warm tears.
"Mai-like...what happened?"
Hashimoto Nana asked in a low voice.
"I'm sorry... Nanamin, I'm really sorry, I never told you, I'm sorry... But, because I don't want to lose you, I have always been afraid that one day I will lose you, Nanamin... ..”
The girl finally confessed, sobbing and screaming, her voice extremely sad. Hashimoto Nana listened to this with worry, her face was startled, and then gradually softened.
Worry about losing me...
"The time I spent in Nogizaka was the time I spent with Nana Min. Nana Min and I are the same age, and our positions in the songs are always symmetrical. I don't know when I started to feel that Nana Min is the best partner, because Nana Min is really good. She can smile back at me even when talking about boring topics, and she can shed tears with me even over sad and regretful things..."
It seemed that his emotions were gradually stabilizing, and although his voice was still hoarse, his words were slowly becoming clearer. _o_m
Mai Shiraishi lowered her head in tears and said: "Although there are many things that can only be discussed with Nanamin, but you can tell me calmly no matter what, I am really happy. I have always respected Nanamin from the bottom of my heart. You, I want to be best friends with Nanamin, and I want to be able to stay like this forever, because I have always liked you the most——"
"For me, being able to meet a girl named Hashimoto Nanami is the most proud thing in my life, Nanamin!"
Chapter 101: The most proud thing
