"But he waited and waited, and waited, and waited until school was over and everyone was almost gone. It was already dark, but the girl still didn't come."
The plain voice of Baiyun Mountain gradually became lower. From time to time, a frightened scream from a tourist would be heard in the haunted house, but it still could not break the atmosphere here: "Finally, he waited for a senior boy who looked taller than He got a little taller, warned him not to come near his girlfriend again, and then punched him hard."
"ah......"
Shiraishi Mai could only let out a meaningless sigh.
"It was then that he realized that the girl he liked already had someone he liked. It turned out that when he was sad, sad and bullied, he didn't need his comfort or apology immediately. He had his own boyfriend. Naturally, I would go to him to cry and complain about my grievances and seek comfort from him. I am just a guy who has nothing to do and chatters like a fly on the road, annoying and annoying."
Bai Yunshan whispered: "He thinks that if he likes the other person, the other person will definitely like him, but the reality is completely different. Not only is it not the case, he already has someone he likes, who is taller than him, older and more reliable than him. , his grades are better than him, and he can stand up for his girlfriend. In the eyes of others, he may sometimes be like a fly, sometimes like a clown——"
"When he thought of this, he understood everything. He did not pester the girl again, nor did he take revenge or say anything harsh to the boy in the parking lot that day. After all, what was wrong with him? Nothing was wrong with him. The one who is at fault is obviously himself, an idiot who cannot see the situation clearly and cannot read the air."
"Afterwards, the news that he was punched and warned not to approach the girl was also spread in the class. The classmates didn't say anything on the surface, but privately they all laughed at him for being stupid. They didn't dare to retaliate. That The girl also alienated him and soon transferred to another class. But what was the meaning to him? It was meaningless at all. Even if he went back to take revenge and win, they wouldn't like him. Maybe they would I hate him even more——"
The story ends abruptly here.
Mai Shiraishi sighed silently. She didn't know whether it was because she felt the same thing, she felt pity for him in the story, or because of something else.
Baiyunshan looked at her and said calmly: "Do you know why I want to tell you this story?"
"Why?"
Mai Shiraishi was startled.
"What I want to say is that you are actually amazing. Although I am not qualified to say this from my position, I really feel so."
Baiyunshan said slowly: "Because many people look brave, but their first reaction to feelings is very cowardly, but you are different. You look timid, but when it comes to feelings, you are far stronger than you think." That’s a lot braver to say.”
He said softly: "My friend, although he felt that he was being fooled and that nothing he did was meaningless, that was not the case. If he could confess to the girl early after confirming his feelings, the outcome would be Maybe it would be completely different. He did something wrong at the beginning, and later found out that he was wrong, but he didn't even think about changing it. He didn't have the courage to tell the girl that he liked her, nor did he have the courage to try to change the status quo—— "
"He used the most rational thoughts and acted the most cowardly, and you are just the opposite."
Baiyunshan said calmly.
"It's a pity that even though I feel so, I can't give you any help." He added softly.
Mai Shiraishi was stunned on the spot. She understood that what Bai Yunshan said and the long story before were all responses to what she had murmured before. First update@
Maybe she laughs at herself for being cowardly, or maybe she feels that she is useless, and after much deliberation she can only come up with a compound plan that is full of loopholes and is simply untenable to deceive herself. But for Baiyunshan, he felt that it was already a very remarkable thing to have such courage to really stand here and reveal his heart.
She suddenly had the urge to cry, not because she was scared or moved, but because it was the first time someone had told her this. She was aggrieved, she was helpless, she felt that she really had no choice, and she laughed at herself for being a fool. But someone gently put his hand on her head and told her. (This chapter is not finished yet!)
Chapter 98: Amazing
Tell her you are not a fool at all, you are the bravest and most powerful person in the world.
It's such a simple logic. It doesn't require a sky full of rainbow farts to make a person move and sympathize with it. Just like what makes a chef who has tasted delicious food admire is often not the exquisite and gorgeous Manchu-Han banquet, but an ordinary bowl. egg fried rice.
But such a simple thing touches people's hearts more directly than anything gorgeous and dazzling, and will never be forgotten for a long time. @精品\/书馆*First update~~
Faced with her confession, her self-pity, her helplessness, her entanglement and pain, Baiyunshan did not pat her chest and proudly said that she would take the responsibility, and said that you can rest assured and leave everything to me. Such a solid promise that you will never be disappointed. He even frankly said that although he thought she was great, he couldn't help her in any way.
But that's enough, just like the loneliest thing about walking on a road is never that you can't see the end, but that there are no fellow travelers on the road. No one understands, no one cares, any scenery you see, the excitement and sorrow that arises are all the same as the weeds on the roadside, no one sees it, this is the most unbearable thing.
When she felt sad and low, and even laughed at herself for doing stupid things that had no meaning at all, but he took the initiative to come up to her as before, Saner took off her disguise and comforted her that it was not the case, you do Everything is not meaningless, at least your courage is amazing enough.
She understands that this is very rare, especially considering the other party's identity and position, saying nothing and remaining silent is the most correct and rational choice. Because no matter what he said, it seemed inappropriate or even embarrassing.
But he did not choose the most correct and rational choice.
Just like what he said before, perhaps in his mind, the most rational thought is also the most cowardly behavior.
The conversation ends here.
The voice gradually became silent. After saying all this, Baiyunshan came to the door, ready to open the door and go to the back to see if a certain Hokkaido girl was waiting inside.
But before he reached out to open the mechanism, the door slowly opened by itself.
A voice came from inside.
"I also think what Baiyun-sang said makes sense, Mai-yang, you are actually amazing.".
Chapter 98: Amazing
