Baiyunshan's smile suddenly froze.
The annoying spring breeze shuttled through the flowers and leaves, causing a rustling sound and blurring the noisy voices in the distance. The petals were blowing everywhere from the grass to the roads along the way, one after another, as if they were going to be spread out into a pink carpet.
The girl's red eyes were more like being blinded by the wind, but the hoarse voice was still in her ears, making it impossible to ignore it easily.
Baiyunshan calmed down his expression and sighed in a low voice: "It turns out you already know."
He originally thought that the other party was behaving strangely because of the selection, the pressure brought by the first center, or other problems encountered in work or life.
But he never expected that it would be because of himself.
To be precise, because I knew I was leaving.
Although this matter has not been finalized yet, it has to be said that he has already made a vague decision in his heart and is just making the final hesitation.
The factor of hesitation was the girl in front of him, or rather, the members he had known during this time.
That's why he has been so busy during this period of time, discussing so many cooperations. In addition to the fact that there is no reason to waste the opportunity created by the first anniversary live, more importantly, there is a vague idea of compensation and a return for the girls. In this way, you can feel relieved even after you really leave.
I just didn’t expect that all this would be noticed by the girl in front of me, and I didn’t expect that the girl would have such a big reaction——
It would be a lie to say that I am not impressed. After all, if strictly speaking, their relationship is just that of a manager and a young idol. If they can be called friends, it would be good. Generally speaking, they can only be colleagues. If someone can put on such an attitude for you, you can see that they are reluctant to give up. If you can remain indifferent to this, there is no way you can justify it.
It would be a lie to say that I don’t have a headache. The main reason why I have been hesitant about this matter and concealed it until now without discussing it with anyone other than a certain Hokkaido girl is to consider the impact. You can almost use your heels to guess how the girls will react, and you can also tell something from the performance of the girl in front of you...
But now, the other party has made it clear, and it is obviously impossible to hide or escape——
"Actually, it's not necessarily a bad thing, is it?"
After thinking about his words for a moment, Bai Yunshan slowly spoke and said: "When I leave here, I don't choose to retire and leave the entertainment industry - but to be honest, as an agent, I am not saying that I am retiring. It’s a bit weird...but, generally speaking, the meaning is more or less the same, we can still meet each other in the future, and if we are lucky, we should be able to meet more often."
"After all, if there are no particularly big accidents, I will still choose to develop into music, and Nogizaka46 will definitely become a top idol group in the future. I have such confidence in you. And in this case, the related fields overlap , there are still many opportunities to meet and interact with each other——"
The aircraft clouds in the sky slowly spread until they faded. The crows and birds flew over the branches and landed on the telephone poles. The flower petals blown away by the wind fell into the lake, creating ripples one after another.
Perhaps this speech had an effect, the redness on Mai Shiraishi's eyes gradually faded away, and the traces left by the crystal tears just now had been gently wiped away by the back of her hand, but her expression was still a little sad and confused.
"Can we see you again in the future..."
The girl murmured quietly.
"Of course."
Baiyunshan was relieved when he saw this. As long as he didn't shed tears suddenly like before, he couldn't stand the little idol's behavior: "Although the world is big, the circle is small. It must not be difficult to meet each other." of."
"But, I can't bear to..."
Having said this, Shiraishi Mai hesitated for a moment, her face turned slightly red for some reason, and she changed her words: "Everyone can't bear to leave you, Baiyun-san."
"Yeah. Actually...I'm a little reluctant to let go -"
Baiyunshan turned to look at the birds flying away on the telephone pole, squinted his eyes slightly against the sunshine, and sighed in a low voice: "After all, we have been together for more than a year. Although the time cannot be said to be long, it has been a very long time." An unforgettable day.”
It's only been one year, life is like a fleeting moment, and time is like a long river. One year is actually not that long when considered in the context of a person's life. It's only when I recall it carefully that I realize that life is actually lived day by day, and every day is like a lifetime. is unique.
A lot of things have happened this year, interesting, boring, hard, exciting, leisurely, touching...but no matter what, every day is precious. Ever since he got to know this group of little idols, he has found some fun, which has nothing to do with profit or victory, just the simple joy of life.
Just like the identities of girls, idols do have a healing effect on people's hearts.
"I can't bear to leave you either, Shiraishi."
Baiyunshan looked away, turned to look at the girl with a smile, and said calmly: "But there's nothing we can do, it's almost decided."
"Yeah."
It's almost decided...
Mai Shiraishi's eyes were mixed with loss and confusion. In fact, she already knew this news, but she was eavesdropping at the time, but now she heard the other party's confession with her own ears.
Two situations, two feelings.
Just like the Baiyun Mountain in front of her, the girl's feelings are equally complex, but compared to the former, reluctance occupies a larger proportion.
She couldn't be as calm and calm as the guy in front of her - although maybe his heart was not as plain as he showed - so just now, when she had made up her mind to tell the secret personally, the circles in her eyes still appeared for a moment. famous. Because she understood that confessing meant farewell, but if she didn't confess, everything would be meaningless.
As Baiyunshan said, although it has only been more than a year, the things that have happened and experienced during this year are indeed an unforgettable time. The person in my memory may be lazy, confident, or bad. He often makes fun of himself, but he is still so real and reliable.
She didn't know when she fell in love with him.
She only knew that he was about to leave. From then on we parted ways, Baiyun Canggou, even if we meet again in the future, I am afraid that things have already changed.
you are leaving.
Are you leaving?
You, like this, have to leave.
The April wind blew through her body with the scent of flowers, and penetrated into her sleeves along the gaps in her clothes. It was cool and refreshing, but the girl only felt a little cold for no reason, and there were goosebumps on the back of her hands.
Mai Shiraishi lowered her head slightly, pursed her lips slightly, then relaxed and whispered: "Then...Baiyun-san, do you want to know how I knew you were leaving?"
