Happy graduation Minami!
After much consideration, I typed this text.
Maybe there are many people who don't like or hate Xiaonan because of her lack of support for her literary career. But after all, she is the little ancestor I have liked all the way. Although I feel sorry for this incident, I really can't hate or even hate her. In an insulting mood.
I know the reason for the regret very well. Because of this incident, I lost my guarantee for the evening festival, lost a graduation song in vain, and faced countless abuse and ridicule. But this is all my own fault, and there is nothing to say.
I also understand those people who hate her. After all, this is a mistake that violates the idol code. It has a huge negative impact on Xiaonan herself and the entire team. It is normal to hate her.
However, I still can’t be angry with this girl who I think is the best in the world and the cutest girl in the group, especially during her final graduation ceremony and especially during the period when she is about to retire. time.
If you ask me why, I think it's probably because she's not just Hoshino Minami, not just Minami-chan, not just a little ancestor, and not just synonymous with nicknames like pang. It is a living person, and at the same time, it also contains the beautiful memories of my youth and fondness for Naituan.
Shengshengxing, southern sheep and northern birds, praying professionals, pang, Shibajin, southern black are all southern push... When all these are condensed together and come to mind, the anger in my heart disappears .
Whether it’s a fan filter or an unfair double standard, she still brought me a lot of good memories, like someone who is far away and has not seen each other a few times, but is very familiar to her. Like friends. When a friend makes a mistake, he will feel sorry for her, get angry for her, blame her for not paying attention, and hate that iron cannot become steel.
But after these emotions fade away, friends are still friends.
Isn’t that what the so-called idol is?
Maybe some people are different from me. They always have various requirements for their favorite idols. I am not qualified to say whether others are right or wrong, so here, I can only share my own feelings, that is, what idols are in your mind. Status depends on sustenance.
It is normal to be angry or disgusted when the sustenance is broken. In my mind, Xiaonan is entrusted with my bad memories and feelings of liking Nodan. Looking at it all the way, it can even be said that it is entrusted with my entire youth - in fact, it is not just Xiaonan, but most people born in the first and second generations are like this. , to put it bluntly, these people are the Nogizaka in my mind!
I really like this group of girls.
Occasionally I would post pictures in the group, about my broken leg, why I haven’t released a photo album yet, who is my wife... But when I think about it carefully, I don’t actually have that many thoughts, I just simply like her. I like Nana Min, I like Pigeon, I like Lao Bai, I like how strict they are about their idol careers, and I also like their characters and appearances.
After all, I am still a vulgar person, and vulgar people cannot help being impartial, absolutely impartial, and unable to severely accuse or even ridicule and abuse a girl whom I once and even now like. Because I know very well that I like her, but I just like her. I have no other ideas, and I don’t really want to marry her.
Maybe when we are in the group, we will talk about it, Nanamin is my wife, Lao Bai is my wife, Lanlan is my wife! But if they really receive wedding blessings, I think that instead of being stunned for a while and sighing with emotion, they will still send out their sincere blessings.
To use a famous saying from Hana Nai, how is it possible for a person like me to have a Nogizaka-level girlfriend (laughs)
Because there are no fanatical thoughts, there is no twisted anger.
Because I really like them.
I like her so much that Xiaonan is already twenty-four years old, but in my eyes, she is still the young girl who amazed everyone as soon as she appeared on the stage. She was still the little girl who was selected in the fortifications. Because she was not good at speaking, many people said she didn't work hard, so she shed tears and needed to be comforted by Shitaku. It's the same little fat wolf in 46tv Werewolf who fought all the way through the game, was wretched to the end, and even shed tears because of a game.
He is still the pig-killing idol who has been jokingly called countless times.
Xiaonan is so cute. Xiaonan, the group’s favorite, will probably not have another one in Naituan, because the era when Xiaonan, the group’s favorite, appeared together has gone by with time. There are only four students left in the first batch, and there may be fewer at any time. There are only two people left in the second batch of students. Beibei's graduation has been announced, and the twenty-nine singles are the last.
So I cherish the remaining people very much.
I don't really express my opinions or opinions online, especially in fan gathering places like Weibo site B. At most, I just occasionally say a few words in the group. Because I know very well that not everyone can maintain the same three views as you. Everyone's growth environment is different, and accordingly, their views on one thing are also different.
Even the time of falling in love with Nodan is different. If you fall in love early, you will naturally have a thick fan filter. Naturally, you will only feel regret instead of disgust. And I fell in love later, without the time and feelings I have experienced, so naturally I will not feel the same way as me. This is a normal thing. No one is right or wrong, because humans themselves cannot fully understand the feelings of others. .
All I can do and want to do is to send a blessing at this moment, on the day when the sister I love most in Naituan finally graduates and retires.
What happens in the future belongs to Hoshino Minami's own life. After stepping away from the camera, will he get married and have children, will he appear in the members' words and photos, or will he just disappear without a trace? It may take a long time. You can only see it once, no one can tell.
After all, with the little ancestor’s character, it doesn’t seem impossible that there would be news only after a few months——
However, in my heart, Hoshino Minami, my Minami-chan, my little ancestor, pang... the gentle girl who didn't mind the first one to talk to her sister-in-law when she just returned; the one who was loved by everyone, really The real group favorite; the one who always screams like a slaughtering pig in my memory when I am frightened; the lovely embodied girl——
It will still be the most beautiful era in my heart forever.
When I opened the thick old files covered with dust, opened the dog fighting, opened the dog, opened the fortifications, opened the memories that I had seen again and again, laughed again and again, and moved again and again, I still I will like this little girl named Hoshino Minami, even though she is actually not young anymore.
Hoshino Minami, happy graduation.
Minami-chan, goodbye!
