The moon rose higher, and even the starlight seemed to become much dimmer.
Only a dead silence remained on the snow.
Baiyunshan, who understood what Hashimoto Nana meant, had a face full of disbelief. He stared at the girl in front of him with wide eyes and blurted out: "What? You said Nishino likes me!"
"Um."
"But, but, how is this possible!"
"Why isn't it possible?"
Hashimoto Nana asked calmly.
Baiyunshan was momentarily speechless.
Yes, why is it impossible?
A certain Akimoto Manatsu will be able to avoid throwing on the ground in the future, a certain flower president will be able to learn to crack eggs in a bowl instead of an induction cooker, and even he will be able to come to this world in a daze... In this case, why? It’s impossible for Nishino to like herself?
Has anyone stipulated it?
There’s no such thing—
Baiyunshan's face was tangled, he scratched his head awkwardly, and suddenly glanced at the girl in front of him with suspicion, and said warily: "Are you sure...this is not an excuse for you to test me, Nanamin-"
"Baiyun-sang, don't you believe what I said?"
After being silent for a while, Hashimoto Nana suddenly stood up.
"Ah...no, no—"
This is even more deadly than the previous question. It can be called the best gift among gift propositions. Generally speaking, after your girlfriend asks this kind of question, if she cannot give a positive answer in time, it means that your girlfriend This is where the relationship ends.
After all, the former is only about another person's emotional issues, at most it involves their relationship, and the latter is a real issue of trust——
Naturally, Baiyunshan would not be so stupid. He quickly stood up and said hurriedly: "Uh... I mean, why didn't I notice it at all? Are you really sure about this? ?”
"I'm sure."
After Nana Hashimoto recalled quietly for a moment, she whispered: "Baiyun-san, do you still remember the night when you were finishing filming on the set some time ago and got drunk afterwards?"
Baiyunshan's expression changed.
"That was the night I confirmed it."
Hashimoto Nana said slowly: "Have you ever seen a girl who would go out alone in the middle of the night for no reason without anyone's request or favor, and go out of her way to take care of another drunk man? ? And this girl is still an idol. Once someone discovers or spreads it, you don’t know how serious the consequences will be—"
"But...but didn't you come that day too?"
Baiyunshan still couldn't believe it, and could barely recall the details he knew the next day.
"I came here with Mai Mai, and I also received a call from Yi Ming before, so I came here——"
Hashimoto Nana looked at the snowy field at the foot of the mountain, watching the winding road disappear into the dark end of the field of vision, with complex eyes, and said softly: "Besides, as you said, even with our relationship, I You need to come here with Mai Mai. But Kona-chan came here on her own without being asked by anyone. You said she has no feelings for you, do you believe it——"
Saying that, Jingjing turned to look at him.
Baiyunshan suddenly opened his mouth wide.
"Especially the look on her face when she takes care of you. I don't think a girl would show such tenderness while taking care of another man she doesn't like at all, especially Na-chan."
Nana Hashimoto added.
Baiyun Mountain was speechless.
Yes, as an agent, he naturally knows his little idols very well. With Nishino's personality of being soft on the outside but strong on the inside, and introverted and shy, he couldn't help crying even when he was handing out tissues to promote his debut single, and he still needed to be comforted by himself. If it wasn't because he liked himself, how could he have done it? What about this kind of thing?
It's just...even now, he still can't believe it.
He never thought that one day, some of his little idols would like him - well, he had actually thought about it, after all, who wouldn't imagine that a group of cute and beautiful girls would like him? But fantasy is just fantasy after all. When it actually appeared in reality, it made him feel unprecedentedly shocked and at a loss as to what to do.
Different from the relationship with the girl in front of him, Hashimoto Nanami, their relationship was developed step by step over time, so both of them knew it well, and there was nothing to be suddenly shocked about.
But for Nishino Nanase, Baiyunshan had not thought about his feelings for this soft girl at all. Suddenly falling from the sky and falling in front of him would only make him feel illusory and unreal.
How is it possible that that weak little girl with a soft and cute voice actually likes me? What is there about herself that she likes? Why does she like herself? When did this relationship begin? Everything enveloped him like a fog, making him feel confused.
It is undeniable that when he heard the news, a hint of joy inevitably emerged in his heart. This was a normal reaction that all men would have. After all, when you know that a cute and lovable little girl has a crush on you unknowingly, anyone can't help but be happy.
But after the secret joy passed, the mood became only complicated.
Because in front of him, there was another girl worthy of his liking.
Decidedly uttering harsh words, swearing that he would never give a single thought to a certain flat-chested little pigeon, and resolutely severing relations with him after returning? Not to mention whether the girl in front of me will believe it so easily, and whether I will be cruel or not, at least the heart of a certain Osaka pigeon must be broken, and from then on, the relationship between these people will only become worse and worse. Awkward--
Not only that, the relationship with all the idols in the future will inevitably be affected by this. After all, paper cannot cover the fire. If such a decisive move is implemented, it is impossible not to let out any news, and what will follow one after another All kinds of changes can be imagined when the time comes——
But if he didn't express anything, what would the girl in front of him think of him?
Don't forget, the main purpose of his coming to Hokkaido and Asahikawa was to take the girl back with him. But now that the girl told him this matter openly, she undoubtedly made her attitude clear. If he even let the other party down with such a thing, how could he have the nerve to persuade the girl to go back?
Baiyunshan never expected that things would reach a deadlock just because of the girl's simple words.
...
...
However, the one who is silent on the snow under the moon is not a person from Baiyun Mountain——
At the same time, Hashimoto Nanami also remained silent, quietly watching the other person's profile, waiting for his answer.
It is undeniable that knowing the secret that a certain Osaka pigeon likes the man in front of her is one of the reasons why the girl chose to leave that night.
When faced with feelings, some people will appear to be very proactive, like a reckless pigeon, rushing into a cage that may lock them for the rest of their lives without hesitation. Although this impulse may be reserved due to shyness in personality, the confidence and initiative shown in the bones cannot be erased no matter what, just like Nishino Nanase.
But some people will appear timid, hesitant or even fearful because of this, not daring or willing to admit it, just like a cat that tries again and again. It's not because she doesn't desire it, it's just that the burden of life is on her shoulders, leaving her without the courage to desire the emotion that everyone longs for. This is a lack of security in her bones, just like Hashimoto Nanami.
This is also related to the family background of the two people.
Nishino Nanase was born in a happy family, with two parents and an older brother. They have loved her very much since she was a child. It can be said that she is afraid of melting when holding it in her mouth and breaking it when holding it in her hands. There have never been any changes in her family, and her life has always been very stable and peaceful. This makes her seem weak but very independent in her heart. She can naturally take the initiative when facing the people she likes, because of the support of her family. , giving her the confidence to do so——
But Hashimoto Nana is different. Faced with the loss of her father at a young age and the difficult situation of her family, all she has to think about for a long time is how to support herself, how to support the family, and how to support herself. Helping his younger brother pay for college. Of course, the first reaction to feelings can only be to escape.
She couldn't think about it or dare to ask for such a thing. A person in darkness would not dare to long for something too beautiful, because that kind of beauty is often as illusory as a dream. A girl who is insecure dare not believe in a dream because she has experienced the loss when waking up from dreams countless times——
That's why she chose to leave.
This is not only the result of careful consideration, but also the girl's choice all along.
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...
Back to the present, when Baiyun Mountain is silent, in a sense, Hashimoto Nanami has also found the answer he wants.
Looking at Baiyunshan who was thinking with his head lowered, a layer of sweat covering his forehead, and looking anxious, Nana Hashimoto pursed her lips silently, with a faint self-deprecating smile on her lips.
Finally, he took the initiative to speak softly, breaking the silence at the moment.
"Baiyun-sang, that's enough."
This sentence may sound loud or small.
But at this moment, in Baiyunshan's ears, it was like a thunder exploded in his ears.
Baiyunshan suddenly raised his head and opened his mouth in surprise. His face didn't know whether he was panicked or at a loss. He was about to say something when he saw the girl continuing.
"It's getting late, Baiyun-sang."
Hashimoto Nana pointed at the bright moon in the sky. There was no clue on her face, and she said calmly: "Let's go back first."
"But--"
Baiyunshan's face became anxious, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he saw the girl walking forward as if she hadn't heard, and seemed to be about to go down the mountain.
Baiyunshan was stunned for a moment, then realized what he was doing and hurriedly chased after her. However, he saw that Hashimoto Nana had not taken more than two steps before her body swayed without warning, and then she fell to the snow.