Seeing that familiar figure suddenly appear in front of his eyes, Hashimoto Nanami suddenly had the illusion that he was still dreaming, and stared blankly in that direction.
It wasn't until the cold wind rushing in from the outside at the entrance gently blew on the broken hair on her forehead, with a bit of cold chill seeping into her skin, that she suddenly woke up.
How could she forget this face? The first time they met at Yangchuan Ramen Shop, every day and night in the past year, and the most memorable night, she had touched every inch of the skin with her own hands. , everything has been deeply engraved in her memory.
It had only been two days since she returned to Hokkaido from Tokyo, but during these two days, she thought about everything about that cabin and that person all the time, like ants gnawing at her heart.
These things, not to mention Hashimoto's mother who knows her daughter very well, even Hashimoto Kenta, the younger brother who is five or six years older than his sister, can see something strange in his sister's abnormal mood after she comes back.
Although she shed tears with red eyes when she first came home, she acted very relaxed the rest of the time, talking and acting as usual, as if she really came back to celebrate the New Year just because of the annual vacation. But the more you ignore something like emotion, the more it will come back to you in the middle of the night and torture you to death when you are defenseless.
So much so that Hashimoto Nana fell ill as soon as she came back. She said it was a cold, but in fact she knew very well that it was more of a mental illness than her physical illness——
But she has no regrets.
In other words, even if there were, the stubborn and proud Hashimoto Nana would not allow or admit that these emotions had appeared in her heart.
Because regret is a symbol of weakness and a denial of her proud self. She has asked herself countless times in private, should she really do this? The scenery he saw, the situation he faced, and the surrounding environment were all beyond the imagination of Nana Hashimoto, who had just arrived in Tokyo and was struggling to survive and study. It was really necessary to do this. ?
She hesitated and wavered, especially when someone confessed her feelings, she could hardly control herself and agreed immediately.
But her heart finally told her, yes.
So no matter how sad or reluctant to leave, Hashimoto Nanami still made her choice resolutely.
So at this moment, when he saw that haunted face finally appearing in front of him again, Hashimoto Nana was more like watching a horror movie, the atmosphere was heightened to a certain extent, and finally the ghost finally appeared. That ease. It was as if the thunder after the lightning had finally arrived, and a huge stone gently fell to the ground in my heart, and I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.
You finally came.
Hashimoto Nana looked at that figure with complicated eyes. She knew very well that the purpose of the other party's coming this time was to persuade her to go back, but she also knew very well that she would not agree at all.
Therefore, everything is already determined.
...
When Hashimoto Nana was looking at the figure at the door, that person was naturally looking at her.
Naturally, he couldn't be anyone else, it was Baiyun Mountain.
Looking blankly at the face that he had just met not long ago, Baiyunshan's emotions were equally complicated.
Because not long ago, the two of them were dating together, went to many places together, ate a lot of delicious food together, and saw a lot of scenery together. Confessing to each other on the lawn at night, warming up in the cabin on a cold night, and finally snuggling together, feeling each other's body temperature——
Everything is developing as expected.
Just when I woke up, everything was turned upside down again.
Hashimoto Nana's sudden departure had to be said to have dealt a heavy blow to him. Ever since he read the letter left by the girl that morning and left from the cabin to the Yangchuan ramen shop, he had not been able to sleep, and even Eating very little.
All kinds of things and arrangements, coupled with the hard work of traveling here with almost no stops, even his super-normal body felt a bit too much. At this time, he felt sincerely tired.
But compared to the physical fatigue, he was not bad mentally at all. Guilt, regret, sadness, sadness, fear, doubt...all kinds of mixed emotions came to his mind one after another. The brain seemed to be condensed into a tightly stretched string, and it seemed that it was about to break at any time.
It was only now that I came here, and finally saw that cold face with my own eyes, that the string finally relaxed, and was replaced by a relaxation that was indescribable in words.
Baiyunshan stared at that face and grinned. He felt as if he was exhausted. He suddenly lost all his strength. There was only one thought echoing in his mind -
I finally found you, Nanamin.
But soon, this relaxed body was filled with other emotions. After two days and one night of sleepless tension and guilt, these complex emotions came up again, mixed together, and finally turned into a kind of... Mixed with indescribable anger and grievance, he finally vented it out.
