Hashimoto Nana looked at him blankly, and Baiyunshan also looked at her eyes seriously, without wavering.
She had seen this look many times, and the tenderness mixed with firm emotion had moved her many times, but she didn't expect that one day, she would actually see this look again in this way.
She immediately understood what he meant.
Hashimoto Nana smiled silently, but tears fell down at this moment.
Before accepting his confession, she had been struggling and hesitating, because she understood what such a love meant, and also understood how luxurious it was to obtain this love in her own capacity. What was beautiful was like A dream.
She has never been able to dream while awake, and she is confident that she can do it. But when she came close to this love again and again, she still ignored that the beauty brought by the relationship itself was enough to change a person. It was so beautiful that even though she knew it was a dream, she was willing to not wake up for the first time.
So in the end she decided to dedicate her best things to him on the night when she finally accepted his confession, because she always felt that she had nothing worthy of the love he gave her. So although she was afraid, even though she was scared, she was so scared that tears flowed down involuntarily, but she still decided to do it, her lips tightly closed without saying a word, just not wanting him to hesitate.
But it wasn't until now that she discovered that there was no such thing as deservingness, because Baiyunshan's love for her had never been imagined in return. Compared with these, what he cares more about is her feelings. Her every move, word, and smile are more important than the above.
Because he didn't want her to force herself.
It was such a simple reason, but there was no doubt about it, because he had always done it this way.
Only then did she realize that the tenderness of Baiyun Mountain was like air, lingering around him all the time——
Never left.
"I'm just like this, so what else is worth having for you to pay for me..."
Hashimoto Nana curled up in his arms and murmured softly.
Baiyunshan naturally heard this sentence, and the pity in his eyes became a little more. He was about to say something, but once again, the girl raised her head and blocked her lips.
It's sweet and soft, with a jelly-like sweetness to the touch.
But this time the kiss was long and warm, without any lust at all.
After a long time, Baiyunshan couldn't help but touch his lips and said with a wry smile: "Counting the previous times, this is already the fourth time, but why is it you who takes the initiative every time -"
Hashimoto Nana did not speak, but stared at him steadily, her eyes filled with deep emotion without saying a word.
Baiyunshan was also infected by her eyes. He smiled slightly, said nothing, and just gently held her in his arms.
Hashimoto Nana is tall and has a cold temperament on weekdays. In addition, her character has been tempered by her family background and experience, which makes her seem a bit unapproachable at first glance. And even if I get close, I still feel that she has a mature and calm personality, and she does things in an orderly manner, with almost no weak side visible.
However, when the girl took off all her defenses and curled up in Baiyunshan's arms, he realized that she was actually no different from all other girls of the same age.
The same weakness, the same shyness, the same need to rely on.
It's just that her heart was surrounded by a thick layer of iron armor earlier than other girls, which was forged by her experience. Without this layer of iron armor, she would not be able to gain a foothold in this world, and if she maintained this layer of iron armor, she would not be able to truly accept someone into her heart.
Fortunately, Baiyun Mountain appeared.
He melted the layer of iron armor that separated the inside and outside, but it didn't stop there. Instead, he used his arms to surround it and protect it inside. Even if she lost the defense she relied on for survival, she could still live as usual. She even felt more relaxed because the heavy weight was lifted.
The atmosphere in the room was calm and warm.
The warm yellow light still shrouded the room, and the sound of howling wind and snow outside continued, but not a single bit could penetrate through the wall.
Neither of them spoke, they just cuddled together, quietly feeling each other's body temperature and enjoying the tranquility and beauty brought by this warm atmosphere.
But as time went by, Baiyunshan couldn't hold on any longer, not only because their two bodies were hugging each other tightly at this time, the white and tender touch was accompanied by the amazing softness of a certain part of the other's body. , the heat that was finally suppressed seems to be showing signs of resurgence.
More importantly, he had drank an unknown amount of wine in one go before this, and the struggle of willpower in his mind had already exhausted him mentally and physically. After finally comforting Hashimoto Nana, he finally relaxed. At this time, alcohol also began to take effect, making his brain dizzy and drunkenness flooding into his heart.
As mentioned before, this guy's reaction when he was drunk was to sleep, so at this time, it didn't take long for him to be sleepy, and he fell into a deep sleep before long.
Hashimoto Nanami, who had been silently curled up in his arms, naturally noticed it.
But she didn't shake him awake on her own initiative. Instead, with a smile on her lips, she gently turned over and took the opportunity to gaze at his sleeping face up close.
The sleeping face of Baiyun Mountain does not have the alluring appeal of a country, and it is difficult to even call it beautiful, but Hashimoto Nanami took it very seriously.
She stared at his forehead, his ears, his eyebrows, his eyes, the bridge of his nose, his lips bit by bit... looking at the corners of his mouth that murmured from time to time after falling asleep, and listening to his slow and melodious breathing, Smelling the familiar scent on his body...it was obviously just a very ordinary and simple act, but she did it very seriously, looking at the sleeping Baiyun Mountain, her eyes always flashed with tenderness.
Not only that, she also gently stretched out her hand and gently touched his cheek with her fingertips, feeling the temperature on it, as if she was trying to use all her strength to firmly imprint this face in her mind. , never forget.
Time flows like this bit by bit.
It wasn't until the New Year's bell sounded that she finally stopped her movements, and the smile that had been twitching at the corner of her mouth gradually disappeared. Then she stood up silently and quietly re-dressed.
Standing up and letting out a long breath, Hashimoto Nana walked step by step to the door of the room, but suddenly stopped, looked back with complicated eyes at someone who was still sleeping, and remained silent for a long time.
Then he pursed his lips and came to sit down at the kotatsu table without saying a word.
The clock on the wall was ticking slowly, and the wind and snow outside seemed to be weakening. Only the cabin was still silent.
Nana Hashimoto sat up straight and began to write a letter with the warm lights around her.
