It's just graduation, it's not like I won't be able to see it again, so there's no need to feel sad.
Is this really the case?
Of course not.
Bai Yunshan slowly explained: "After graduation, it means that you are no longer an idol. You are not in the same place, maybe not even in the same circle, and the people and things you come into contact with are definitely different. Over time, you will naturally become Gradually, we have no common language, and no matter how good the relationship was, it will gradually fade away as time goes by."
"Because not only will life no longer intersect, but people will also grow up slowly."
Baiyunshan gave an example: "It's like you went from elementary school to junior high school, from junior high school to high school, from high school to university. Where are the friends who you had a good relationship with when you played together in the class now? Even if there is, only a very, very small part is left. Life is like this, it does not depend on personal emotions, it is natural."
"When there is no intersection, there is no overlap in life trajectories, and the common language is lost, even if we have contact information, so what? I'm afraid I don't know what to say. Even if I want to say it, I can't help but worry about whether the other party will If you find it troublesome, will it cause trouble to the other party, will you have time, will you even remember yourself——"
"So, rather than saying that I am sentimental about graduation, it is better to say that I am sentimental about parting."
Bai Yunshan said softly with emotion: "What everyone is sad about is not just graduation, but sad that after leaving, it will be difficult to see each other again in reality. What is sad is that no matter how deep the relationship was, It will gradually fade away, but there is nothing we can do—"
After finishing speaking in one breath, the air fell into silence.
What he said was easy to understand, but also profound. Even a little bird with little experience in the world could understand everything.
It is precisely because of this that after understanding his explanation, Xiao Feiniao was not overjoyed at the sudden realization, but instead became even more depressed.
"In other words...will Sister Yumei gradually become alienated from us?"
The little bird lowered its head sadly.
Baiyunshan sighed: "Yes, there is nothing we can do about it. Even your favorite Nanamin will graduate one day, right?"
The little flying bird lowered his head and said nothing.
The sky has entered night, and the remaining clouds have gradually lost their color, turning into a hazy gray, as if the whole world has fallen into darkness.
"Will Baiyun-sang also leave one day?"
she said suddenly.
Baiyunshan was silent for a moment, then nodded: "Yes."
"I do not want......"
Xiao Feiniao whispered, suddenly raised his head, turned to look at him, and saw that the girl's eye circles were reddish, and the corners of her eyes were already full of tears. She opened her eyes pitifully like a child who had her toy taken away. She pursed her lips and said, "Asha Lin, I don't want Bai Yunsang and Nana Min to graduate——"
Baiyunshan was startled, then rubbed her little head in a funny way, and said warmly: "But we have to leave one day, you have to learn to get used to it. Life is a process of getting used to it, getting used to three meals a day, getting used to it. Going to and from school, getting used to birth, old age, illness and death, getting used to saying goodbye like this——"
"I can't get used to Ashin Forest!"
"No."
Baiyunshan was silent for a moment, and his smile looked a little complicated: "You will get used to it one day."
Yes, girls will get used to it one day.
As someone who knows the girl's future destiny, Baiyunshan naturally knows very well that she will repeat this kind of farewell over and over again in her subsequent idol career.
Maybe the first time will be sad, the second time will be sad, the third and fourth time will still burst into tears, but the tenth and twentieth time...until I don't know how many times, the girl also You will definitely get used to it.
Of course, that kind of habit might also be called maturity.
However, it is not clear whether it is better to face it calmly after maturity, or to cry like a child before maturity.
Xiao Feiniao opened her eyes wide, but before she could say anything, Baiyunshan continued: "Moreover, it is very important to get used to saying goodbye. Everyone may have a different life, but they all have similar joys and sorrows. We use It takes six years to say goodbye to your primary school, six years to say goodbye to your middle school, sixteen years to say goodbye to your student days, twenty or thirty years to say goodbye to the older generation, fifty or sixty years to say goodbye. Learn to say goodbye to your parents, spend seventy or eighty years learning to say goodbye to your own life——"
"But saying goodbye is not a bad thing. I have heard this saying before: 'Life is very short, fleeting like a fleeting moment. But this feeling is very long, like mountains and rivers, stretching endlessly -'"
Baiyunshan gently hugged the little flying bird, stretched out his hand to carefully wipe away the trembling and falling tears on the corner of his eyelashes, then pointed to the night sky and comforted: "The emotions after farewell will not disappear, it is like the sky The moon, when you work hard for your life, you won't notice it. But when you are tired and you start to miss it, you only need to look up and you can see it."
There was a bright moon above the night. The bright moonlight shone into the courtyard, casting a faint shadow behind the two people. The cool breeze blew by, as if it would disappear in the next moment.
But this beautiful feeling is deeply embedded in the girl's heart. Just sitting here like this, just looking at the moon that can be seen every clear night, the little bird is already very happy.
Just not satisfied yet.
Xiao Feiniao raised his head, but only saw the chin of the person behind him. He firmly grasped the other person's sleeve and said, "Baiyun Sang, can you stay with me forever?"
Seeing Xiao Feiniao's expectant and anxious expression, listening to the unhidden trembling in the girl's voice, and feeling the uneasiness of the girl in his arms who seemed to tense up in an instant, nervously waiting for his answer, Baiyunshan just felt It was as if the softest part of my heart had been touched. I forgot to breathe for a moment and couldn't even speak a word.
He froze in place.
Yes, compared to other members, the youngest girl in front of me is undoubtedly likely to stay until the end.
She could only watch helplessly as one familiar face left one after another. Among them were her best friends; the people she once admired and loved the most; the people who were once willing to leave when she was alone and had no friends, but were willing to The person who took her out to play together; the person who doted on her the most, treated her like a sister, and knew how to treat her best...
No matter who leaves, it is a very painful thing, but she can only bear it silently, numb after crying over and over again, urging herself to mature as soon as possible and become able to resist the separation with her thin shoulders. The trust and hope left behind by those who have left.
Then watching the familiar faces become less and less, and seeing the unfamiliar faces more and more, supporting this group until the day when she is no longer needed, just like another girl.
You may be lonely, you may be sad, you may have new friends and record new beauty, but those precious emotions that you once had have been unable to be restored to their former glory under the erosion of time.
It is said that I am used to being alone and do not like to interact with others. In fact, it is probably because I understand this. Because there will be a separation one day, and the girl has tasted too much the bitterness of separation, so she instinctively resists new contacts and goes alone, even in silence when eating.
Because this is ACE, this is the fate of the girl named Saito Asuka in front of her.
...
The numerous thoughts in my mind only lasted a moment in reality.
When Baiyunshan came back to his senses, the girl in front of him was still looking up, nervously waiting for his answer.
Baiyunshan only felt a sore nose, as if there was a knife cutting into her heart. Yes, that girl who seemed to be destined to be the God-chosen girl who attracted all the attention in the future was actually just a girl who was afraid of being alone and wanted someone to accompany her on her journey. Just an ordinary girl.
Whether she is tsundere or dark, they are all just manifestations of such emotions. From beginning to end, she is just a silent and lonely little girl.
So she said softly: "Okay, Asuka."
The air seemed to freeze for a moment, and it seemed like the brief pause before dawn when the sun jumped above the horizon.
"Really?"
The little flying bird was startled at first, and then opened his eyes wide again, his face full of unbelievable joy.
"Um."
Baiyunshan nodded lightly.
"Really? Really? Really? Really? Really? Really? Really? Really? Really? Really?" As if he was too happy to believe it, The little girl asked twelve times in a row if it was true.
"Um."
Baiyunshan smiled helplessly.
"That's great Baiyun-san!"
Xiao Feiniao burst into laughter, hugged his neck with joy, and gave him a strong hug.
Baiyunshan also smiled happily, but then his face turned bitter. He patted the little girl on the back and said: "That's enough, that's enough. If I strangle it any more, I won't be able to breathe -"
Xiao Feiniao quickly let go, but it didn't end. Instead, she stayed in his arms, raised her head and stretched out her right hand, saying: "Then, Baiyun Sang, let's do this!"
"this?"
Baiyunshan looked at her right hand and was stunned.
Immediately afterwards, he saw the girl clenching her fists and gently raising her little finger.
"It's a promise, a promise!"
The little bird suddenly shouted dissatisfied.
"oh."
Baiyunshan also reacted and quickly stretched out the little finger of his right hand and gently hooked it up.
The little flying bird rubbed her eyes happily and whispered, as if mumbling to herself: "Then it's agreed, Baiyun Sang, from now on, you must accompany me until the last day, no matter what." We cannot break this agreement. We..."
"Never leave each other!"
