On the other side, Takayama Ichimi, who left a certain mayonnaise star, was still feeling heavy.
To be honest, for a girl, there are usually no unpleasant words that can irritate her. In the past, it was not the case that some secretly disgusting words were said at handshake meetings to disgust people, but those malicious words , but they were all stepped over by girls. Even if there is any unpleasantness, it can disappear if you talk to other members or a few relatives and friends in private.
But this time is different.
In other words, this time, the place that was hit was different.
Thinking of this, Gao Shanyi sighed quietly.
A voice, to be precise, is a speaking voice.
I can't say that this joke was later known to everyone as a slap in the face, and it was over with a smile, but at this time, it has always been one of the girls' low self-esteem points.
Ichimi Takayama has always been unsure of her own speaking voice, and her deep voice has always been something she deliberately avoided. Therefore, when I go on the show, I consciously raise my voice and speak in falsetto, just to avoid exposing my true voice.
This is understandable.
Everyone has their own areas of inferiority. Although some areas may seem incomprehensible to outsiders, they do exist for the parties concerned.
For example, a girl from Hokkaido once felt inferior about her nose, a certain uncle from the mountains once felt inferior about his breasts, and a girl who did not want to be named has always been worried about the size of her head——
In comparison, it is perfectly normal for girls to feel inferior to their own voices.
After all, she has a close friend with an Osaka accent and a soft voice; a silly apple with a naturally cute voice who is extremely charming besides singing; and a voice that always ranks in front of the cutest voice in the world. The little ancestor of San. Even the voice of a certain Hokkaido girl who didn't sound so charming and cute at first, had a soothing and tranquil bookish tone, not to mention the other girls.
Compared with them, Takayama Ichimi, who was already concerned about his own voice, would feel even more inferior. This was not a sign of excessive self-awareness, but a real and well-founded one.
Just like a ragged beggar who suddenly came to the splendid palace, you would feel inferior.
It is precisely because of his inferiority complex that Takayama Kazumi deliberately adjusted his voice like this, and even spoke in a funny-sounding falsetto voice, all just to cover up his inferiority point.
But these uneasy movements, used to make herself feel slightly relieved, only resulted in ruthless ridicule. No wonder the girl was in such a low mood.
Who wouldn't feel sad if the most inferior part of her was exposed in public and ridiculed in a weird way?
Unlike ordinary Ozuki, no matter how ugly the words you say are, you clearly know that they are just slander, just malicious swear words, and the effect they bring is only a short-term haze. But this time it was different. This time it was like a needle had been stabbed into the weakness of low self-esteem. What it would bring would only be a long-term sting deep into the bone marrow.
Not to mention... there's kendo.
Takayama Ichimi's eyes became even darker, and his hands involuntarily grasped a corner of his clothes.
The girl who has been practicing kendo since she was very young has always been very confident in this aspect, but this time she was laughed at even with her most inferiority complex...
Takayama Yichen pursed his lips tightly and remained silent.
...
...
Today's handshake will end at eight o'clock in the evening.
But at this time, except for Yu Sanjia, not all girls need to stay here all day without changing shifts. Depending on the level of popularity, more or less rotation is still needed.
Takayama Ichimi's end time was at 4 p.m., and after that, two members, Nojo Aimi and Nakagen Hikaka, took her original place.
After packing up his things and saying goodbye to other nearby members, Takayama Ichimi was about to leave, but he bumped into someone at the door and was suddenly startled.
"Baiyun Sang..."
"Why, you look like you don't want to see me?"
Baiyunshan raised his eyebrows.
"No, no-"
Takayama Ichimi quickly denied it.
"No, there's no need. There's no need to be so nervous -"
Baiyunshan crossed his arms and pointed at the other person: "Are you going back?"
"Um."
Takayama Ichimi nodded.
"Wouldn't it be a little bad if we just go back like this?"
Baiyunshan clasped his fingers and spoke: "I heard that during the last handshake meeting in the afternoon, your face looked a little off, and your handshake performance was a little unfocused, as if you were worried about something. Although it gradually got better later, But you can still see that you are a little distracted..."
"Did something happen?"
Baiyunshan suddenly asked.
Gao Shan was silent for a moment: "...No."
"No? But why did I hear that there seemed to be an Esuke causing trouble at your place this afternoon—"
Baiyunshan said calmly.
"how do you know?"
Takayama was stunned for a moment, and then he came to his senses. He held his forehead and said helplessly with a headache: "Ikku-chan——"
"..."
Baiyunshan scratched his chin with a strange expression, thinking that he hadn't said who told me yet, so why did you automatically classify it as Ikuta? This is really——
But he couldn't correct him now, because firstly, it would be a bit troublesome to explain, and secondly, because after all, it was some mayonnaise star who leaked it to him, and it would be too much to just turn around and sell it to him. No matter how thick-skinned he is, he can't do this kind of behavior without the spirit of contract.
So...well, Ikuta, you should take the blame.
"Now that this has happened, as your agent, of course I still need to face it together."
Baiyunshan slowly asked the other party to stay where he was, and moved two chairs from the nearby dressing table. After sitting down, he continued: "Didn't I tell you a long time ago? Is there anything sad? Just say it and make me happy - ah no, you are asking me to find a solution, this is my duty."
"Responsibility..."
Gao Shan lowered his head and said nothing.
Perhaps in Baiyun Mountain's view, this was just his obligation and responsibility, but in Gao Shan Yixin's view, it was not the case.
Because he needs Baiyun Sang to solve the problem for himself. This kind of behavior... doesn't it feel a little too selfish? The girl thought.
Perhaps this description is a bit inappropriate. After all, this is not a trouble she caused on her own initiative, nor is it her fault alone. But for girls, it's best to just endure this kind of thing silently by yourself.
After all, that’s how it’s always been, isn’t it?
"I don't think these are Baiyun-sang's obligations-" Takayama Kazumi whispered.
"But why didn't you even tell me?"
Baiyunshan was a little puzzled and helpless, and scratched his head: "You also specifically asked them not to tell me. Does that mean... I'm not even qualified to let you talk about your worries?"
"No, it's not!"
Takayama Ichimi hurriedly stood up to explain, but when he saw the other person's eyes, he lowered his head subconsciously, and hesitated in frustration: "I just... don't want to cause trouble to Baiyun Sang."
