Chapter 62: Can I hug you?

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"It's so beautiful."

When the tram was far away and the chirping sound gradually became inaudible, the little bird couldn't help but admire it in a low voice.

The sun once again shimmered through the gaps in the clouds, and the sky seemed like pieces of glowing fish scales, being dragged around by the sea breeze.

There are almost no people on the beach after the rain. The sea water rises and falls on its own. After the rain, the stone steps leading to the top of the mountain are wet, as if they were dyed with a layer of ink, like a black stream flowing down from above. , the flowers and plants were slightly bowed by the weight of the water drops, and then trembled slightly.

Really nice to look at.

Everything is beautiful, whether it is the mountains, the sea, or the people.

Baiyunshan looked at the scenery in the distance, and gently stroked the back of the girl's head with one hand. His hair as smooth as silk flowed down the gaps between his fingers. The touch was very gentle, just like the girl's delicate heart at this time.

The little flying bird, who was as obedient as a kitten, suddenly turned around, fumbled around in his schoolbag, and finally pulled out a book, which he placed in front of Baiyunshan.

"This is......"

Baiyunshan looked at the book with stickers and tapes everywhere. The wrinkles on it looked like products from a waste paper pile, and the original appearance could hardly be seen. His face was a little doubtful, and he looked at the man who was lowering his head and biting his lip in confusion. girl.

"This is the book Baiyun Sang gave me."

Xiao Feiniao whispered, staring at her toes as if she had done something wrong, her eyes lowered, and she could only see the girl's pink lips moving slightly: "That's the book "The Little Prince", Ashin Lin It was torn before I even finished reading it, and now that I've put it back together, I can barely read it... Baiyun-san, I'm sorry, I couldn't protect the gift you gave me."

Baiyunshan touched her little head and comforted her: "It's okay. Baiyunshan will just buy another copy for you in the future."

However, Xiao Feiniao stubbornly shook his head, glanced at the pebbles on the ground, pursed his lips and said stubbornly: "It's different."

"Why is it different?"

"Different means different. This is the first book Baiyun Sang gave me. It is different from all other books in the future. Even if they are exactly the same, they are still different."

"This is a gift given to me by Baiyun Sang."

Hearing the girl's quiet but powerful declaration, seeing the seriousness shining in her eyes, and the slight trembling on her long eyelashes, Baiyunshan was in a trance for a moment.

Does it actually have such great significance? Even he didn't notice it.

This is just a book he gave away casually. He has given away more than a hundred books like this in his lifetime. He even made the books himself. The owner of each book has expressed his gratitude to him in one way or another. , but never did the girl in front of me care so stubbornly. She felt that this book "The Little Prince" was unique in the world, and even the gift she said casually at that time was silently remembered in her heart.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this that girls are so stubborn in school?

Standing stubbornly like a grass growing out of the concrete ground, he remained silent in the face of the adults' accusations. It was not until the end that he didn't want to disappoint the teacher on his side that he took the initiative to admit his mistakes, leaving his loneliness and grievances behind. Hidden silently in my heart, not wanting anyone to see it.

He suddenly thought of a very important thing, perhaps everyone had overlooked it, that is, Asuka, who was usually a crybaby, had not shed a single tear in school just now.

The little bird didn't cry.

This discovery made his throat a little hoarse. He took the girl on the most handsome motorcycle for a ride on the highway, hoping to make her escape from all the troubles in Tokyo and become cheerful. Take her to eat the most delicious plum rice balls in the world, put her in a beautiful long dress with the most summery temperament, let her go from being unknown to being in the spotlight, and accept the admiration of everyone passing by. Take her to take the most beautiful Enoshima tram in Kamakura, lie down on the window and look at the picturesque scenery outside, get off at the foot of Yuigahama mountain, and come to the empty pavilion on the top of the mountain to eat the girl's favorite grilled food. Fish, look at the mountains, look at the sea, look at the wonderful city under the sun and rain.

He seemed to be omnipotent and could make the whole world revolve around her, enough to make the girl forget all her worries.

But the girl didn't.

Because there was a broken copy of "The Little Prince" lying quietly in her schoolbag. That book was no longer an ordinary book. It was a gift, the first thing the girl received from him in her life. It is also the most important gift.

Because of this gift, no matter how delicious the food she eats or how wonderful the scenery she looks at, the girl can never let it go. The grievances and self-blame are always swirling in her heart, just like the boundless sea at the foot of the mountain. Wei filled the sea with stones in his mouth, but the whole world could not fill the loneliness inside.

Baiyunshan lowered his face and gently stroked Little Asuka's chubby cheeks, but his voice was calm and soft: "Asuka was very scared and aggrieved at that time, wasn't she?"

"Um."

"Why don't you cry? I remember that Asuka is obviously a crybaby. She likes to cry every time she is sad, whether at school or on the road. If she cries, she will definitely feel better."

"Because no one will truly comfort me."

The little flying bird stretched its neck and rubbed its face against his palm, like a coquettish pet, but what it said made people extremely sad.

Baiyunshan felt like a needle was gently piercing his heart. Yes, even if she was a crybaby, the girl was also a smart but pitiful crybaby. She may know that crying would be more beneficial to her situation, but she doesn't want to cry in front of such an adult, because no one will sincerely comfort her.

So she only cries around her family and around people she trusts. In a sense, Hashimoto Nana is such a person.

But this is really pitiful. If there is no trustworthy person around, do we have to endure it all the time? No matter how aggrieved I feel, tears are already welling up in my eyes, and my heart hurts as if a knife is cutting me, but I still grit my teeth and hold back from crying, saying silently in my heart not to cry, as if I am going against myself.

"So, Baiyun Sang is already someone you can trust?"

Baiyunshan didn't realize that his voice was hoarse and dry, as ugly as a dry old tree.

"Um."

But Xiao Feiniao didn't find it unpleasant. She nodded slightly, raised her little face and looked at the other party. The sky after the rain was a little dim. It was evening and this journey was about to come to an end.

The girl seemed to realize that the time was short. She gradually became a little anxious, but soon calmed down. She looked at this face blankly, as if summoning up all the courage hidden in her thin body, and moved herself bit by bit. With his footsteps, he rubbed his toes in front of Baiyunshan's chest, which was not particularly broad. The weight of his entire body was supported by his delicate toes. It looked very difficult, and his body was trembling slightly.

Then he spoke softly, as if he was begging, but also as if he was enduring something.

"Baiyun-sang, can I hug you?"

Baiyunshan nodded silently, and the girl fell into his arms along with the gravity as if she was relieved. She wanted to wrap her arms around his back, but found it a bit difficult, so Baiyunshan could only squat slightly and let her hold his neck. , the shadow of the setting sun slants on the mottled pillars, looking very lonely.

It was only then that Baiyunshan finally heard low sobbing. The girl was trembling slightly in his arms. All the sadness and grievances today evaporated with the sobbing, and the crying became louder and louder. Unbridled, the arms holding his neck tightened slightly, and her small hands tightly grasped the skirt of his clothes, like a life-saving straw in the hands of a drowning person.

Baiyunshan didn't know what to say, so he could only pat her back sadly to comfort her. Her thin body could feel the protrusion of her back through the skirt, as if all the attachments in this body were concentrated on the arms in front of her. On top, fragile but stubborn, just like a girl's personality.

So sad, Asuka.

But it doesn't matter, it's over.

The seawater finally swallowed up the huge sun disk in the west, and the shadows on the pillars gradually dissipated, as if the whimpering sea breeze had once again occupied the world.

The trip is over.