Although the questions of Little Asuka cannot be compared with those of a real overlord Erika Ikuta, they are all a mess of questions that have no beginning or even an answer, ranging from the creation of the universe to the history of mankind, and one after another, as if ten Asking the bottom of the question for all the reasons can directly lead to the extent of your autism, but it is also more difficult to deal with.
Because under the influence of her favorite Nanamin, Xiao Feiniao prefers to read books, and she reads some books that are relatively profound for her age, so of course she will leave a lot of questions.
These questions from books are often difficult to answer in one or two simple sentences because they involve various complex factors. Therefore, even Hashimoto Nanami will not answer the question "Little Asuka" just thinking about it. Usually only one or two suggestions can be given after careful consideration in order to hope that there will be no bad impact on the child.
But today, it seems that when it comes to being a teacher and teaching little lolita the principles of life, Hashimoto Nana is still far worse than a certain salted fish. After all, the former was asked simply by a child with a look of ignorance. What is the world after death like? But if you can ruthlessly answer neon words, it is usually cremation. This scares the children so much. From this point, it also proves that girls are really not suitable to be teachers. Profession--
"Of course the taste of Sendai beef tongue is better than that of ordinary beef tongue, but the joy and excitement I felt when I tasted beef tongue for the first time was not fake. Although the excitement and joy later became more intense, the first experience, and every subsequent experience Each different experience has its value. Because things like memory will be blurred, but the touches will remain. Life is meant to move forward along such touches, isn't it? "
After saying some words, Xiao Feiniao's depressed mood obviously recovered a lot. He blinked his eyes again and looked at the other party. He felt a hint of respect for the salted fish in front of him from the bottom of his heart.
This is an emotion that has nothing to do with character impression, and is purely caused by what the other person said. Although the little bird is not very old, there are many questions in its little head all day long. After all, the title of philosophical bird is not Yelling for nothing. However, there was either no one who could explain these problems, or the people who could explain them were too busy to talk to her. As a result, there were naturally many problems. But at this moment, she suddenly found a beacon that seemed to be able to guide the way and direction. Naturally, he was secretly excited, and his previous awkwardness about the barbecue was completely forgotten, and he quickly continued to ask questions.
"Baiyun-sang! Then what do you think about life?"
Baiyunshan did not answer, he hesitated for a moment, then spread his hands and refused: "We are here for barbecue today, not for class. This kind of question should be left to the psychological counseling in the lounge later." Bar."
Xiao Feiniao was startled, and then suddenly became anxious. For someone like her who likes reading and thinking, having questions but not being able to get answers at this time is like meeting her own Nanamin on the road but not being able to say hello. It's really I couldn't bear the itching, so I hurriedly pursed my lips and pulled the corner of the other person's clothes and started acting coquettishly.
"Bai~Yun~Sang~ Please, you are the best! Don't whet Asham Lin's appetite anymore~"
As the little bird spoke, she fluttered a pair of sparkling black eyes, her little face was filled with grievances. Even though she was still young, she already had the grace of a beautiful girl who would be called once in four thousand years a few years later. Take a closer look at the little hands holding the hem of the clothes, which are soft and soft, petite and cute, as if they are carved from pink and jade.
Seeing the sweet sweet bird acting coquettishly towards him, Baiyunshan was so happy that he couldn't open his mouth from ear to ear, but he still pretended to be reserved and coughed twice, with a face full of confusion: "Since you have pleaded like this, then why don't you? It’s not impossible, it’s just—what should I do with this barbecue?”
"Let Nanamin take care of it!"
Hearing that Xiao Feiniao betrayed herself without hesitation, the girl couldn't help but glared at her with a tactful look, but she didn't say no to refuse, she just sat there quietly.
"But I still want to eat? I don't have time to pick up these barbecued meats while I'm talking to you. The taste won't be good if they wait until they're cold -" Baiyunshan took the opportunity to push further.
Xiao Feiniao immediately hesitated, and spoke shyly with a slightly red face, her voice getting lower and lower: "Then, let Ashin feed it to Baiyun Sang. That's how Nanamin fed me just now. Now it's my turn." I can feed Asham Lin to Baiyun Sang..."
Baiyunshan's eyes suddenly lit up. He had just said it casually and had no hope at all. He was even wary of the little flying bird biting him in anger again. He was ready to hide his hands at any time, but he did not expect that the other party would take the initiative to give in. , this is really an unexpected surprise——
Thinking of this, Baiyunshan couldn't help but glance at Hashimoto Nanami proudly, and raised his eyebrows to express what is the little bully of the group? In the hands of me, a master of bird training, don't you have to become a sweet bird? Well, I will continue to work hard in the future and strive to let the sweet bird evolve again and directly become a stupid bird. The dark bird in the middle should not appear, so as to avoid being bitten again——
After dilly-dallying for a while, Xiao Feiniao finally succumbed to his curiosity for the answer to the question. With a hot face, he forked a piece of barbecue with a fork, raised his little hand and handed it to Baiyunshan's mouth tremblingly, and then stared at it. He ate it and immediately asked with his little hands behind his back: "Is it okay now? Baiyun-sang, please hurry up -"
"Wait, wait, I haven't finished eating yet."
Baiyunshan was chewing barbecue and talking vaguely, and then his eyes suddenly widened. He quickly took a sip of drink and swallowed the food into his stomach. He was sweating on his forehead and secretly smacked his tongue.
That's weird, is it my imagination? Why does this barbecue feel so spicy? It’s comparable to the store manager’s Jigoku Ramen——
"Baiyun-sang, hurry up~"
Xiao Feiniao couldn't wait any longer and urged.
"Yes, Baiyun-sang, I actually want to hear your opinion too."
At this time, Hashimoto Nanami suddenly squinted her eyes and spoke with a smile.
Since even a certain Hokkaido girl started to speak, Baiyunshan couldn't delay it any longer. He coughed twice and cleared his throat, and then said: "So Asuka, let me ask you a question first. What do you think? What is your life like?"
Little Flying Bird lowered her face to think, her slender eyelashes fluttering in her eyes. The books she usually read came into play at this time: "Asha Lin, I used to think that life is like a straight line, starting from kindergarten, to elementary school, and then to middle school. College, until I get involved in work when I grow up...I can’t think of anything after that, it’s just that simple——”
"But since I became an idol, I found that this is not the case."
As Xiao Feiniao spoke, she stared at her toes. The toes of her two little feet with green toes exposed in slippers faced each other, just like her inner conflict at this time: "After becoming an idol and being known by everyone, although I can still I have made friends, but the time I spend with them has become shorter, and there always seems to be some distance between me and everyone. And people no longer call me "Azu" like before, they always call me "Idol" , Idol-sama, Asuka-sama, etc. I actually don’t really like such titles, especially when I am suddenly called like this while walking on the street, and then looking at their smiling expressions, I always feel sad... ....”
"But I also know that I can't blame them. After all, Ashin and I are now staying in Nogizaka. I spend more time with everyone and less time with them. In fact, they should not know how to talk to me. That's right. But when I think about it at night, I can't help but worry that if I stay in Nogizaka for longer and longer in the future, will the distance between me and them become further and further away? In the end, I didn’t even have any friends in school anymore——”
"If you think about it this way, if one day I start to go to a new place again and the time I stay in Nogizaka becomes shorter, does that mean that it will become the same as now, and then I will have no friends at all. .....It seems like it’s back to the way it was at the beginning.”
As he spoke, Xiao Feiniao's head lowered lower and lower. He stared at his toes and couldn't see his face clearly, but from the slight tremor in his voice, he could feel the delicate and sensitive heart of the girl, which made people feel heartbroken.
"So now I feel, is life a curve? No matter how you go, you will eventually return to the beginning and start again."
Baiyun Mountain was silent.
Hashimoto Nanami also fell silent.
They didn't expect that even though it was just an ordinary and vague topic, it could bring out the knot that had been hidden in Xiao Feiniao's heart for a long time, causing her to speak a long paragraph in one breath. Although the content sounded a little childish and ridiculous, it was vaguely and mysteriously. It makes people frown and the tip of their nose is slightly sour.
After all, she was still just a child, but her experience as a child star and her idol status at this time made her feel a loneliness that was not what she should feel at this age. These loneliness are not clearly revealed in daily life with the company of members, parents and brothers, but at this time, through a very simple topic, it was brought out incessantly, making people feel lonely. People are shocked but heartbroken.
Perhaps loneliness is a curse that every growing child will encounter. But when the little girl was exposed to the curse called loneliness for the first time, she subconsciously thought that it was all her own fault and took all the natural occurrences in her life. The reunion and farewell are regarded as God's punishment for oneself, which makes people feel even more distressed.
Hashimoto Nana stared at the little Asuka in front of her with distress, and couldn't help but feel guilty and touched her little head.
To say so many words in one breath, Asuka must have been holding it in her heart for a long time, right? It's just that I haven't been able to find the right opportunity to talk. So when did Asuka start to feel lonely because her identity was different from other friends and classmates? It must have been a long time. For such a long time, I have been one of the closest people to her among the members, but I have never been able to find out. It is really careless——
There was silence in the courtyard. It was only then that Xiao Feiniao broke away from his memories and felt the deserted atmosphere. He quickly lowered his head and said apologetically: "I'm sorry Baiyun Sang, Asham Lin, I seem to have said something to you." If I hate people, I don’t mean it..."
"Will not."
Baiyunshan took a deep breath, forced a smile, and comforted her: "What Asuka just said was very interesting. Even Baiyunshan felt very rewarding after listening to it."
"Really?"
The little bird immediately raised his head, his bright black and white eyes exuding energy. It seemed that after talking to him, his inner worries had dissipated a lot.
Baiyunshan nodded softly in agreement, then thought about it, and answered Xiao Feiniao's previous words seriously.
"You used to think that life was a straight line, and now you think it is a curve. But for me, life is neither a straight line nor a curve. It is not smooth and smooth all the way up, nor is it full of twists and turns all the way down. Tortuous——”
"Then Baiyun-sang, what do you think life is?"
"White Cloud."
"What?"
"For Baiyun Sang, life is naturally like white clouds."
Baiyunshan smiled and said matter-of-factly, and pointed at the sky. Even though it was night and the sky was full of stars, the girls seemed to still be able to see the scene he described.
He was thoughtful and said with emotion:
"Look at these white clouds gathering and dispersing, dispersing and gathering again, just like the separation and separation in life."
