"Bai Yunsang, I'm sorry for causing so much trouble to everyone..."
"No, no, the final result of the recording is quite good, it won't cause any trouble."
"Really?"
"Of course it's true. When did I lie to you?"
In the studio after the recording, the anxious Nishino Nanase couldn't help but feel relieved when he heard this answer, and his slightly nervous look relaxed a lot.
Baiyunshan rubbed his head and gritted his teeth, saying with a hint of shame on his face: "And if I really want to say it, I should be the one to say I'm sorry. If I hadn't said that in the lounge earlier, you wouldn't have You are so unsure of the information you want to reveal that it even made you cry because of it——"
The girl shook her head quickly and interrupted weakly: "It's none of Baiyun-san's business! Nana is not very confident to begin with, so even if nothing happened in the lounge, she might still be able to hold back her tears." Speaking of this, she couldn't help but have a troubled look on her face, and it was obvious that she had been troubled by her own lack of confidence for a long time.
But then she thought of other things and quickly lowered her head slightly to hide the shyness on her cheeks.
Of course, crying is not just because of low self-esteem. Other emotions such as nervousness and uneasiness should also be included. In addition to these, the disappointment caused by Baiyunshan's comments in advance must also be included, or in other words, it is true. It was the disappointment that made the already unconfident girl even more nervous and uneasy, causing tears to burst into her eyes.
It was too shameful to be disappointed and shed tears just because of a simple comment, so even if the girl discovered her inner feelings, she was still embarrassed to face it, so she could only lower her head slightly and choose to hide it.
Baiyunshan was not aware of the delicate emotions hidden by these girls. He just comforted each other out of habit: "It's okay. Confidence can be cultivated slowly. Everyone has a period of low self-esteem to some extent. As long as you experience it more, you will naturally overcome it.”
These words are not nonsense. In terms of inferiority, Rina Ikoma who just joined the group can definitely be among the best. However, since she was selected as the center, she has been trained in various situations day after day. Today's Rina Ikoma Compared to Baiyunshan's performance when he first came here, it's definitely a huge difference! Although there are still some emotional expressions occasionally, in various situations, whether it is interviews or speeches, he has made rapid progress, and his calmness is definitely worthy of the center position.
However, Rina Ikoma's low self-esteem and the lack of confidence of the girl in front of her are obviously slightly different. The former is more due to the pressure and uneasiness of a strange environment, but in terms of personality, she is a lively and cheerful uncle in the mountains, so once she adapts, Once you understand the environment, you will naturally and easily get rid of your inferiority complex.
The latter's personality is slightly shy. Although he can be more boyish at times, his personality is undoubtedly a real introvert, so naturally it is not that you can get rid of him by putting him in the center position and exercising. The best way is to keep flowing. Walk in slowly, after all, if a person is surrounded by familiar friends, then no matter how introverted a person is, they will gradually become cheerful.
But he suddenly noticed a problem and couldn't help but repeat it curiously.
"Nana?"
Nishino Nanase's face suddenly turned red. This was what she used to call herself, but besides being at home and her previous school, she had only been in front of close relatives and friends like Takayama Kazumi since she came to Kyoto. I just called myself this. I was so relaxed that I didn't notice it for a moment. In addition, I was so anxious to interrupt the conversation that I forgot about it, and my face suddenly became hot.
"B-Bai Yunsang, yes, I'm sorry——"
The girl quickly stumbled and began to apologize. After all, Baiyunshan was their manager anyway, and as a temporary committee member, he was naturally in a superior position, so claiming to be inconvenient in front of the other party was a bit too frivolous and went beyond the rules of politeness. Rules you should pay attention to.
Fortunately, Baiyunshan has never cared about these things. It was just a novelty to see a girl claiming to be in front of him for the first time, so he smiled and waved his hands and said: "It doesn't matter. Just say it like this if you are used to it. There is nothing to care about." , and calling herself Nana is quite cute.”
"Really, really?"
After receiving the compliment from the other party, the girl was relieved and felt a little happy, but she was too embarrassed to show it. She just subconsciously raised her face, pursed her lips to prevent herself from showing an obvious smile, and straightened her back slightly. The two little hands behind his back rubbed each other secretly in circles, like a happy little rabbit.
"Of course it's true. At least I've never seen anyone claim to be so cute."
While Bai Yunshan was habitually praising her, he was also doubtful in his heart. Although he met the girl quite a few times, he didn't interact much with her. Recently, he had more contact with her because he taught her makeup. But judging from his feelings, the girl seemed to have a special closeness to him from the beginning, and she could feel happy even with a casual compliment. He had no idea why.
Where does this feeling of closeness come from? Could it be that we have met before? Baiyunshan frowned secretly and thought about the memories.
But for a moment, he secretly shook his head. He must not have done it before, because he could sense that the girl's closeness was only one-sided, and he had no familiar feeling, so if he had met before, even if it was the original owner of the body, Even if we have met before, it would not be a one-sided situation. This is completely illogical.
However, he was not the only one who couldn't figure it out. The girl in front of him also couldn't figure out why she felt that the Baiyun Sang in front of her was trustworthy when they met for the first time, and where that inexplicable feeling of familiarity came from. She couldn't remember that she had ever Have you met each other before, but if so, you should not forget it. After all, a meeting that can create a sense of familiarity cannot be a casual encounter at the station, but should have a real conversation experience, and it should be just a chance meeting. It is impossible to have this sense of familiarity.
And if I had really seen it before, how could I forget it? Could it be that it was when I was a child? But the age difference between the two is not big. If one person is at an age where he can't remember things clearly, the other must be about the same. There must be a big difference between the two now. How can there be a sense of familiarity? So no matter how you think about it, this is an illogical thing.
It was useless to think too much. Bai Yunshan shook his head gently to get rid of the thoughts in his mind. Only then did he realize that the girl in front of him was already a little dizzy due to his habitual and unconscious compliments, and his face was even redder. Water dripped out, so he quickly interrupted the conversation with a slight cough, and said with a straight face: "By the way, the single will be released soon on May 2nd. Last time I heard that you guys were going to the video store, now. Don’t go there this time, let’s get together and do something else.”
The blush on the girl's face gradually faded, and she asked curiously: "What are you doing?"
"I don't know, but just as a commemoration, it would be good for everyone to get together and have a party." Baiyunshan suggested softly.
