"Ah sneeze!"
Nana Hashimoto suddenly sneezed.
Mai Fukawa looked at the bright sky outside the window doubtfully, patted her thin back gently, and asked puzzledly: "Did you catch a cold? But isn't the temperature still getting warmer today? Nanamin, why did you catch a cold? "
Hashimoto Nana shook her head indifferently: "Maybe someone is thinking about me, I don't know."
At this point, she suddenly thought of something and said, "By the way, I still have a batch of food gifts left at Sayuri-chan's place. I don't know if she has taken good care of them."
"Condolence gift?" Mai Mai asked curiously: "Hasn't this been eaten long ago? Why is there still any left?"
"That's you!" Nana Hashimoto glanced at her friend next to her unhappily: "In the past, there were no leftovers. They were all eaten by those greedy guys, but recently, although sometimes I am so busy that I don't have time to eat these things. , Baiyun Sang would still help me save them in advance, so I saved a bunch of them without knowing it."
Among the gluttonous guys there was undoubtedly the one in front of him. Mai Mai silently pursed her lips and turned her head away, her face blushing slightly.
But then she put her hands on the other person's shoulders, hugged her chest, put her head in front of the other person, and said cautiously: "What, Nanamin is angry?"
Hashimoto Nana glanced at her lightly and did not answer.
Mai Mai suddenly looked like he was about to cry, and said sadly: "It turns out that you are tired of me already. I'm sorry Nanamin, it's all my fault. I understand, and I will definitely not bother you again next time. "
"Although I was worried about Nanamin's condition and knocked on the door but got no response, so I decided to come in and check, but it's still my fault. Nanamin clearly didn't let me in, so how could I do it on my own? Why did you come in and disturb Nanamin's rest? It doesn't matter if the breakfast you made by yourself is cold. You can make this kind of thing every day. If you don't want to waste it, just eat it by yourself. It's not a big deal. Nanamin I never said I wanted to eat..."
Being gentle does not mean that you will only tolerate and cater to others. Sometimes, for others, the most powerful weapon of a gentle person is gentleness itself.
Faced with Mai Mai's expression and such a soft-spoken confession, no one could really make up his mind to say or do something to her, not even Hashimoto Nanami.
She had to admit that her only thought now was to comfort her and not want her to suffer any injustice.
So Nanai Hashimoto could only sigh helplessly and said: "Okay, I'm not actually angry, I'm just teasing you."
Mai Mai reluctantly showed a smile: "It doesn't matter. If Nanamin really hates me, there is no need to care about my feelings. You can just say it directly. Although I am a little sad, I still care about Nanamin more after all. If it’s good, I’ll feel a lot better.”
Hashimoto Nanami said seriously: "I'm really not angry."
"Really?" Mai Mai raised her head like a wounded animal.
"Really, I'm just a little sleepy after not sleeping a little, it's no big deal."
"Great! I knew Nanamin was the one who loved me the most, and I also liked Nanamin the most!"
Hearing the other party's passionate and sincere confession, coupled with Mai Mai's gentle smile like a sunny day, Hashimoto Nanami also felt relieved and felt relaxed.
But it was a coincidence. I had originally decided to have a good sleep during the holiday and at least not get up until noon. Unexpectedly, Mai Mai had already prepared breakfast early and came to call me. But after knocking on the door, he didn't get a response, and his messages came to nothing, so he took the initiative to open the door and walked in, completely disturbing Hashimoto Nana's sweet dream.
Hashimoto Nanami, who originally turned off her phone and put on earplugs, thinking that everything was ready, forgot that since she moved into the dormitory and became familiar with the members, she sometimes forgets to lock the door. It would be absolutely impossible for her to be the same as she was before. The former Hashimoto Nana was like a house cat that strayed into the forest. She was always vigilant and extremely insecure. Not to mention locking the door, even the windows, cabinets, etc. Everything with a switch will be closed tightly and there will be no flaws.
I can only say that I have fallen~
Hashimoto Nana sighed softly, and looked at Mai Mai who was talking about what she had seen in the past few days, her eyes became softer and softer.
But that’s not bad, at least you don’t hate it, right?
As Mai Mai spoke, she was keenly aware of her friend's absent-mindedness, and asked with concern: "Nanamin, are you still feeling tired? I'd better leave first. I'll just wait until noon to call you. You have a good rest first." .”
Hashimoto Nana shook her head: "No, I still want to chat with Mai Mai. I've been very busy recently, haven't I? It's been a long time since I've had time to relax like this."
"Um."
Mai Mai also nodded, but the corners of his mouth slightly raised inadvertently.
Hmm... It seems like Nanamin is really not angry anymore~
Hashimoto Nana did not force herself to cheer up, and took the initiative to change the topic and chatted with the other party about some things Baiyunshan told her about under. These things were not suitable for Baiyunshan to talk about directly, and she needed to be a fellow member. The precautions passed down by Nana Hashimoto also concern the Mai Mai at hand.
"Eh~ Signature skill? I know that Sayuri has her Apple Punch, but I haven't thought about it yet, but I can remind other members of Under to think about it." Mai Mai said thoughtfully.
"Well, you don't have to think about things that are too complicated, as long as they can most directly represent your own characteristics. Like Mai Mai, they are perfect anyway." Hashimoto Nanami joked with a smile.
Mai Mai's face turned red again, and she gently rubbed the other person's arm, and said shyly: "How can I not be as good as Nanamin said, if it were true, I wouldn't even be qualified to stand with you. there is none left--"
Speaking of this, a trace of loneliness flashed in her eyes.
"Compared to Nanamin, I often feel that I am really useless. I don't have any imitation skills, and I don't understand many principles. My views on things are always hazy, and I always feel like I can't do anything well. .”
"Although Nanamin, Misa, and other members always say that I am very gentle, I really don't feel that I have any tenderness! Maiimai will also be lazy sometimes. When you are greedy, there will also be times when you are timid and want to give up. When faced with many things, you often behave immaturely and feel ashamed."
"Compared to what everyone calls gentleness, I actually feel that everyone is more tolerant of me. I just give it back. Just like a stone thrown into the water, it is not me who is gentle and tolerant, but It’s everyone’s fault, but I’m really embarrassed to be praised like this by everyone.”
"After all, Mai Mai is just an ordinary person. He can be clever, sad, and occasionally angry. He doesn't have any lofty ambitions or dreams. After being an idol for so long, the only thing he wants to do is The idea is just to make everyone happy."
"I have no goals, no motivation, I just don't want to live up to other people's expectations and move forward, and I don't know when I will find what I want to fight for..."
Mai Mai whispered to himself for a long time, only to realize that there was no response from the side, and his shoulders became heavy at some point.
She looked sideways and saw Nana Hashimoto, who had fallen asleep soundly due to sleepiness, her eyes slightly closed, leaning on her soft shoulder.
Mai Mai quietly looked at the other person's sleeping face as pure as a baby for a long time, and smiled again. She carefully pulled the blanket from the chair beside her and covered the girl with it. Then she gently smoothed the girl's tired face. With his messy hair, he gently leaned his cheek against the other person's forehead, pursed his lips and hummed a soft and soothing song.
The song is the classic Japanese folk song Please Give Me Wings "Tsubasa Tsubasa". The positive song lengthens the tone and then hums softly, turning it into a lullaby as gentle as the afternoon sun:
この大空に Wing をひろげ
Spread your wings in this sky
飞んで行きたいよ
Fly freely
Sadness is free and empty
There is no space of freedom for sorrow
Wing はためかせ行きたい
Fly forward on the wings of the wind
...
The birds outside the window seemed to understand the meaning of the song, fluttering their wings gently and leaving, flying under the golden sunshine.
Mai Mai's eyes gradually became misty, her voice gradually became lower, and finally she leaned against the edge of the bed, her breathing becoming long and dense.
The swaying branches sprouted green shoots.
There is a long-lost peace in the air.
Only the faint sound of laughter and slapstick could be heard from next door, announcing the leisure and freedom of the holiday.
