Ji Sangwan could hardly control himself and wanted to ask Shen Wan why he treated him like this.
If it's intentional, why can't we be together?
If it was unintentional, why are you still questioning yourself at this time?
She was afraid that the answer she got would still be the same, and that Ji Sangwan would not be able to maintain her final dignity.
Only when you deeply like someone can you feel this way.
It is completely impossible to live in the same room without knowing each other.
Ji Sangwan didn't know how to describe his mood at this time.
She was very complicated, but her eyes were fixed on Shen Wan.
The next second, Shen Wan was shattered in his heart.
Shen Wan lowered his eyes and grasped Ji Sangwan's collar with his slender fingertips, his tone filled with indignity.
"Awan, you can't be willful about injuries!"
This kind of persistence is very similar to the way Ji Sangwan broke into Shen Wan's mansion at that time.
Ji Sangwan's memories couldn't help but overlap.
Shen Juan had already decisively pulled down Ji Sangwan's clothes. Just like before, when Ji Sangwan wanted to care about Shen Juan, he would forget the rules and etiquette for a moment.
Ji Sangwan's wound was indeed bleeding.
Shen Wan frowned deeply. Even though Ji Sangwan's wound didn't look serious, Shen Wan didn't want Ji Sangwan to get hurt at all.
The medicine box that had been prepared long ago was in Shen Wan's hand. Shen Wan pulled Ji Sangwan and sat down.
"Since you want to leave early, don't waste time at this time. Otherwise, the time you and I will spend together will only be longer.
Ah Wan, you can't have double standards in life. My mood at that time was almost the same as yours! "
Ji Sangwan gritted his teeth. The words he wanted to say were stuck in his throat and he couldn't say them out.
She even felt that her throat was blocked by something, and despite the pain, she just took a deep breath and did not speak.
Ji Sangwan really couldn't say anything.
Shen Wan's voice was hoarse, and he tried not to look directly at the little girl in front of him, making the atmosphere cold.
Shen Wan was helpless and finally muttered to himself.
"Awan, sometimes what you see is not only the personal love between children and children, but also many things that you can't imagine.
This is my fate, I am destined not to talk about these things at this time! "
Shen Nuan's tone whispered, with helplessness.
"So, it's not that there's anything wrong with you, it's just that we were born at the wrong time.
I am very satisfied to keep you safe! "
Ji Sangwan listened quietly. After Shen Wan fell completely silent, he spoke firmly.
"But I'm not satisfied. Sometimes being safe and sound is never the best outcome.
I have worked vigorously and worked hard, and I will not regret it even if it does not end well. I never take stock of the situation in my mind, I just care about where my feelings are.
This is where I am different from you.
I have already died once, and I don’t understand what it is that requires looking forward and backward.
Maybe Brother Shen is right, we are basically two different people! "
When I say it, I feel really comfortable.
Even if he relives his life, Ji Sangwan will never be able to be so calm about the feelings he never had in his previous life.
Her purpose of rebirth has been achieved, and now is Ji Sangwan's real life.
Ji Sangwan felt indescribably sad.
She looked at Shen Wan with tears in her eyes.
"Brother Shen, I give up, everything is just like what you said, we are not suitable.
You don't even have the courage to like her, so naturally you don't dare to rely on her feelings.
I have been sad for so many days, but now I finally figured it out. Brother Shen, now you should wish me that I finally figured it out! "
Ji Sangwan ignored his own embarrassment and smiled brightly.
It seemed that Shen Wan was no longer important.
Shen Wan's eyes froze and he clenched his fists, unable to maintain even the most basic calm anymore.
Shen Wang's knuckles turned white, as if he didn't want to face this fact.
It's great that the little girl can figure it out.
However, the little girl can figure out that at her age, it is the time when her personality is unstable, and it is not certain who will be easier in the future.
People and things in the capital are turbulent and confusing, and caring about them can lead to chaos. Shen Wan even feels that no one is a good match!
Just after Shen Wan let go, Ji Sangwan calmly pulled back his clothes, as if this matter was not important at all.
For Ji Sangwan, there is no immediate harm to make him feel uncomfortable.
"I'm fine, I'm going back first.
If a man and a woman are seen alone, they may not be able to explain clearly.
I have no grievances or grudges against the Beichuan Bai family. I hope I won’t become the target of revenge from the Bai family’s siblings, that’s all! "
Ji Sangwan was eager to get rid of the relationship with Shen Wan.
After finishing speaking, Ji Sangwan suddenly turned around.
"Furthermore, Brother Shen, you have everything to deal with. There are many things in the court that need to be handled by Brother Shen when he returns.
After tomorrow, don’t accompany me on the road anymore! "
Ji Sangwan smiled calmly at Shen Wan.
After everything was over, Ji Sangwan didn't want to waste any time.
Thinking of this, Ji Sangwan closed the door neatly.
Shen Wan was the only one left in the room.
It turns out that being abandoned actually feels like this. He used to think that the little girl could figure it out.
Now it was Shen Huan who couldn't figure it out.
When he really had to let go, Shen Wan realized how difficult it was to let go of someone, even though Luo Qingxuan kept saying it was for Ji Sang's good night.
Is it really for her good?
The little girl's personality has always been very stable, but now she has become so impulsive, which makes Shen Wan have to think about more things.
Will you follow me tomorrow?
…
When setting off, Shen Wan still followed.
But Ji Sangwan seemed not to see it.
She got on the carriage numbly. Because she was bored, she even bought a few medical books to take with her. She didn't want to talk to anyone.
"Tomorrow we can reach Suizhou, and there will be a battlefield further ahead.
Liang Zixun's current situation is not clear yet. We will inquire about it when we get there.
It should not be difficult to inquire about the situation on the front line. I will definitely not tolerate Liang Zixun this time! "
Pei Jing took the initiative to bring it up, unusually serious.
Ji Sangwan had no interest in this matter, but raised his head and looked at Pei Jing in front of him with a look of sadness.
"Even if Liang Zixun goes to the battlefield injured, even if he does not have the same status in the court as before, after all, he is the commander of the first army. How do we get close to him and how do we attack him.
With your martial arts and mine, there should be no way to kill Liang Zixun directly.
When it comes to poisoning, you are an expert.
It's just that killing someone like this is like my mother being poisoned, without any joy of revenge. He almost killed the entire Luo family, so he should receive the most brutal punishment, right? "
When it came to Liang Zixun, Ji Sangwan was unambiguous.
Ji Sangwan has indeed grown up, and his whole temperament has changed.
Pei Jing looked at Ji Sangwan's profile and smiled.
"Perhaps someone would like to help us?"
