When he met 009, Xihe was still struggling in hell.
She is not a god, not an immortal, and does not have any noble bloodline. She is just one of all living beings.
Her mother wanted to strangle her to death after giving birth to her, and her so-called father and grandmother also wanted to bury her in the field because they favored sons over daughters... She stayed in the blood basin for five or six hours, and was killed when she saw that she could not survive. People rescued.
She has never had a sip of breast milk, and she has always relied on charity since she was a child.
The Buddha said: "There are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, illness, death, separation from love, long-lasting resentment, not being able to ask for anything, and not being able to let go." Of the eight, except old age, she had all the other seven.
Her parents divorced early, leaving her and her brother in their hometown.
Although her brother always bullied her, he was the only one willing to protect her. They lived under the shelter of others and were insulted by their uncles and aunts. They were taken to the north by the so-called mother, but they were left behind.
At a young age, they learned to watch people's actions and work hard.
They were looked down upon and had neither enough food nor clothing to keep warm. For a long time, they made a living by picking up rags... But at that time, they had light in their hearts and they were thinking about the bright future, such as going to college or starting a business. A hotel.
Xihe didn't start studying until he was nine, and was already fifteen when he was in fourth grade.
She studied very well. Even in a rural area with poor resources, she was still qualified to take the Mathematical Olympiad exam... In the same year, her brother passed away and suffered from abdominal distension.
She left her hometown early, and her only memory of her hometown is the ferocious expressions of her uncle and aunt.
In the first semester of fourth grade, she gave up the opportunity to study and knelt in the yard all day and night. Finally, she begged her stepfather to give her travel expenses, so she took her household registration book and took a car back to her hometown alone.
She didn't think about the future, she just wanted to see her brother one last time.
She didn't see her brother.
The family thought it was unlucky that my brother died at such a young age, so they cremated him and buried him hastily on the mountain.
The mountain was bare and overgrown with weeds.
Those so-called relatives even deprived her of the right to visit and locked her up at home. She jumped from the window, broke a leg, limped to the mountains at night, hugged the grave and cried.
Her mother called her, crying and saying that her brother was dead and she was in pain.
Xihe looked at the sky and felt sick. His biological son was gone, and this woman didn't even know it now. She hung up the phone, broke into the living room with a knife, overturned the food table, and knocked over the wine bottle.
How bad is human nature?
This so-called father deceived his brother into returning home by offering him money to study, and ended up sending him to the factory... He got sick and rolled in pain, but these so-called relatives just looked on with cold eyes.
She had been secretly asking for information, and learned from others that her brother's illness had been completely delayed.
Once again on the street, my brother was in so much pain that he went to the hospital to find his uncle with his belly in his arms, but his uncle only gave him a dozen yuan and pushed him out.
More than ten dollars, more than ten dollars!
Xihe's eyes turned red when he heard it, and his heart was filled with overwhelming hatred.
For the first time, she regretted not leaving her brother because of her so-called responsibility, because her irresponsible mother gave birth to a son in the north and then ran away.
What can she do? She is also desperate.
The child was only half a year old at the time, and the only man in the family was her stepfather. If she left, who would take care of her?
She was abandoned since she was a child. At that time, she told herself that she would never be like her mother, so in order to make up for her mother's mistakes, she stayed.
But the result is...my brother is gone.
Xihe dragged her legs and smashed the living room into pieces. She hated them and hated herself even more.
She studied while working and was admitted to high school. However, her mother and father came to pester her again, asking her for money. If she didn't give it, they would make trouble in the school... She was put in a sack and moved into a house.
Standing in the room was a man with an ugly and disgusting face, extending his claws towards her.
Xihe had poor nutrition since she was a child and was not tall. She couldn't beat the man, so she bit off the man's ear and was slapped so hard that her head was buzzing.
She looked at the man with fierce eyes: "If you can't kill me, I will definitely kill you!"
The man turned red with anger, but was frightened by her cruelty. He kicked her hard and left quickly. Xihe quickly closed the door and sat in the house all night. The next day, he went to the police station to report his father.
The son sued his father, and Xihe's reputation was completely ruined.
But what is reputation? Xihe never cared.
She goes to school well, but maybe God doesn't like her. There are always people who want to bully her for no reason. They either accuse her of stealing money or deliberately target her. Especially when the seniors in the senior year of high school always take care of her, it becomes even worse.
This world always bullies honest people, so Xihe does not want to be an honest person.
Accusing her of stealing money, she called the police without saying a word. If he deliberately targeted her, she would be alert to avoid him. If he couldn't avoid it, he would beat him. She was never afraid. Only the senior... Xihe admitted that he was moved at that time.
We met the senior before she left her hometown, and she still remembered her after she came back.
He was warm, kind, had a warm smile, and would give her lectures. Xihe had never been treated like this before, how could she not be moved?
She accepted her senior's pursuit, but within two days, the senior was warned.
Xihe: "..."
She sighed and said goodbye.
She avoided her seniors and left quickly when they met. The seniors were facing the college entrance examination and had no choice but to give up.
This was the first time that Xihe gave up on someone. She forced herself to devote herself to studying. She still had no revenge. She promised her brother to go to college and she would keep it.
Xihe was studying and working hard to make money.
She turned herself into a silent shadow and tried not to collide with others. She endured her mother's bad behavior to tarnish her reputation and endured the criticism of her classmates. She persisted until the college entrance examination.
"Tsk tsk tsk, he looks pretty good, why don't we just..."
"Don't mess around. That person only said that she wouldn't be allowed to take the college entrance examination. He didn't say anything else. Let's go."
The two male voices went away, and Xihe struggled to look over, only to vaguely see two back figures... It was dark all around, so she got up and walked towards the school in a blur.
She can't fail, she has to take the college entrance examination!
During the two-day exam, Xihe managed to hold on until the morning of the next day, and then he could no longer hold on and collapsed in the examination room.
One of her legs was twisted, and her body was covered with scars. The place was relatively hidden, and the police couldn't find anyone, so the case went unsolved, but Xihe knew who it was, and she knew who did it.
This time, the scars were more serious, leaving roots of disease in her legs.
Xihe did not choose to repeat her studies, but went to school with a college notice. She said goodbye to everything and waited for the time to come back for revenge.
