Under her son's ardent and dissatisfied eyes, Mrs. Qin slowly opened her eyes. She did not speak, but looked at her son intently, as if she had never known him.
Jiang Mingsheng felt uncomfortable under her mother's gaze: "Why is my mother looking at me like this? There is something dirty on my face?"
"It's not on your face, it's on your heart." Qin said solemnly.
Jiang Mingsheng's face darkened, and her hands under the brocade clothes clenched unconsciously: "I don't know what the mother meant, and my son doesn't understand."
Qin said slowly: "Buddha said: 'If you have a Buddha in your heart, you will see people as Buddha; if you have shit in your heart, you will see people as shit.'"
"Mother."
Jiang Mingsheng suddenly changed his color and looked at his mother in disbelief. He didn't understand why his kind and kind mother would say such unbearable words to him. Isn't he her most beloved son?
Since when did my mother change?
Did he do something wrong?
Mrs. Qin looked at her son and didn't know how to express it for a moment. This son had been frail and sick since birth. Less than five months after he was born, she became pregnant with Yuan'er again. She had always neglected to take care of him. She had always felt that she was in debt. It was precisely because of this guilt that he had been compensating him and tolerating him. But at some point, his obedient son changed. He was quarreling with his sister all day long, and more importantly, he disrespected his brother. It became so unbearable.
After reading the books of sages for many years, he has learned nothing about etiquette, filial piety, humility, and morality. He has really read the books of sages into the belly of a dog.
Looking at her frightened son, Ms. Qin felt bad. It was her fault that a loving mother often failed.
Mrs. Qin sighed secretly, suppressed her anger and disappointment, and said slowly: "He is your brother. Your brother has sacrificed too much for this family over the years. As long as he likes it, we should all support him."
The eldest son had been lonely for most of his life, but she finally found someone she liked and a girl who was willing to start a family. She was very happy; although this month's mother had a bad past, for a family like theirs, this was not a reason to hinder the two of them.
She cannot ruin the happiness of her eldest son because of her younger son's dissatisfaction.
Today she also saw it with her own eyes. Yueniang is indeed a good and honest person. With her as her eldest sister-in-law, she feels more at peace. They traveled all the way from north to south and finally settled down in Pingcheng. They walked a lot more She has seen and heard a lot, and many of her brothers have been killed for the sake of family property and profit and power. Sheng'er is reckless and disrespectful, impulsive and has made no progress in her studies. How can she rest assured after a hundred years?
"Mom, the eldest brother deserves better, even the daughter of a wealthy family." Jiang Mingsheng could not understand his mother's good intentions. He lowered his head and retorted, his voice was weak and inaudible, and he was obviously a tough talker.
In his heart, his brother can marry anyone. He doesn't want to have anything to do with the Xiao family. He keeps thinking about what his mother said just now, 'If you have shit in your heart, look at people...'. He can't understand that his mother is like this too. ..vulgar.
Mrs. Qin shook her head helplessly. The daughter of a wealthy family was so easy to give to. If he really had such a sister-in-law, she would be eaten to pieces. She knew her son better than her mother. As soon as she thought about it, Mrs. Qin realized that this son Not only is she brooding over the feud with Xiao Ming, but she also looks down upon Yueniang's background.
hehe! Origin is nothing, for people like them, the least important thing is origin.
"Sheng'er still remembers your father?" Qin asked her son.
"Father?" Jiang Mingsheng looked up at his mother. He didn't know why she suddenly mentioned his father. His father passed away more than ten years ago. In his heart, his father was a very vague memory. He only remembered the scene when his father was riding on his shoulders when he was a child. Every time he comes home, he will bring him a bunch of candied haws.
"Yes! Your father." Mrs. Qin murmured, looking up at the receding darkness outside the car window, her eyes gradually becoming hazy.
"When you were young, you didn't know what kind of person your father was." Mrs. Qin glanced at her son, "Your father was highly skilled in martial arts, brave and ruthless. He occupied the mountains and became king to bring disaster to the village. In the eyes of the government, he was a A bandit and robber, a criminal wanted by the court."
"What? Bandits and robbers? Wanted criminals?" Jiang Mingsheng opened his eyes in disbelief.
"Yes, maybe your father may be a good person and a good father in your heart, but he is just a bandit." Mrs. Qin said about her dead husband, feeling inexplicably and falling into memories.
"The Jiang family has been bandits for generations, and your father's generation is no exception. You were a little bandit who was born in a bandit den. Unfortunately, when you were five years old, the village was encircled and suppressed by officers and soldiers. Everyone in the village died, and only Your elder brother and Dahe protected us and escaped. At that time, we went all the way south to avoid being chased by the officers and soldiers, and changed our names before hiding here to make a living."
It was unbearable to look back on the past, and a tear slipped from the corner of Qin's eyes. The period of her escape, which had been through life and death, was a shadow that could not be erased from Qin's heart. At that time, she experienced the death of her husband and the destruction of her home. She was confused and deeply infected. The eldest son, his wife and Shi Dahe took care of him all the way to survive. The eldest son carried the whole family on his thin shoulders, but his wife died in the cold winter.
"At that time, your eldest and second brothers took us all the way south. We were penniless and had no food to eat. Your eldest and second brothers were beaten bare-chested for a few steamed buns. For a penny, you could get two punches. We were beaten all over the body. blood; your sister-in-law, with a heavy belly, prepared medicine for us in the bitterly cold snow and took care of us; you made a fuss about eating pancakes, and your sister-in-law kneaded the dough and her hands were frozen. Later, your sister-in-law died in childbirth, and you The eldest brother is so heartbroken that he has been unwilling to marry again for so many years."
Mrs. Qin glanced at the stunned young son and told him about this past that he didn't know. This was the past that she had hidden from her son and daughter. She had been unwilling to tell it because she didn't want her young son to feel guilty and blame himself. Living with self-blame, she originally thought it was protection, but now she understands that over-protection is another kind of harm and an injustice to the eldest son. When the eldest son held the body of her daughter-in-law without closing her eyes for three days and three nights, she vividly remembered it. , never forgotten.
Later, when the world was amnesty, they settled down in a remote place like Ping'an Town, and then they dared to start a small business, and step by step they reached their present status.
These bloody pasts tore Qin's heart. She owed it to her boss. She was supposed to support the family and protect the children, but she didn't do anything. The boss couldn't do anything at that time. At the age of sixteen, his father died and his mother was critically ill. It was he who led them to escape to avoid being hunted. Unfortunately, after so many years, there was not a woman around the boss. She saw the anxiety in her eyes and finally found one. When she finds the person she likes, she doesn't ask for the daughter of a wealthy family or a well-matched young lady. She just hopes that they can grow old together, treat each other as equals, and respect each other as guests. Still worried about the latest chapter that you can’t find? Amway One or search Hot/Degree/Net/Article "Remember to remove "/" when searching, otherwise you won't be able to find it." There are ladies here to help you find books and chat with you!
