Only Xiao Ming and Song Dani were left in the room, who was lying on the bed. Xiao Ming did not give Song Dani the acupuncture as Steward Yu said, but slowly sat in front of the bed. She had already checked Song Dani's pulse last night, and then she knew She suffers from heart palpitations. She thought about last night when she ran anxiously to avoid them. Her desperate running caused her heart rhythm to become irregular. Later, she met a bad person, and she fainted due to nervousness.
It's no wonder that Yu Guanshi said that she was not healthy and asked her to follow him.
In the early morning, Xiao Ming took her pulse again, which showed no symptoms.
Apparently she didn't want to wake up.
She wanted to escape.
Fortunately, she was chased back by Jiang Xiangyuan last night. Otherwise, what would happen if a weak woman stayed outside alone?
Looking at Song Dani, he sighed after a long time and said, "I don't know why you don't want to wake up. I just hope you won't be as impulsive as you were yesterday. The outside world is not as beautiful as you imagined."
“Some people are born rich and have good food and clothing since they are born, and have many slaves. They can open their mouths with food and reach out with clothes. They can get what they want without doing anything. But these people are only in the minority, and even more so. Many people are born into poverty, and what they want and what they want to obtain has to go through several times or a hundred times more efforts than others to get what they want."
Poverty and wealth have different starting points and different distances. People are equal, but not equal. There is no equality here, where people are like grass and lives are like animals.
"Everyone can like beautiful and beautiful things, but there is a limit to this liking. You can't hurt others just because you like it."
"He doesn't know you. Is it worth it for you to feel sad for him?" Xiao Ming didn't even know what she was talking about. It was cruel. It wasn't her power, it was just reality.
Such a noble young master is not something that people like them can imagine. Rich families pay attention to family members and well-matched marriages. In the eyes of their wealthy young masters, they are like humble mud. Cinderella only married into a wealthy family. fairy tale.
How could she not understand Song Dani's thoughts? It was the first time that the little girl walked out of the mountain village. As the saying goes, she wanted to see the world. When she met the noble young master, she was shocked at the sight. In the past few days, she had been lost and her behavior was abnormal. In her eyes, that young man became her whole world, and she couldn't get rid of him.
Song Dani was like one of those young girls in her previous life who had just begun to fall in love. She stepped into the world of flowers for the first time and was dazzled by the love outside. She did some irrational behavior. She thought she had given everything for love, but in the end she was covered in wounds.
Song Dani kept her eyes closed and didn't fall asleep. She just didn't want to open them. She wanted to escape. Last night, she saw the young master she had longed for again. He was still dressed in snow-white brocade clothes, shining brightly under the moonlight, dazzling. She couldn't keep her eyes open and couldn't help but follow his footsteps. She wanted to take another look at him, even just for a moment.
But she didn't see anyone. She followed him. He recovered from his illness. Surrounded by a group of people, he walked into a big house and the door was closed.
She stood outside, but he didn't even look at her. He didn't remember her at all.
She is the inconspicuous little girl in the ruined temple.
She stood there for a long time and cried for a long time. When she came to her senses, she realized that she had no idea where she was.
She is lost.
She walked aimlessly for a long time, her heart and mind filled with the young master's smile and back. When she saw Jiang Xiangyuan and Xiao Ming, she should have followed them back, but she hesitated. In one moment, she made a decision she had never made in her life.
She wanted to leave, she didn't want her second uncle to marry her off like this, she wanted to find that young master, even if it was as a slave.
yes! As Xiao Ming said, some people are born rich, like the son of a scholar in the village. He is served by slaves after he is born, and what he does every day is study. What kind of life does that noble son have? She didn't even dare to think about it.
And she was born cheap. Her stepmother often beat and scolded her, calling her a bitch. Every day, her stepmother would make her work non-stop. She could not stop for a moment, otherwise her stepmother would beat and scold her, and so would her father.
What she had envied since she was a child was the young lady from the scholar's family, the young lady from the village, and the two cousins from her second uncle's family. They never seemed to have to do any work. There were little girls waiting on them when they went out. Whatever they wanted to do, someone would do it for them. Appropriately, they wear beautiful clothes and exquisite jewelry. Their beautiful embroidered shoes are never stained with dirty mud, and their little hands are as white and tender as green onions.
Thousands of delicate jade are precious.
Song Si Ni opened her eyes and looked at Xiao Ming. Looking at the person in front of her, she couldn't help but feel jealous in her heart. Why could she say such a thing? She retorted in a hoarse voice: "Why do you say that? Me, why can’t I like him.”
She just liked him.
Why does she like him?
"Why can you have enough to eat, wear warm clothes, learn medicine, and be respected by others, while I can only eat chaff and swallow vegetables, be beaten severely, and have endless work to do every day and night? They don’t have enough to eat and don’t have warm clothes.” In her eyes, Xiao Ming is a well-dressed and well-fed boudoir lady who is also good at medicine and treats her respectfully wherever she goes.
Although her second uncle rescued her from the sea of suffering, what kind of marriage would she have?
Manager Yu was dismissive of her as the eldest lady, but he was polite to Xiao Ming and did not dare to offend her with words. The entire escort agency was polite to Xiao Ming, and the two wives were waiting for her to travel. .
She was younger than her, but she was respected by others. However, her father did not care for her mother, and she was looked down upon. At this moment, she felt unbalanced.
Why? She still wants to say this about her.
She lives such a humble life and has no right to like anyone?
Her pitiful self was exposed and she felt trampled on. She was completely indifferent, covering her head and crying without any image.
Xiao Ming's heart was shaken. She didn't expect Song Dani to have such thoughts. She could feel their sadness and despair, but she couldn't persuade her anything. She could only wait for her to think clearly about it all.
She knew what she said was ruthless and realistic, but this was reality, wasn't it? She wanted her to recognize her reality, and she shattered her dream with her own hands.
But she never meant to look down on her.
After Song Dani had cried for a while, Xiao Mingcai said: "Everyone lives his or her own life. No matter how unfortunate you are, you should not blame others or give up on yourself."
If your background and starting point are lower than others, shouldn't you work harder to change? Even though you have to work several times or even a hundred times harder than others, you still have to work hard to change yourself, right?
What's the use here of resenting the origin given by God and being envious and jealous of other people's good fortune.
