The atmosphere suddenly changed.
My previous life was indeed too monotonous.
After Gu Chenyang finished getting these flowers, he collected the cut branches, wrapped them in wrapping paper, and threw them into the trash can.
My little trash can was full immediately.
He took out the trash and threw it away.
Gu Chenyang really has a bright eye. When I'm with him, I feel like I'm being made lazy.
He doesn't have any sweet words or flattery, and even his confession is a bit blunt. But he is very sincere and down-to-earth, which makes my life feel better.
In fact, it's good to have an excellent person like Gu Chenyang by your side.
I don't want to be loved that much, but I also hope that I can be loved instead of those hypocritical scams. Having someone who considers me and loves me sincerely is a happy but very rare thing.
In interpersonal relationships without emotions, everyone is exchanging benefits and everything has a purpose.
And friendship and love are different after all.
If I can easily have the love that others dream of, why should I give up?
I gently stroked the roses arranged by Gu Chenyang and smelled the charming fragrance.
There is no doubt that I now have love as beautiful as flowers.
There was a gentle knock on the door outside.
"I'm back, please open the door for me." Gu Chenyang said softly.
I quickly went over to help Gu Chenyang open the door.
After Gu Chenyang came in, he immediately closed the door.
"It's dark around here. Don't go out at night. It's a bit unsafe. When I'm not here, there will be garbage. You can take it out during the day." Gu Chenyang said cautiously.
The lights in the corridor are voice-activated lights. There are also few street lights downstairs. That's why it looks a bit dark.
But it's pretty safe here. There are many cameras around. There were people living upstairs and downstairs. I have lived here for two years and have never encountered any danger.
But Gu Chenyang said so, so I had no choice but to agree: "Yes. Okay. I understand."
His thoughtfulness is important. He was also worried about me.
I thought that Gu Chenyang's playlist was still the same, so I asked casually: "Why hasn't your playlist changed?"
"I'm used to it. You set this playlist for me. Every time I listen to these songs, I feel like you are still with me." Gu Chenyang said affectionately.
My heart moved slightly. Everything was pretty much what I expected. But when I heard Gu Chenyang say this, I still felt a little uncomfortable.
In the past two years, he has been missing me, but I have been trying hard to forget him.
I tried my best to raise the corners of my mouth and said with a smile: "There are a lot of new songs out now, and they are also very good. Let me help you update the playlist."
Gu Chenyang nodded gently and said happily: "Okay."
He unlocked the phone and handed it to me.
I took it and thought about which songs to add. I usually like a lot of songs, but suddenly I can't remember a few.
"The password is 0726, the day we met." Gu Chenyang added.
I was stunned for a moment.
The day we met was July 26th?
I didn't remember this date at all. But it seems to be the end of July.
Gu Chenyang actually set this date as a password. I'm not as romantic as him.
How on earth has he missed me in the past two years. It must be difficult to live with these memories.
There was a slight feeling of distress in my heart.
After Gu Chenyang finished speaking, he went to the kitchen to wash the fruits with great relief.
He is not worried at all about me seeing his privacy, and he is not defensive about me at all.
I found a few popular songs recently and added them to the playlist, then pressed the key and returned the phone to Gu Chenyang.
Gu Chenyang's hands were full of water and it was inconvenient to pick them up. He just asked me to put the phone on the table.
I casually put Gu Chenyang's cell phone on the table, and then held my own cell phone to watch videos. Nowadays, everyone has neither time nor patience to watch TV series.
Of course there is another reason. Today's TV dramas are not good to watch, and the water injection is quite serious. Many TV series are not good enough to watch, even if you watch them without thinking, they are not good to watch.
After a while, Gu Chenyang cut the fruit and came over with a fruit plate.
The fruit did feel different when he did it like this.
Gu Chenyang picked a piece of sweet and tempting watermelon with his fork and brought it to my mouth.
I hesitated for a moment, took the fork, and said politely: "I'll do it myself."
"Yeah." Gu Chenyang let go of his hand.
Gu Chenyang sat next to me, watching the video on my phone, and eating fruit with me.
“Dingling bell…Dingling bell…”
The cell phone lying on the table suddenly buzzed.
Gu Chenyang and I were both shocked.
Gu Chenyang glanced at the phone and slowly picked it up to answer it.
"Chenyang, where have you been?"
came a familiar middle-aged female voice. I knew the call was from Gu Chenyang's mother, and quietly turned down the volume on my phone.
I didn't want to eavesdrop on their conversation, so I got up and went to the window to play with my phone.
Gu Chenyang said nervously: "I went out and wasn't at home. What's wrong?"
"Nothing. You haven't been home for a long time. I came to see you and brought you some food, but I found that you were not at home." Xin Ying said calmly.
Even though we were so far away, I could still hear the voice on the phone. I tried to focus on my phone, but it was difficult. I was always distracted and unknowingly overheard their conversations.
I quickly found headphones, put them on, and turned up the volume.
Now, I finally couldn't hear their conversation, but I was still distracted.
Gu Chenyang's mother seems to be the same as before. Gu Chenyang didn't dare to tell the truth to her. Does she still like me now?
I want to be free and unrestrained, I don’t want to care about her opinions, and I don’t want to please her. But she is Gu Chenyang's mother, and I can't completely ignore her.
My heart became very heavy and I couldn't help but sigh softly, feeling very tired.
Life is like this, everything can't go as planned, there will always be troubles of one kind or another.
This time, I can't be as free and easy as I was two years ago. I didn't want to give up on Gu Chenyang or this relationship, and I became very entangled and troubled inside.
The noisy sound in the headphones made me even more upset.
I found that I really cared about Gu Chenyang's attitude. He didn't explain it to his mother, which made me feel very uncomfortable. But I know clearly that now is not the right time.
Two years ago, Gu Chenyang explained everything to his mother too early.
I don’t know how long it took, but I felt Gu Chenyang hug me from behind.
My restless heart got a little comfort.
Gu Chenyang gently took off my headphones and explained softly: "Tao Ye, it's not that I don't want to tell my mother about our affairs. It's just that I don't want her to control me. If this makes you feel insecure. I will tell you now My mom said it clearly. I love you. That's very clear and firm. I hope you don't feel uncomfortable."
"No. Just make your own decision. I'm not uneasy." I refused rationally and turned to smile at Gu Chenyang, wanting to prove that I was ordinary.
We are back together. But we should all have our own space and not get too involved in each other's lives.
Until now, my parents don't know Gu Chenyang exists.
Who am I to ask Gu Chenyang to tell his mother about us?
He knows his mother better than I do. He has his own thoughts. I shouldn't disturb his arrangements. After all, he and his parents have to meet often, and I don't even need to face his parents now.
Not to mention people from a good family like Gu Chenyang, even if a child from an ordinary family falls in love, parents will be particularly concerned. If you care too much, nagging and criticizing will naturally become inevitable.
If we don't say anything, everyone will be safe.
"But I just heard you sigh." Gu Chenyang said directly.
I said helplessly: "It's not because of you. Maybe it's because I'm too tired."
I turned around and hugged Gu Chenyang, not wanting him to see my emotions.
The future requires the two of us to work hard together. I should believe in Gu Chenyang and support Gu Chenyang.
It's just that I heard Gu Chenyang's mother's voice was a little irrational just now. Now I have regained my sanity.
Gu Chenyang leaned against my ear and said firmly: "Tao Ye, I love you. I will handle my affairs well and will not let you be wronged or worry about you. If you feel uneasy, Whatever you want me to do, I will satisfy you. If you feel that my words are not enough to guarantee you and make you feel safe and reliable. I can give you all my money and transfer my house to you. "
Gu Chenyang's behavior makes me look like a fraudster.
I knew he could do what he said, so I quickly said solemnly, "No need. Gu Chenyang, I believe in you. You are more reliable than those things that are visible and tangible."
"If I did something bad that made you feel bad, you must tell me and don't hold it in your heart." Gu Chenyang warned again.
Two years ago, I broke up with him suddenly, leaving him still feeling frightened.
I patted Gu Chenyang's back gently and agreed, "Yes."
We hugged each other tightly. He has his panics and I have my insecurities. But I believe we can solve these problems.
We are all more mature now than we were two years ago.
I will not escape easily, and Gu Chenyang is more careful than before.
We listened to each other's heartbeats and breathing in silence.
Gradually, I felt that the temperature on Gu Chenyang's body had increased. I felt a little hot, so I let go of my hand, and then reached out to push Gu Chenyang's hand.
Gu Chenyang let go of his hand a little disappointed.
I looked up at him and explained, "It's too hot."
Gu Chenyang smiled and nodded, then lowered his head and slowly approached me.
I knew what he wanted to do, so I quickly stopped him and said, "No."
Gu Chenyang stopped, took a step back at a loss, and said reproachfully: "I'm sorry."
I was a little embarrassed to see him like this. In fact, I refused because I thought about not drawing the curtains.
I quickly turned my head and looked outside. Fortunately, Sun Meng didn't look at us. I closed the curtains in a panic, and then explained in embarrassment: "I didn't mean that... I was afraid of being seen by others... Sun Meng lives opposite."
