I felt like we didn’t chat for long, but I looked at my phone and saw that it was already almost a hour. We quickly stopped talking and lay down on the table to take a nap.
This job is really wearing me down. Every time I come to the company, I feel very tired, even if I haven't started working yet.
After leaving the company, I felt refreshed and all the discomfort disappeared.
Taking a nap at noon is very important to us.
Although we only slept for about twenty minutes, it was very effective. After taking a nap, we won’t be sluggish in the afternoon, and we won’t have headaches due to lack of sleep.
I thought about my encounter with Gu Chenyang in the past two days, and soon fell asleep and had a dream.
In the dream, Gu Chenyang and I both went back to the past, when we were still in love. The two of us are sweet and harmonious. We don't have so many things to worry about, and we don't need to think about other things.
I'm stuck in this sweet dream and don't want to wake up.
Finally, it was almost time to go to work, and Sun Meng woke me up.
I yawned, then rubbed my eyes and braced myself for work.
The afternoon was peaceful.
Shen Kun didn't do anything wrong either.
Everything seemed to have returned to its former peace.
In fact, this matter was settled yesterday. Shen Kun insisted on unnecessary trouble and went to play tricks on me after get off work.
He was taught a lesson by Gu Chenyang yesterday and is now honest.
People like Shen Kun who like to cause trouble everywhere are the scum of society and endanger society.
The boss wants me to be tolerant and calm. He was indulging Shen Kun. He was not at all afraid that Shen Kun would cause even greater trouble in the future and involve him. I wonder how the boss can help Shen Kun.
When it was time to get off work, Sun Meng and I clocked in and left together.
Shen Kun and several colleagues were laughing and joking in the corridor. I didn't even look at him.
After punching in, Sun Meng and I left immediately.
When I walked outside, I saw Gu Chenyang again.
He was standing downstairs, wearing youthful and energetic sportswear, holding three drinks and a large bag of ingredients in his hands.
I bought this suit for him, and it doesn't match his style.
He didn't like to wear them before, but now he wears them to pick me up.
Every move he made showed his accommodation and ingratiation with me.
"You guys have gotten off work, and I bought vegetables. Let me cook for you tonight." Gu Chenyang said proactively.
There was anxiety and expectation on his face, and he was cautious, afraid that I would refuse.
I nodded slightly.
He has already bought groceries, what else can I do? I don't hate Gu Chenyang, and Gu Chenyang is not a scoundrel like Shen Kun. I don't need to be on guard, just accept his kindness, otherwise it will be a kind of harm to him.
He was so warm and considerate, and I didn't want to hurt him.
Seeing me nodding, Sun Meng asked with concern: "What are you planning to cook? Is your cooking delicious?"
"Braised pork, chicken stewed with potatoes, fish with pickled vegetables... I cook very well." Gu Chenyang said confidently.
Gu Chenyang's cooking skills are indeed pretty good. Two years ago he would occasionally cook for me and show off his cooking skills.
I'm surprised that he has such skillful cooking skills.
I rarely cook at home, and adults basically cook. My mother doesn't like the food I cook. Sometimes when I help, she thinks I'm clumsy.
I asked him the reason then. He said his parents were too busy. He started cooking for himself when he was very young. He wasn't very good at it at first, but as he cooked more, his cooking skills will definitely improve.
Sun Meng swallowed as she listened.
I also have the pictures and taste of these dishes in my mind.
Several colleagues came out of the company.
I deliberately walked over and stood next to Gu Chenyang. Although Gu Chenyang and I haven't gotten back together yet, I still want to show off and let these people know that I have a high vision and that I can also find excellent people.
They crooked people should not worry about my affairs.
"Are you tired from work today? I bought you milk tea." Gu Chenyang thoughtfully helped me insert the straw.
Those colleagues saw it, with smiles in their eyes, and a slight inferiority complex in their disdainful eyes, making them look even more vulgar.
Not afraid of their gazes, I took the milk tea from Gu Chenyang and fed them a handful of dog food.
"I'm not tired. I'm not tired anymore when I see you." I said loudly.
Gu Chenyang was shocked immediately, and then his face showed obvious joy.
Sun Meng stopped drinking milk tea and looked at me approvingly.
After they walked away, I said slowly: "I'm talking about milk tea. I feel less tired when I see milk tea. Thank you for bringing us milk tea."
Gu Chenyang was stunned for a moment. He was not disappointed at all, but still very happy. He said cheerfully: "You're welcome."
The three of us went to my house together.
Gu Chenyang was cooking, and I was helping out.
Sun Meng sat on a chair, eating snacks and talking to CP.
I can't understand her behavior of actively eating dog food.
She doesn't feel embarrassed, I feel embarrassed.
But her presence is better than her absence.
If she is not here, Gu Chenyang and I will be even more embarrassed.
"That person didn't bully you again, did he?" Gu Chenyang asked with concern.
I smiled and comforted: "No. I can handle it myself, don't worry."
Gu Chenyang nodded slightly and responded: "Yes."
"I have nothing to do here. You...just go back and do your own thing." I said softly.
Everyone has their own things to do and is very busy.
I have already delayed Gu Chenyang's time, and I don't want to delay Gu Chenyang any longer.
Maybe he doesn't care about his time, but I do.
There is always a burden in my heart when he is here.
Gu Chenyang was silent for a few seconds and said uneasily: "You must tell me when something happens. Don't hold it on by yourself. In the past two years, I have been worried about your bad life. Only when I look at you can I feel at ease. "
In order to let him go back, I decisively agreed: "Okay."
Gu Chenyang was then satisfied and said, "Then I'll go back tomorrow. I'll come over again on the weekend."
I wanted to reject Gu Chenyang, but I began to look forward to it in my heart.
The days of wandering outside are very difficult, and I also hope that someone will care about me and love me. I also miss those days in the past. Who doesn't want a gentle, considerate and understanding boyfriend?
In the past two years, I have not met anyone who loves me as much as Gu Chenyang. There are many people who want to flirt irresponsibly.
Under Sun Meng's strong persuasion. My mood also changed. I don't want to miss Gu Chenyang anymore.
I was willful in the past, but I want to cherish Gu Chenyang in the future.
I really can't be cruel to someone who truly loves me and wants to be nice to me.
Gu Chenyang skillfully prepared four dishes and one soup.
The three of us had a lively dinner.
"You really know how to cook! You're so awesome!" Sun Meng said with admiration.
Gu Chenyang smiled and said modestly: "I know a little bit."
Sun Meng said cooperatively: "It's enough to know a little. We are not all chefs, so there is no need to know too much."
I served Sun Meng a bowl of rice and whispered, "Eat."
I'm afraid that Sun Meng will say something again that will embarrass us all.
Sure enough, the next second, Sun Meng started to speak shockingly.
"You two are both good at cooking. You are truly a match made in heaven." Sun Meng said.
She seemed to be on a matchmaking mission.
If Gu Chenyang and I were boyfriend and girlfriend now, it would be okay for Sun Meng to say so.
But now that she says it, I feel a little embarrassed. If cooking skills could be used as a criterion for matching, wouldn't all the chefs in the world be made for each other?
Gu Chenyang smiled and nodded, agreeing very much with Sun Meng's statement.
After eating, Sun Meng left immediately.
Gu Chenyang and I were the only ones left in the room.
Embarrassment spread in the air.
"I'll wash the dishes." I said proactively.
But Gu Chenyang grabbed it and said, "You're tired after a day's work. Take a rest. I'll clean it."
I was afraid that I would drop the bowl if I scrambled, so I let Gu Chenyang wash it.
I wiped the table and swept the floor.
The trash can is full.
I changed a garbage bag and went to throw out the garbage.
When I came back, Gu Chenyang had already washed the dishes.
He tidied the kitchen and even cleaned the sink.
I feel like my kitchen has become cleaner.
Gu Chenyang stood in the kitchen, looking at me expectantly, and asked cautiously: "Tao Ye, let's get back together. It was all my fault in the past. I will treat you well in the future. If I have any problems, tell me , I will definitely change it.”
He said it so sincerely that I felt like he had done something wrong.
But I know there is nothing wrong with him.
Deep shame welled up in my heart,
"Okay." I agreed.
Gu Chenyang is a good person, and I want to make it up to him.
I didn't expect that my willfulness would cause him so much pain. He always thought it was his problem.
Gu Chenyang hugged me excitedly and said happily: "Tao Ye, thank you for giving me another chance."
His embrace is still so warm. His concern is still so hot. He is still so sincere.
I need to make it clear to him. I can't let him doubt me so much anymore.
"Gu Chenyang, I am the one who should say thank you. It was not your fault that I was too willful two years ago. You are good, don't doubt yourself. Just be yourself and don't change for me. Now we have all grown up .I won’t be so willful anymore.” I said seriously.
Gu Chenyang didn't want me to think it was my fault, and said in a hoarse voice: "What happened before is in the past. We won't talk about it anymore. If you have any problems in the future, you must tell me. Don't give up on me so easily. Okay?" ?I have been looking for you for the past two years, and fate finally made us meet. I knew that there was no end between us."
I thought about my cruelty over the past two years, and my throat suddenly felt a little blocked. I patted Gu Chenyang's back gently and promised, "Okay. I will cherish this relationship." Cherish you.
No matter what the future holds, I don't want to reject Gu Chenyang anymore. Let's just cherish each other and stop fussing. Let’s talk about what happens next.
If Gu Chenyang gets tired of it and dumps me in the future, I won't be too sad. Then Gu Chenyang and I will owe each other nothing.
It is difficult to meet someone who truly loves you. We really shouldn't end up having feelings.
