I smiled helplessly and said sincerely: "Sun Meng, I know everything you said. But I am not a teenage girl, and I am not that naive. We all know that love is not a necessity in life. I am tired enough now, I don’t want to make myself more tired. I don’t want superficial glory, and I don’t need the envy of others. I just want to live a good life on my own.”
Sun Meng was helpless after hearing what I said.
"It's a waste of my heart. I thought you would rekindle your old relationship and get back together." Sun Meng said regretfully.
I asked in confusion: "What? What do you mean?"
Sun Meng gave me a guilty look and said cautiously: "Gu Chenyang asked me about you today. I told him everything."
Lightning flashed in my mind. It turned out that Sun Meng told Gu Chenyang the news about me.
I said how could Gu Chenyang know where I live.
Sun Meng thought I was angry and quickly added: "He is very worried about you. I couldn't stand his teasing, so I told him all the news about you. Tao Ye, I know what I did was wrong. But I It can be seen that he really likes you. I was touched by him. I want to create some opportunities for you two." Otherwise, when will you two get together if you are so cold?
I sighed secretly and comforted softly: "I don't blame you. I don't hate him either. It's just that I owe him a favor this time."
"Based on the relationship between the two of you, there is nothing you owe. It's okay if you owe." Sun Meng reassured.
I don't think so, and I'm thinking about how to return Gu Chenyang's favor in the future.
Sun Meng didn't give up, and continued to persuade her earnestly: "He likes you so much, and you still have feelings for him, so just give him a chance. You don't have to worry so much about the future, just live happily now. You are not now Don't worry about your relationship after it's overdrawn. If you're embarrassed to say it, I can help you pass on the message. I'm worried when you two look like this."
I couldn't help but laugh as I thought of a saying I hear often.
"Waiting. I haven't thought about it yet." I said frankly.
Two years ago, Gu Chenyang and I only talked for half a year. There is some emotional foundation between us, but it's not that deep. I don't quite understand why Gu Chenyang still likes me so much.
None of my feelings for him are like this.
I can't figure out whether Gu Chenyang really likes me or is still brooding about the past.
If in the future he finds that everything is different from before, or he resolves his knot, then he doesn't like me anymore. Then what should I do? That's when I really became a joke.
Sun Meng reluctantly said: "That's okay. You might as well think about it carefully. Don't refuse in such a hurry."
I said jokingly: "You don't have to worry about my mother."
"If Auntie knew about your current situation, she would definitely be more anxious than me. You are too strict." Sun Meng said with love and hate.
"I don't want my mother to be anxious. If she finds out, she will definitely interfere. I'm just in love, but she thinks I'm getting married, and might urge me to get married every now and then. Who can bear this? I'm scared myself. When I break up, she will also complain about me. There are some things that I cannot tell my parents. If I tell them, it will easily cause pressure on myself."
Sun Meng nodded in agreement, and did not forget to remind: "If you don't tell Auntie that it's okay, you must tell me. I'm a CP fan of both of you."
I asked in confusion: "Why are you rushing to eat dog food? Does it make you feel good to see others showing affection?"
I don't like watching other people show affection.
Sun Meng sighed heavily and said helplessly: "Isn't this because I have never been in love? I can only watch others fall in love."
Speaking of this, I thought of the person Gu Chenyang introduced to Sun Meng.
When they were eating just now, the two of them had a lively chat.
"How about the people Gu Chenyang introduced to you?" I asked with concern.
Sun Meng said in frustration: "To put it simply, I like them, but they don't like me. After chatting for a few words on WeChat, the other party didn't respond at all. I can't chase them to chat. That's too inviting. Too bad."
I nodded understandingly and analyzed: "Indeed. You don't know each other, and you don't understand each other. It's easy for the other party to misunderstand each other and the conversation can't go on. They may also be busy."
"Well. I'll wait slowly. I just want to meet a good person and have a sweet love. I don't want to be a love brain, let alone face the trivial things in life. If falling in love brings me What comes is not good, but harm, and I would rather not talk about it." Sun Meng said firmly.
She wants to fall in love, but she still has reason.
I'm very happy about this. As Sun Meng’s friend, I don’t want to see Sun Meng get hurt.
We chatted for a long time.
When Sun Meng left, she said reluctantly: "Tao Ye, you can't neglect me or ignore me when you fall in love in the future."
"Okay." I solemnly agreed.
Sun Meng then left with satisfaction.
I stood by the window and watched Sun Meng return home before going to rest.
The night gradually deepened.
I lay in bed tossing and turning. Everything from two years ago came to mind.
I used to think that a well-matched person was very cold and callous, but now I think this standard is very reasonable.
I thought about it for a long time and fell asleep very late.
When the alarm clock rings in the morning, I am sleeping soundly.
I raised my hand and turned off the alarm clock, telling myself to sleep a little longer.
But I immediately fell into deep sleep and couldn't control my time at all.
Half an hour later, my phone rang.
I woke up immediately with a jolt of energy, feeling panic in my heart unconsciously. I looked at the time and luckily there was still half an hour left.
I answered Sun Meng's call and quickly washed up while talking to Sun Meng.
"I'm downstairs with you, have you gotten up?"
"Get up. I slept today. Just wait for me a little longer. I'll be down soon."
"It's okay, don't worry. At worst, we won't buy breakfast. I still have some snacks at the company. Let's eat snacks to deal with it."
"good."
Sun Meng hung up the phone.
I washed up in a hurry.
I usually leave enough time. This way it won't be too rushed. I don't want to be in a panic early in the morning.
And if you wake up early, you can have a leisurely breakfast.
Waking up late doesn’t mean that you don’t have time to have breakfast, but that you don’t have time to queue up. A lot of people around here like to get up late.
In the twenty minutes before eight o'clock, several nearby breakfast restaurants were packed with people. It's very time-consuming to buy breakfast at this time.
I hurriedly washed up, then simply tidied up and went downstairs.
Sun Meng was standing downstairs waiting for me.
"Have you been here a long time?" I said apologetically.
"It didn't take long. I got up late today too. I waited for a while and you didn't come. I thought you had left. So I gave you a call."
I said gratefully: "Fortunately, you called me. Otherwise, I would have been late today. I turned off the alarm clock and slept for a while, but I forgot the time. If you didn't call me, I would be late today." Still asleep."
Sun Meng smiled happily and asked curiously: "Why are you so sleepy? I was reading books last night. What did you do? You're not usually like this!"
"I...I played with my phone for a while last night and fell asleep a little late."
Sun Meng had no doubts, nodded gently, and suggested: "You can set two alarm clocks. This way you don't have to worry about oversleeping."
I said in agreement: "What a great idea. I'll set another alarm clock now. You're so smart."
Sun Meng said sheepishly, "It's not that I'm smart or not. It's just that I like to sleep in. Setting two alarm clocks makes me feel like I slept an extra ten minutes. It's mainly a psychological effect."
"Oh..." It turns out that was the reason. But two alarm clocks are indeed better.
I was thinking about when the second alarm was set when Sun Meng suddenly pushed my arm hard, trying to remind me something.
I no longer hesitated, and casually set an alarm clock for seven-twenty. Then I raised my head and looked at Sun Meng with a confused look on my face, and asked, "What's wrong?"
Sun Meng looked excited and raised her chin slightly, asking me to look forward.
I turned around and saw Gu Chenyang standing on the roadside carrying two breakfasts. Seeing me looking at him, a sunny smile appeared on his face.
At this time, it was hard for me not to feel pretentious that he was waiting for me.
"You got up so early!" I tried to say hello in a normal way.
"Yeah. I'm worried that Shen Kun is still pestering you and wants to send you to work. This is the breakfast I brought you."
Gu Chenyang came over and handed breakfast to Sun Meng and me.
I was thinking about how to refuse.
Sun Meng had already reached out to take it and said politely: "Thank you. It's really troublesome for you to come over so early to deliver breakfast to us. We are worried that we don't have time to buy breakfast."
She told us everything at once.
I had no choice but to take the breakfast and said softly: "Thank you."
"You're welcome." Gu Chenyang said with a smile.
He bought each of us two steamed buns, a beef pie, and a cup of soy milk. I can't eat so much by myself.
"Have you had breakfast?" I asked concerned.
Gu Chenyang immediately said enthusiastically: "I've eaten it."
Okay, then I can only eat hard.
The roads are full of people rushing to work.
Several people passed us in a hurry, walked a few steps in front of us, and looked back at Gu Chenyang, with surprise and shyness in their eyes.
When we arrived near the company, we met several colleagues who were in a hurry like us.
They walked in front of us and didn't notice us at all.
I thought about letting Gu Chenyang go back, so as not to be seen by others. Sun Meng took the initiative to say hello.
Those colleagues turned around and greeted us politely, with curiosity in their eyes.
"We're here. You can go back." I said to Gu Chenyang a little guilty.
"Yeah." Gu Chenyang stopped.
When we arrived at the company, several colleagues asked me what my relationship was with Gu Chenyang.
I didn't answer them, and just said something casually to change the topic.
