I had no choice but to give up and wanted to imitate Sun Meng and lean on the chair to rest.
Unexpectedly, my cell phone rang suddenly.
I took out my phone and saw the message from Gu Chenyang: Have you arrived at the station? It's quite late, please be safe.
After reading the message from Gu Chenyang, I suddenly felt very warm in my heart.
He is still so gentle and considerate, and still so good at taking care of others.
He didn't seem to resent my sudden unilateral announcement of the breakup back then.
The guilt in my heart deepened.
I simply replied: Yeah.
Gu Chenyang responded with a happy expression.
Looking at Gu Chenyang's expression, I couldn't help but smile. He is still so optimistic and sunny.
I couldn't help but secretly browse Gu Chenyang's circle of friends.
In the past two years, he has only posted a few posts on WeChat Moments, all of which were pictures of scenery. Can't see anything.
I found a photo of me and Gu Chenyang in the album.
We were both young and sweet at that time. Just taking a group photo made us blush involuntarily.
To be honest, I miss that time. It would have been better if Gu Chenyang hadn't been so anxious and taken me to meet his parents so early. The love affair between us can last a little longer.
I admit that I am greedy for Gu Chenyang's tenderness and his care.
In the past two years, I have also discovered that there are very few people who are as gentle and considerate as Gu Chenyang, who are willing to treat me well, pay for me, and care about me.
Everyone I met wanted me to pay, or they wanted to take advantage of me.
This situation makes me not want to fall in love.
Gu Chenyang outperformed most of the boys.
I also know that I will never meet a better person of the opposite sex than Gu Chenyang in the future. Even if we meet, the other person will not love me like Gu Chenyang.
In front of Sun Meng, I acted calmly and didn't care. Only I knew my regrets, entanglements and regrets in my heart.
I don't want to lose too embarrassingly. Because that would make me regret it even more.
This regret is of no use. It will only make my life more unhappy and will not solve any problems.
So I've been running away from the past.
In the past two years, no matter how others asked, I never told anyone about what happened between me and Gu Chenyang. If we hadn't happened to meet Gu Chenyang today, Sun Meng wouldn't have known about it.
My feelings are conflicted. Gu Chenyang wandered back and forth between within reach and out of reach.
I feel like he still likes me, but I feel like he doesn't like me anymore.
Can everything go back to how it was before?
What if everything goes back to the way it was before? The barriers between us remain.
Two years have passed, and Gu Chenyang has become even better. And I am more ordinary. The distance between us is even greater.
While I missed the past and had fantasies about Gu Chenyang, I told myself not to be sentimental, let alone look for trouble. Everything ended two years ago. I still live my ordinary life peacefully.
I sighed unconsciously and stared blankly at the billboard opposite.
The subway stopped and went, and finally arrived at the terminal station after half an hour. Sun Meng and I feebly carried our belongings and got out of the car.
When we arrived at the exit, a couple passed by us.
The girl only took her mobile phone, and the boys were holding everything else.
This scene deeply hurt Sun Meng, and it also hurt me.
When Gu Chenyang and I were together, Gu Chenyang took care of me in the same way.
"Why can't I meet such considerate boys? My few bad friends will only let me work for them. If I don't help them, they will continue to educate me endlessly. My life is too hard." Sun Sun Moe said sadly.
I gently patted Sun Meng on the shoulder.
At this time, I was not in the mood to comfort Sun Meng.
Because of Gu Chenyang, my heart was also in chaos. I suddenly miss the time of falling in love with Gu Chenyang very much.
We both returned home feeling depressed.
When I got to the building where I lived, I stood firm and said goodbye to Sun Meng.
Sun Meng weakly waved her hand to me and walked tiredly and lonely to the building where she lived.
After seeing Sun Meng walk in, I turned around and went upstairs.
Sun Meng and I live close to each other and can see each other's windows indoors.
Because we live close by, Sun Meng and I are also close. We commute to get off work together every day and go shopping together when we have nothing to do.
We are not as close to other colleagues.
In the past two years, Sun Meng has given me a lot of companionship, making me less lonely.
When I got home, I took a look at Sun Meng's room and saw that the lights in Sun Meng's room were on and Sun Meng was walking around in the room.
I was relieved too.
I took a shower, washed the clothes, hung them up to dry, and finally cleaned the house.
This little thing took me an hour.
At around ten o'clock, I could finally rest.
I turned off the light and lay on the bed to rest. The cell phone rang suddenly.
I thought it was a message from Gu Chenyang to me. My heart skipped a beat and I immediately became nervous. I had wild thoughts in my mind, wondering what Gu Chenyang would say to me.
I carefully picked up my phone, and what I saw was a message from Shen Kun: Did you and Sun Meng go out to play?
His tone looked very rude.
Not to mention liking such a person, just listening to him talk is annoying.
It is reasonable for Sun Meng not to like Shen Kun.
Shen Kun is a colleague in the company. We often meet and communicate, so it's not good to ignore him.
I replied coldly and distantly: Is something wrong?
My heart is still occupied by disappointment. It turned out not to be Gu Chenyang.
What is Gu Chenyang doing now? Is he going out to play or going home this time. Is he at his destination now?
Shen Kun was still very enthusiastic, as if he couldn't see the alienation and rejection in my words.
These are the privacy of Sun Meng and me. I don't need to tell him. He could tell from Sun Meng's circle of friends that it was his own business. But I won't give him any more information.
"Where did you go to play? Was it fun? Let's go play together from now on. You two are so boring together."
Looking at the words sent by Shen Kun, I showed my disgust without hesitation and couldn't help but yell back: "You must be sick. It disturbs my rest at night. You don't need to define whether it is interesting or not. You can go wherever you like. Just play and stay away from us."
I replied unceremoniously: Are you okay? Don't send me messages if it's okay.
Shen Kun pretended to be stupid and replied blankly: Something happened. That's the thing. You two are so old and you don’t have a boyfriend yet. I want to take more care of you. I'm not afraid of trouble. I am a person who loves to help others. If you are looking for a boyfriend, you should look for someone like me, who is honest, honest, warm and considerate, and knows how to live a good life.
I have gone from disgust to discomfort.
What Shen Kun said was so disgusting that I felt like vomiting just looking at it.
It turns out that Sun Meng has suffered such a big crime before.
This Shen Kun couldn't catch up with Sun Meng, so he started teasing me. He now praises himself both inside and outside his words, and he can't wait to say it openly. Maybe he didn't say it directly because he was afraid that I would offend him, or maybe he didn't want to be responsible and made me mistakenly think that he liked me and then liked him.
No matter what, Shen Kun is not a good person.
In order to confirm my guess, I asked tentatively: Aren't you chasing Sun Meng? Why are you telling me this?
Chen Kun replied instantly: Don't be so restrictive. I don’t have to be Sun Meng either. I chased her for so long, but she didn't even agree. I've given up. And I found that you are better than Sun Meng. If you have a good temper, you can still live a good life. I think I still need to look for you like this when getting married. Besides, life is so long, who would only like one person?
I couldn't help but laugh. Is Shen Kun too confident? He really felt that I fell in love with him just by his few words. He doesn't care about my situation at all. Sun Meng and I are good friends. He couldn't catch up with Sun Meng, so he turned around and chased me, without even considering how Sun Meng and I would get along in the future.
Also, why does he think I will choose him over Sun Meng.
I asked jokingly: So you are confessing your love to me now?
Shen Kun: You can understand it that way. When we two get married, I will support you. You don’t have to work anymore and can enjoy your time at home. How about I treat you well? It’s hard to find a boy like me who cares about the family and has a sense of responsibility these days.
It's time. I replied without hesitation: No. I reject. If you're fine, don't send me nonsense messages. We are just ordinary colleagues, I don't need to face your dark side.
I knew Shen Kun would be furious and scold me. I'm going to turn off data and wifi. But I was still a step slow.
The phone rang several times.
I saw the message from Shen Kun.
"Tao Ye, how dare you play tricks on me."
"I just lied to you."
"Actually, you are not good at all. You are not as good-looking as Sun Meng, and your personality is not as good as Sun Meng's."
"If you are so ordinary and you are not lively and cheerful, who will like you? No one will like you in this life."
"I chased you because I felt sorry for you. You took it seriously."
"Stop being so sentimental. I won't like you at all. I just see you as pitiful and tease you."
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I was speechless, so I didn’t turn off the traffic and just took a screenshot. I would like to see what everyone will think when they see such chat records. Is it me who is being sentimental, or is it Shen Kun who is being sentimental.
Does he pity me? Do I need his pity? I still despise him! I already have someone who likes me. Even if no one likes me in my life, I don't care about his likes.
In this way, people with no character like to jump around. I quietly watched Shen Kun talk nonsense, but I wasn't very angry in my heart, I was very calm. Such people don't deserve my anger.
Shen Kun made Gu Chenyang taller.
Two years ago, when Gu Chenyang was planning our future, I dumped Gu Chenyang. But Gu Chenyang has never scolded me like Shen Kun. We met and added WeChat, and he didn't blame me, he still cared about me as before.
The contrast is very obvious. With a boy like Gu Chenyang, who could even look at a scoundrel like Shen Kun?
