Sean looked at Nan Xi and then at Charlotte, and chose to leave temporarily and give the space to them.
After everyone left, Nanxi stepped forward hesitantly.
Her face looked very bad, her lips were pursed from time to time, and her fingers were twisted together, as if the Charlotte in front of her was some kind of terrible person.
Charlotte looked at her for a long time and couldn't say anything. Just when he was about to speak first, he saw Nan Xi bowing at 90 degrees.
"I'm sorry, please forgive me! I really didn't mean it!" Nan Xi shouted anxiously, as if he had exhausted all his courage.
Seeing her bending over and bowing her head to apologize in front of him, Charlotte sighed lightly: "Sit down and talk."
Perhaps because Charlotte didn't yell at her, Nanxi finally calmed down a little, but she didn't dare to say anything unnecessary.
She sat down on the sofa next to her cautiously, placing her hands on her knees, still clasped together, with the word "nervous" written all over her body.
Charlotte suddenly had the illusion that she was a bully? Is this child so afraid of himself?
"So, why did you come to see me today?" Charlotte asked.
When the other party opens his mouth, he probably won't be able to hold back a word for a long time.
Nan Xi was suddenly asked a question by Charlotte, and was so shocked that she sat upright with her back straightened, but her eyes immediately dodged.
She didn't dare to look at Charlotte, and gradually lowered her head again.
Charlotte: "..." I have a headache.
Can she end this conversation alone?
Just when Xia Luo thought Nan Xi would continue to remain silent like this, she whispered again: "I'm really sorry. I really didn't mean it during the competition..."
Well, these two sentences were repeated over and over again. Charlotte actually didn’t really want to hear the repeated remarks.
However, she still sat patiently and listened to Nan Xi's words.
Nan Xi was silent again for a while, and finally, as if he had made up his mind, his eyes were a bit decisive: "PTSD, Sean said he told you that I had post-traumatic stress disorder because of the game the year before last. Stress disorder. Later, because I needed treatment, I repeated the grade and failed to graduate.”
Nanxi began to tell her past, which did not seem to be an easy task for her, because her voice sounded very low.
"Everyone at Palton took good care of me, but my problems were far from being caused by the game the year before last, but by something from earlier years." Nanxi continued.
Perhaps because he had made up his mind, Nan Xi spoke more fluently than before.
Looking at Charlotte, she finally revealed her secret: "I have a mental problem with dual personality."
Even in Palton, only a few people knew about this matter.
Her attending doctor has always kept this secret, and Palton's people only found out about it during the investigation stage because of the accident in the game the year before.
And only with Nan Xi's consent did the attending doctor inform her of the situation.
Palton, the very few people who knew about this incident, never spread the word. He only looked after her secretly and encouraged Nanxi to actively face treatment.
If this kind of mental illness persists in Nanxi, then even after graduation, he will not be able to operate mechas.
She had kept this matter hidden before, always thinking that she was almost healed, but in the end she was still too naive.
Nanxi's dual personality problem has not been completely cured.
"I'm too timid and don't want others to know that I have this disease." Nanxi lowered her head and said, "I'm afraid that I will never be able to fly a mecha again, or even graduate successfully."
Charlotte looked at Nan Xi silently and said after a moment of silence: "You should know that if this happens, you are indeed not suitable to operate a mecha. If you ignore this problem and force yourself too much, you will not only be irresponsible to yourself. , and also irresponsible to other comrades."
Charlotte didn't try to comfort Nan Xi because she was depressed. It was appropriate to tell the truth about this question.
Now that I think about it, Nanxi's sudden change of temperament during the game may be due to the mental illness of dual personality.
This is a very reasonable explanation and answers Charlotte's previous questions.
No wonder, from a certain point in time during the game, Nan Xi seemed to have suddenly changed. The reason was actually here.
Charlotte's powers of observation have always been amazing, and she rarely misjudges a situation.
Because in the last days, if you make a wrong judgment, you will most likely pay the price with your life.
Facts have proved that Charlotte did not make a mistake in judgment. Nanxi had indeed changed as a person, and her other personality dominated her at that time.
From this point of view, her dual personality problem still needs to be taken seriously, and it may not only affect her professional combat, but even her daily life.
It was okay during the game just now. Except for the sudden accident in the mecha maintenance area, the safety of human life was not very involved at other times, and most of the people just ignored it.
But in fact, this problem cannot be underestimated just because of the short-term peace of mind.
If Nanxi goes to the battlefield in the future and faces the Zerg, the mental illness of dual personality will be an untimely fire bomb, which may very well cause the annihilation of all members of his own team.
Therefore, in this matter, Charlotte did not think that being gentle to her was for her own good.
Dual personality refers to a psychopathic phenomenon in which a person has two relatively independent personalities, with the initial personality as the main personality and the split personality as a sub-personality.
Nanxi and another person in her spiritual world exist at the same time. They are not disturbed or affected by the other way of thinking and operate completely independently.
Perhaps among the Paltons, because of Nanxi's special status, no one had ever spoken harshly to her, so Charlotte's words at this time had quite an enlightening effect.
No, to be precise, it should be like a blow to the head, waking up Nanxi who was still lucky.
"I also know that I shouldn't hide it like this, but I just can't bear to do it." She lowered her head further, "My family, father, mother, brother, they are all mecha masters, at least... I want to be like them... …”
Even if he dies in the future, he will die in battle.
For Nan Xi, her family is a very distant and vague memory.
However, over the years, there wasn't a moment when she didn't miss them.
However, Charlotte continued to speak bluntly: "It's because you keep forcing yourself like this that you can't get out."
In Palton, even the very few people who knew her true situation would take Nanxi's emotions into consideration and would not talk about this issue so frankly in front of her.
In particular, the main character of Nanxi has always been well-behaved and obedient and never caused trouble.
Coupled with her status as the child of a martyr, everyone will always take extra care of her.
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