After listening to Xia Luo's question, Qin Shaoyang remained silent.
He had made up his mind from the beginning that he would not go to Gwath, and he had made this very obvious.
But over the past two days, I don’t know why, but it’s hard to say rejection.
Charlotte looked confused and said after a while: "Do nothing for the rest of your life, is this really what you want? Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think more about the family around you, and you should have some tolerance for immaturity."
Qin Shaoyang sat beside the bed and said nothing.
Today, the two of them experienced this together, and it felt like they were sharing the same joys and sorrows.
Although Xia Luo had no intention of saving him, judging from the result alone, she did save Qin Shaoyang who was tied up.
Qin Shaoyang did not speak, and Xia Luo did not continue to ask questions. He just arranged all the medicines in his hands.
After hiding his true thoughts for so many years, Qin Shaoyang has never revealed his true feelings to others.
Even to the people closest to him, he always found it difficult to speak and didn't know how to speak.
Perhaps it was because of this that Qin Shaoyang began to hesitate when facing Xia Luo, a person he met by chance, wondering whether he should speak out and express his pressure.
Sometimes, emotions are suppressed too much. Once a suitable opportunity arises, it is very easy to resonate emotionally and not feel happy.
Sure enough, after being silent for a long time, Qin Shaoyang finally said dullly: "So what if I do nothing? People like me shouldn't fight for anything."
If it had not been for giving birth to him, his mother would not have died of postpartum depression.
No matter from which point of view, he does not deserve happiness.
Xia Luo had investigated him, so at this time, he naturally knew the meaning of Qin Shaoyang's words.
In Xia Luo's view, Qin Shaoyang was actually very lucky. Although he lost his parents, at least he still had his brother and grandfather.
He is much luckier than her.
"Your parents must have a deep relationship." Charlotte finally spoke, "Because they loved each other too much, they couldn't bear the blow of the other's departure. Your mother's death was not your fault."
She said very calmly that this was Qin Shaoyang's heart knot.
If it can be solved, then the world will be brighter. If you keep stuck in the corner, you won't be able to achieve greater growth and gains in the future.
These things about the Qin family are not actually secrets.
In the beginning, many people would talk behind my back.
But later, after Qin Shaoheng established a foothold in the military department, such remarks gradually died down.
Others talked behind their backs at most, but Charlotte spoke positively.
She was very candid and did not imply any other negative meaning in her words.
However, Qin Shaoyang still felt offended.
"What do you know about my parents? Stop being so self-righteous here."
Although Qin Shaoyang had behaved quietly and obediently in front of Xia Luo just now, Qin Shaoyang would not allow others to judge matters involving his parents.
Charlotte's eyes were cold, and the temperature in them dropped little by little.
In the back of my mind, those memories that were usually suppressed resurfaced before my eyes.
It was a painful memory, a memory she didn't want to touch more.
Every time she thought about it, it made her so angry that she wanted to kill someone.
Closing his eyes lightly, Charlotte tried to calm down the anger and hatred in his heart.
When he opened his eyes again, he felt a little calmer.
Charlotte's voice was a little cold: "Because my parents were like this. After my mother passed away, my father also followed her. They died on the same day."
Charlotte's eyes looked at Qin Shaoyang calmly, as if what she was talking about was not her own business.
"My parents love each other deeply, but this does not mean that they do not love their children. My father, until his death, tried hard to pass on the hope of life to me." Charlotte looked directly at Qin Shaoyang, "It caused a tragedy What matters is the era and the surrounding environment, not the small individual. Your birth is a blessing. If your mother does not love you, according to her love for your father, she is very likely to I can’t hold it any longer.”
How could a child born with a loved one not be blessed by his parents?
It's just because I love you so deeply that I don't want to live alone for the rest of my life.
After all, Qin Shaoyang's parents are both S-class super gene carriers, and their lifespans are very long.
Human emotions are very complex. Love, family affection, friendship... are diverse and diverse, and it is difficult to measure their importance.
However, Xia Luo had reason to believe that the father of the two Qin brothers must be a very good man, and he loved his wife deeply and treated her extremely well.
If this were not the case, a good woman would never become sick and die of illness because of him.
No one has ever said this to Qin Shaoyang, not even his grandfather and brother.
The death of their parents is an eternal pain in their hearts.
Even his brother didn't want to mention it more.
From the time he could remember, Qin Shaoyang gradually formed a consciousness among the explicit or implicit words of people around him, believing that he was responsible for his mother's death.
Over time, this idea became ingrained.
Sometimes it is really the authorities who are obsessed with things, but those who are onlookers know clearly. Maybe Qin Shaoyang wouldn't be so confused if he stepped out of the perspective of the person involved and looked at it from the perspective of others.
It's just that over the years, no one has talked to him face to face like Charlotte about his inner feelings.
Mr. Qin is getting older. As the head of the family, he has to handle the affairs of the entire Qin family. Sometimes it is inevitable that there is more than enough intention but not enough strength, and we fail to pay attention to the mental state of our little grandson in time.
Although Qin Shaoheng was aware of Qin Shaoyang's problems, as an older brother, he often thought too much, and instead spoke clearly and implicitly.
Because of this, Charlotte became the first person to shake his heart.
Qin Shaoyang was surprised, but he became more and more silent.
Charlotte is not a close sister. She does not hold high the lofty banner of "save the common people and save everyone", nor does she want to sway other people's minds with a few words.
She gave him an ultimatum: "No matter how brooding you are about your parents, this is no reason for you to stop moving forward. Come back to Gworth with me. In return, I can help you get revenge." Relieve hatred."
Charlotte said firmly and confidently: "Of course, if you are still unwilling, then I will wait for Major General Qin to take action. I believe that with his expectations and care for you, even if it means tying you up, he will kidnap you to Gworth. .”
Charlotte is really a terrible person. She understands people's hearts and is good at judging others.
In the past two days, the reason why she followed the young master of the Qin family was just to show her attitude to the Major General Qin.
She had to let him know that she was very sincere in asking his brother to return to Gwath.
For Qin Shaoyang, he no longer has a second choice.
