Coming out of Coach Xu's house, Shaojie, Jianhua, and Lin Hui all had smiles on their faces.
Sure enough, it was different after having a sumptuous lunch. Under the moonlight, their faces looked much better than during training.
No wonder everyone comes out with a smooth face every time they go out to a restaurant, because they have eaten a lot of oil and water in their stomachs. This time Lin Hui really understood it.
On such a beautiful night, they obviously talked a lot.
I heard from Shaojie that although the coach is very strict with us, he is very kind to each of us in private.
Suddenly, Lin Hui was a little envious of Xu Xin for having such good parents. He was nothing like his own parents. He had never seen what his mother looked like, but his father looked calm and carefree.
Every time he saw other people's parents loving their children, his heart would feel a dull pain.
This heartache became deeper and deeper, so he learned to smoke. Only the pleasure of inhaling it and spitting it out could numb him from thinking about these things.
The more he numbs himself to avoid it, the more warm scenes he will see on the street.
Once he met a boy who was similar to him. He was only six or seven years old at that time. The boy was very naughty. He looked like he had been doting on him since he was a child. Time had passed so long that he could still imagine the boy's appearance.
With his back to his mother, his arms were crossed and held in front of his chest, looking angry. Looking at him, his mother knew his child very well and walked in the opposite direction of the boy.
In less than a moment, the boy's mother was holding a bunch of things in her hand. Lin Yi stood there and couldn't see clearly. When he got closer, he saw it was a bunch of candied haws.
The boy was very stubborn at first when he looked at the candied fruit bought by his mother, but his eyes were fixed on the candied haws. He didn't know what the boy's mother said in the boy's ear. He took the candied haws and held his mother's hand and jumped. Walking in the sight of Ji Yi disappearing.
How much he felt like that little boy, how he wished he could be angry like this, and his anger slowly turned into a luxury.
Countless times such scenes passed before his eyes. At first, he was just envious. The more envious he became, the easier it was to become jealous. Later, his jealousy turned into hatred.
He hated this scene, hated his parents for bringing him into this world, and why they gave birth to him but did not raise him.
These gradually became his taboos. He hated places with many people and hated going to places with laughter. Only when he met Xiao Yu'er and Wang Yujue did his life slowly become brighter.
Wang Yujue is his best and only friend. He takes him to play billiards and relaxes with him. As long as there is delicious food, a bite from Wang Yujue will definitely be a bite from Ji Yi.
With Wang Yujue by his side, he slowly shifted his focus, from five packs of cigarettes a day to one pack a day. He always remembers Wang Yuejue's kindness to him, but he will never be able to repay him in this life.
Until he met Xiao Yu'er who was as good to him as Wang Yujue and appeared in front of him.
His life had a certain meaning. During that dark time, Xiao Yu'er accompanied him all the way, allowing him to accept the beauty of the world again.
Xiao Yu'er accompanies him when he goes shopping, to the amusement park, and to the zoo. Little Yu'er helps him fill up the regrets of not having been there before.
He lived a very sweet life during those days, and Xiao Yu'er was like a dose of good medicine that slowly healed his pain. She helped Lin Yi return to normalcy, from an unconventional boy to a sunny young man. .
But suddenly one day, Xiao Yu'er broke up, interrupting his life.
"I'm not in your family. I feel bad that you don't have a mother, and your stepmother treats you badly. I don't care if you don't like studying, because I like you. I like to see you playing basketball with flying colors, but now We have all grown up and become adults. Have you ever thought about the future? It’s okay if your family of origin is not happy. You can create your own happiness. But there will definitely be no future if you play all day long. I’m sorry, I waited for two years. You still haven’t grown up, let’s break up.”
This was the last thing Xiao Yu'er said to him, and it always came to his mind over and over again. Until the day he finally figured it out.
Others have the right not to love him, and he should cherish himself. If he doesn't even cherish himself, why should he let others love him?
In order to prove his worth, he cut off his nondescript hair and walked back to the court and his own stage.
That time he won first place, and even his father was different from before. He was always smiling during that time, and when he saw people, he would praise our Lin Yi for winning first place in the competition. This was what his aunt told him later.
When Ji Yi always thought that he was the failure of his parents, he always opposed them, which led to more and more estrangement between his father and him.
The biggest victims of parents' divorce are their children. Parents are their teachers and role models for their children. The fragmentation of a family will cause irreparable pain to the children throughout their lives.
Ji Yi's tragedy has its own reasons, as well as other reasons.
When he realized that he wanted to start his own life, make his grandma happy, make his father proud, and let Xiao Yu'er have someone to rely on, everything was already a lifetime ago.
Life is always unpredictable. When he was ready to welcome a new life, life poured cold water on him. He always wondered whether God was unfair to him or fate was playing tricks on him.
When he has the courage to face all difficulties, the results are always unexpected.
When he is toyed with by ruthless fate, he is always powerless. Obedience became his destiny. Fortunately, God still loved him and opened another window for him.
Coming to this world allowed him to start over, but he was a little lonely. Fortunately, Jianhua was always with him and he could chat with him.
If one day he can go back to the past, it is not impossible to return to his grandma. He went to the library and read a lot of information. There was a novel that talked about some people being reborn and one day being able to return to reality. Say no. I'm sure he's the one in case.
Some novels say that as long as he can complete the task, he can return to reality. According to Lin Hui's reasoning, he only needs to play ball, win the championship, and win first place. After completing these tasks, new tasks will open.
Some novels have systems, and he also has a system here, but this system is not very reliable. Send him to this place and leave him alone. He can only analyze it by himself.
Apart from playing basketball, Lin Hui spent most of the rest of his time in the library.
No matter it is dark or cloudy, Lin Hui will always be there in the library. He has become a frequent visitor to the library, always reading in the northwest corner with a pile of books.
