Yue Ling'er felt like she had been having a long dream in the past ten days...
dreaming.
The emotions in my heart are all kinds of strange and unpredictable.
Sometimes he is filled with murderous intent and filled with rage and hatred.
Sometimes he is greedy and impulsive, coveting human souls and flesh and blood...
certainly.
I know it in my heart.
This is all due to the awakening of the power of human souls and dragon ghosts.
It was the awakening of these two forces that made me gradually lose myself.
Actually...
It's really a bit unclear.
Which consciousness is the true self?
Suddenly there is some confusion...
When I couldn't figure it out, I started to have some inexplicable doubts about myself.
"Will the self I always thought of be my true self?..."
yes……
Which one is your true self?
Human souls and dragon ghosts have inherited the true consciousness of the Dragon Mother!
They change each other.
In order to survive and take revenge, he worked hard to adapt to everything in this world, worked hard to protect this body, and worked hard to become stronger.
"And what about me?...What is the meaning of my existence in this world?"
Ever since I awakened my power that day at Bantu Cliff, I felt that being caught between the human soul and the dragon ghost's thoughts was extremely unnecessary and obstructive...
There is a voice telling you every moment.
"You are just a memory that should not exist due to the influence of human consciousness when you were growing up in the Yue Mansion for sixteen years!... Disappear quickly! Eradicate it quickly..."
good……
For this body, this consciousness is indeed a burden.
When the dragon ghost wants to kill, it always creates torment and entangled emotions.
When the human soul wants to devour the human soul power, it always feels unbearable and hesitant...
These bad emotions and thoughts have all become stumbling blocks in the growth of this body.
It’s true that there is more success than failure...
If this continues, when will I be able to take revenge on Yan Beichen?
indeed……
It’s time to let go of those bad emotions and perceptions.
So, it started to waver!
"Yes...the consciousness of the human soul and the dragon ghost is the real me!..."
There is no need to hold on any longer.
give up……
"The principle of this body should be given to the human soul and the dragon ghost. As for the so-called self... let's just throw it away."
However, Yue Ling'er didn't expect it.
Just when she was about to abandon the consciousness of a sixteen-year-old girl, she actually felt her death!
Yue Ling'er clearly remembered that just after she had the idea of discarding this sense of self, she began to fall into a deep sleep...
This slumber looks like it will never stop, it looks like there will never be a chance to wake up again!
"I see!... Giving up one's self-awareness is tantamount to death..."
Although I am a little unwilling to do so, it can only be this way.
Just keep sleeping like this...
Yue Linger was relieved.
She was powerless and could only prepare to die silently.
It would be better if the superfluous things that should not exist in the first place disappear...
However.
What I didn't expect was...
I don’t know why, but today, right now.
But something wonderful has happened! …
She had already given up all her body and consciousness to human souls and dragon ghosts, but she showed signs of waking up again!
After suddenly waking up, it really felt like I had slept for hundreds of years.
Yue Ling'er has no doubt that if she sleeps for a few more months, she will completely die...
Waking up this time was an unexpected surprise.
But……
Why is this?
I have already given up all rights to exist in this world...
You know, her sixteen-year-old girl's consciousness can't compete with human souls and dragon ghosts.
No matter how you look at it, the only way to go is to wait for self-destruction...
But I really didn't expect that today, at this moment, I would get the chance to wake up again!
Although he was a little confused, Yue Ling'er quickly understood the reason for his awakening through the memories of the human soul and the dragon ghost.
"It turns out...it's because of that golden liquid!"
The human soul is so eager for the golden liquid that the dragon ghost in an excited and active state is forced to sleep.
"The human soul actually suppressed the dragon ghost..."
turn out to be.
Because the greedy desire of the human soul is completely aroused, the desire of the human soul is stronger than the desire of the dragon and ghost! As a result, they were supposed to support each other and coexist, but instead they suppressed and suppressed each other...
This situation directly breaks the tacit understanding between them and destroys the balance of existence between them.
certainly.
If the human soul's desire to swallow the golden liquid is satisfied and the body grows and benefits, it would be worthwhile to restrain the dragon ghost's behavior before.
However...it's a pity.
When the human soul gains control over the body, it does not really get what it wants!
The man in front of him was tortured and unruly in every possible way, but he did not easily let his soul eat the golden liquid.
After several twists and turns, not only did the dragon ghost appear in a state of numbness of desire, but even the human soul began to become numb.
This caused a blank period for the *** inside the body's shell!
"I see!……"
Yue Linger understood instantly.
This is considered a mistake! …
This part of her consciousness that was supposed to be a sixteen-year-old girl waiting to die in deep sleep, unexpectedly took over the body again by some strange combination of circumstances!
Finally got a chance to come out and take a breath...
A long dream finally ended!
"It seems...that my unnecessary consciousness that is getting in the way should not be killed!..."
This opportunity is so rare!
"And it was the man in front of me who gave me the chance to wake up this time."
So, she couldn't help but cast her eyes on the handsome man with extraordinary temperament who was standing close to her.
Who knows.
Just as I laid my eyes on the man's face, I heard him ask a question.
"Want to eat?"
Yue Ling'er knew that this man was asking her if she wanted to drink the golden liquid.
But she doesn't want to eat...
Because this body at this moment is not in charge of the human soul.
So, he shook his head thinking about it and replied "No".
However, just then!
Yue Ling'er suddenly felt a desire to swallow up that drop of golden liquid coming from the human soul's consciousness!
"The human soul...is actually giving me orders!..."
Yes.
The human soul was ordering her with its greedy soul-eating consciousness!
"So that's it..."
At this time, Yue Ling'er realized it again.
It turns out that the human soul feels frustrated and numb because it does not get the satisfaction of desires when it controls the body.
But when Yue Ling'er regained consciousness like a sixteen-year-old girl, she was immediately released from the restraints of the man in front of her, and began to be allowed to get the breath of golden liquid!
This makes people think that the man in front of them only allows women aged 16 to
The child's consciousness consumes that drop of liquid.
It believes that only when the consciousness of a sixteen-year-old girl controls the body and vagina can its desires be satisfied!
That's why when the man handed over the drop of golden liquid, the human soul did not snatch the body's vagina, but continued to allow her to take over the body's consciousness.
"The human soul is actually trying to use my existence to gain indirect benefits!"
It also learned to think!
If Yue Ling'er shook her head and said no at this moment...then she would definitely be thrown into the cold palace again!
"Do you really want to continue sleeping?...Do you really want to die quietly?..."
In no mood……
"I still want to exist in this world..."
So, you can’t say no!
The desires and commands of the human soul cannot be rejected!
"I have to live... to keep the green mountains here, so I don't have to worry about running out of firewood! I have to find a way to coexist with human souls and dragon ghosts in this body..."
After having the experience of decline after giving up her self-consciousness before, Yue Ling'er's state of mind began to change!
Why give up?
You shouldn't give up!
then.
Realizing this, she had no choice but to answer with the word "hmm".
There is no way not to nod!
At this moment, I am the weakest existence among human souls and dragon ghosts.
Being able to wake up again this time was completely a coincidence, and it was also a small opportunity given by the human soul!
Therefore, we have to do things according to the consciousness of the human soul.
If it continues to be obstructed and rejected by dragon ghosts and human souls, it will completely perish!
The feeling of falling asleep is so uncomfortable.
When I think about myself disappearing from this world without making a sound, I feel unwilling to do so.
If I didn't have this opportunity and kept sleeping, I would have nothing to fear.
But now that I have this opportunity, I don’t want to give it up!
So, he nodded to answer the man's question and expressed his desires and needs on behalf of the human soul.
But……
The moment she answered "Yes", there was a tacit understanding between the human soul and the consciousness of her sixteen-year-old girl!
Just like the symbiotic tacit understanding that exists between it and the dragon ghost, it also regards the consciousness of this sixteen-year-old girl, which was originally thought to be of no use and was just a superfluous idea in the way, as one that can help this body. The body brings benefits, useful things that bring benefits!
Therefore, the human soul continues to let the consciousness of Yue Ling'er, a sixteen-year-old girl, dominate the body.
And right now.
Under Yue Ling'er's gaze, Niu Yuanping finally got his wish!
The man finally handed over the drop of golden liquid and put it to his lips.
He said warmly, "Come on, eat it!"
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