The carriage moved smoothly.
Song Jinyin sat leaning on the wall of the car, still feeling sad.
She didn't know that Pei Yanzhou already knew about the embroidery workshop, but she also subconsciously thought of Lin Jingxiu.
The young master has a noble status and seems to be quite flamboyant. If he can come forward to show up at the embroidery workshop, just a few words can offset the secret suppression of those noble ladies.
It's just that she and Lin Jingxiu are not familiar with each other, and there is Pei Yanzhou among them who she can't avoid.
Therefore, this thought was pushed to the back of her mind in just a moment.
Speaking of which, if you want your embroidery shop to truly stabilize its reputation and climb higher, you can't stick to this one city, nor can you just rely on these girls in Luo City.
In the future, if you offend one person, you will offend the entire circle of noble ladies. When the time comes, you will be walking on thin ice every day, and it will be difficult for the embroidery workshop to continue.
But if you want to get out of Los Angeles, you still have to rely on craftsmanship and the eyes to see these craftsmanship.
With this thought, the carriage arrived outside the alley.
Song Jinyin didn't let Cang Lin go any further, so she found a place with few people and got off the carriage.
When she left, she glanced at the driver. She wanted to say something to tell him not to come again, but the thought flashed across her face but she stopped, and she changed her words to thanking him instead.
Tongcang Lin said that these were indeed useless. She could only hope that the first month of worship would make Pei Yanzhou rush back to Kyoto and stay as far away from her as possible.
Thinking like this, people walked to the door of their house.
But as soon as she stepped into the small courtyard, a tall figure pressed over, took her into his arms, and then reached out to close the wooden door.
Before Song Jinyin could react, she felt someone suddenly grabbed her wrist, and she leaned forward, her nose filled with the fragrance of cold bamboo.
The next moment she was pressed against the door panel.
The scream was still stuck in her throat, but the man leaned down and bit her lip hard.
This kiss was like dry sticks dipped into fire. It was different from the gentle kiss after Song Jinyin fell asleep. Instead, it was mixed with a violent storm, as if it was about to devour the person.
Song Jinyin was imprisoned in his arms, unable to resist, and she was afraid that she would hurt the child if she struggled too much.
But the shackles are getting tighter and tighter, like rain finally coming to a land that has been dry for a long time, and there is madness underneath the vitality.
The pushing hand kept pressing against his chest, until the breath became hotter and hotter, making her almost breathless.
The man finally stopped.
But the person didn't move away, he just looked into the angry and timid eyes of the girl in front of him. There was a glimmer of light in his eyes. The original anger was suppressed, leaving only traces of jealousy.
Such peace only lasts for a moment.
When she thought of the jade pendant in her room, and when she thought that the girl in front of her might look at other men with such eyes, Pei Yanzhou could no longer think clearly.
There was only anger, unwillingness, and endless jealousy, desperately holding on to his heart.
"Pei Yanzhou, you lunatic! Let go... ugh!"
Before she finished speaking, the kiss mixed with panting fell crazily again, swallowing up all her resistance.
Pei Yanzhou didn't allow her to escape. He grabbed both of her wrists with one hand, raised them above his head and pressed them against the wooden door, and held her waist with the other hand and pressed her towards him.
It's like I've found my home at this moment.
All the things that were sought after in Kyoto were gone from his mind.
His status and power were all inferior to Song Jinyin standing next to him alive.
"Who allowed you to keep his things?"
The hand that restrained her loosened in the passionate kiss, and the struggle of the person in her arms became more and more intense.
The man stepped back and his eyes fell on her red and swollen lips.
There was only heat between the two of them. Under Song Jinyin's push, Pei Yanzhou moved his thin lips away and moved towards her neck, finally stopping at her white and tender ears.
He bit her crimson earlobe like a punishment, then lightly scratched the tip of his teeth, and a hoarse voice, slightly panting, fell into her ears.
"How many times should I say it before you remember clearly that you are my girl."
The man's voice became colder, and his tone was filled with anger that could not be ignored. He asked again with jealousy, "Who allowed you to accept Shen Yuhe's jade pendant?"
Song Jinyin's watery eyes turned red, and the water mist finally gathered together little by little, falling one after another.
Shen Yuhe or the jade pendant, she couldn't understand a word.
She only knew that she should not deceive herself into thinking that as long as she drew a clear line with Pei Yanzhou, he would never do anything to her again, just like his own promise, he would no longer use force or make her sad.
But Pei Yanzhou is still the same Pei Yanzhou.
How could he really get better, and how could he really stop touching her.
His only forbearance was probably because of the child in her belly, not because of Song Jinyin, let alone his so-called regret and sincerity.
"let me go."
Song Jinyin didn't look at him, she just let tears fall from her lowered eyes, her hoarse voice was filled with despair and a hint of cruelty.
But the person in front of her didn't move for a long time, and only held her hand tighter and tighter.
"Or is the prince so cruel that he even wants a corpse?"
After she finished speaking, Song Jinyin bit her tongue fiercely, and the severe pain that hit her at that moment made her frown in pain.
Pei Yanzhou noticed something strange and reached out to pinch her face.
There was blood stained on her lips. I couldn't tell whether it was because she bit her lip during the kiss or because she was so cruel just now. I just looked at it and saw that the coquettish red made her coldness even more decisive, making people feel... My heart suddenly sank.
"Song Jinyin! Let go!"
Pei Yanzhou lowered his head and blocked her lips again, trying to swallow the cruelty into his stomach.
It wasn't until her lips and teeth were pried open that the man stopped with a gasp, and finally took a few steps away.
"In order to push me away, you would rather commit suicide?"
The man's expression was no longer calm, the veins on his forehead were bulging, and his eyes seemed to be broken.
"What about the child in your belly? You ran away from me at all costs for him, and now you don't even want him because of your resistance to me?"
Song Jinyin finally took a moment to breathe.
She looked into the dead eyes of the person in front of her, curled her lips and smiled coldly, "Yes, I don't want anything anymore. I feel disgusted when I see you."
Her tongue began to numb after the severe pain. Song Jinyin found it difficult to speak, but she seemed to be going crazy and kept using the pain to stimulate herself.
"Disgusted... So you put Shen Yuhe's jade pendant beside your pillow, and I only had this one that I forcibly took from you. This is a cheap jade pendant that you didn't pay attention to at all. "
Pei Yanzhou's eyes were scarlet, and it felt like a knife was inserted into his heart, which was constantly stirring his flesh and blood.
The pain spread throughout his body. He looked at her, her beautiful features and eyes were no longer clear, and her tall and straight body finally couldn't resist and bent down a little bit.
"I've known you for nine years. I can't compare to the few times he has interacted with you, nor can I compare to everyone's goodwill toward you, right?"
"Nine years... So this is why you, Pei Yanzhou, came to find me today and couldn't help but insult me? Just because of the jade pendant you saw somewhere in your mouth and Shen Yuhe, whom you haven't seen for a long time, you can treat me like this, Think of me as one of those women who can be humiliated at will? But for eight of the past nine years, I have been in Zhuyayuan, in front of what you call a lowly maid, so what qualifications do you have to mention this matter now?"
There were still tears falling from the corners of Song Jinyin's eyes, but her eyes were getting colder and colder.
Pei Yanzhou never really took her to heart. No matter how nice he said it, Song Jinyin was just a subordinate who should look up to him and obey him.
That's why he treated her roughly without saying a word. He never thought about whether there was a misunderstanding or asked her first.
There is no difference from before.
Although Song Jinyin's heart had long since died from Pei Yanzhou's countless cruelties, she still felt hatred in her heart when she thought of the cruelty he had forced her to be here.
She looked at him with red eyes, and then said word by word: "Even if I really like him, it has nothing to do with you, Pei Yanzhou. You are not worthy of my love, and you are not worthy of being the father of my child. In my heart , you are no better than anyone else, and I would rather die if I were with you!"
"Being with me, you would rather die."
Pei Yanzhou suddenly laughed, his words filled with endless desolation and despair.
"Yinyin, why are you forcing me like this..."
"Is this forcing you?"
Song Jinyin shook him off and wanted to hold her hand.
Something seemed to have fallen on the withered grass, but no one paid attention. Only her cold voice floated in the courtyard.
"Pei Yanzhou, you don't have to pretend anymore. I made it clear that I am not yours and I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. If you come to bully me again and bite your tongue, I will..."
"do not talk."
The man's body was extremely stiff. When he heard her unbridled words, he subconsciously stopped.
At this moment, the despair in his heart has condensed into a ferocious beast, biting him in the abyss, gnawing at his flesh and blood.
But the harder he saw the light, the less hesitant he became.
Pei Yanzhou looked at her eyes that were red and swollen from crying. He raised and lowered his hand to wipe her tears, and the pain in his heart deepened a little deeper.
"Yinyin, don't risk your life on me, if you can't escape from me even if you don't want to be down there."
Song Jinyin's eyes widened suddenly, but she saw his eyes were dark, and the madness in them was wrapped in pain.
The next moment, a smile appeared on his lips, and what he said was shocking.
"Whether you hate me or despise me, I only have one Song Jinyin in this life. If you commit suicide, I will go there with you. But if you do that, you will never die in the next life, and the next life after that." You can’t hide from me.”
"madman!"
Song Jinyin's lips moved and it took a long time to utter two words.
She couldn't believe that the person in front of her could be so crazy.
"I'm not a good person, Yin Yin, don't risk your life to force me. I'm not willing to touch you, but there are others, such as Shen Yuhe."
"OK."
Song Jinyin paused as she left, looking sideways at him with sarcasm in her eyes.
"You'd better kill him, so that I can legitimately remember him and miss him for the rest of my life, but I think since you, Pei Yanzhou, like to force yourself, you probably don't care whether there is anyone else in my heart, right?"
The man suddenly spit out a mouthful of blood, bent over, and stretched out his hands to support the gray wall before he could stand still.
The ground was splashed with bright red.
But Song Jinyin just gave him a cold look, then tightened her coat and walked back to the house.