Chapter 185 Ruined it all with my own hands

Style: Girl Author: Xiao Man Jian Chun ShanWords: 2835Update Time: 24/01/18 16:05:36
The cold wind did not swallow up Song Jinyin's words, but instead sent the sound far away and into Pei Yanzhou's ears.

Pei Yanzhou was standing not far away at the moment.

He looked at the little girl in front of him, his face gradually turning pale, and the little bits of light that had originally appeared in his eyes were destroyed by these words.

He had been injured countless times and had gone to the King of Hell countless times, but he never knew that a person could bear such pain.

The pain was so painful that he couldn't straighten up, and had to reach out to support the stone wall to stand firm.

Fine snow fell, and the soft white fell to the ground, melting into puddles, as if it had never been there before.

Pei Yanzhou looked into the distance, and under his beautiful eyebrows, his eyes were a little red.

Song Jinyin once stood in front of him like this, looking up at him.

It was just that her eyes were not yet covered in coldness at that time, and the light spots that had not been hidden could still be seen in her clear eyes.

Only now did he understand that those bright colors that could not be hidden were Song Jinyin's sincerity.

Those sincerities are carefully hidden everywhere, afraid that he will see them, but also afraid that he will not see them.

But in the end, he destroyed her with his own hands, and everything that should have belonged to him.

...

The distant voices stopped.

Cang Lin didn't dare to say any more, nor did he dare to think about what his master looked like at this moment.

After hearing Song Jinyin's last word, he was at a loss and didn't speak for a long time.

Song Jinyin saw that his expression was not good, so she didn't stay any longer. She just lowered her head and chuckled as before, in a gentle and polite manner.

"It's a blessing that the old man is safe. I have to go back to make fire and cook medicine. From now on, there will probably be no Song Jinyin in this world. Brother Cang Lin, take care."

"Miss Jinyin!"

Cang Lin came back to his senses and remembered what his master had told him. He didn't care about anything else and hurriedly stopped the person again.

"The girl doesn't want to mention that, and my subordinates can't say much, but the girl's health cannot be ignored. Because of the master's injury, Doctor Mu followed him all the way. He also listened to the master's instructions and made a lot of clothes for the girl to protect her body early in the morning. The medicine..."

Song Jinyin frowned, showing resistance.

She didn't want to hear what Pei Yanzhou was doing to her now.

Seeing that she looked like she was about to leave at any moment, Kurin had no choice but to save the words in between and get down to business.

"Since we met here, the girl should not let him take a look. Doctor Shen has not been here for a long time. Since the girl is so concerned about the child in her belly, she should check her pulse from time to time to make sure everything is okay."

Speaking of this, Song Jinyin's rejection was slower than before.

She did hesitate.

Although Doctor Mu's medical skills are not as good as Shen Yuhe's, he is the only doctor in the Duke's mansion that Pei Yanzhou values. He should be his, so his medical skills will definitely be the same.

But if I let him take a look, I wonder if...

"If the girl is worried, after Dr. Mu diagnoses her pulse, she can not take the medicine he prescribed, or she can take the medicine back and wait until... Dr. Shen comes and let him take a look..." Decide again."

Kurin lowered his voice as much as possible.

He knew that his master couldn't hear the words Shen Yuhe, but in order to make Miss Jin Yin lower her guard, he had to mention that person again.

The girl in front of me really hesitated.

She pursed her lips, frowned slightly and then relaxed.

"Doctor Mu..."

"Don't worry, girl. Doctor Mu will leave the prescription with him when the time comes. The girls on the left and right have no other thoughts. Why don't you just let Doctor Mu take a look at it? Maybe this matter will go according to Master's wishes. Master It can also give the girl some peace of mind..."

Cang Lin seemed to be risking everything, and only spoke to Pei Yanzhou's pain points. The more he spoke, the more he seemed to have left life and death behind.

It wasn't until Song Jinyin agreed that he let out a long sigh of relief.

Finally something was done.

As for how it was done, he no longer wanted to think about it, and he didn't dare to turn his head to look at his master's location.

As early as the two of them were talking, Doctor Mu knew that Miss Jin Yin would probably not be able to get into the carriage.

He got off the carriage in front, carrying the medicine box on his back, and waited beside him until he finally heard Cang Lin's voice.

"Excuse me, Doctor Mu."

"I'm afraid it's not easy to diagnose the pulse here. A girl might as well..."

Song Jinyin brought people back to the small courtyard.

If Pei Yanzhou could find her and the embroidery workshop, there would be no need to cover up this old courtyard.

"Come between the two of you."

Song Jinyin opened the door, not caring whether there were other people behind her or looking back.

Kurin led people into the house, and what they saw was a short tree that was still green, which made it look noble at a glance. There was a small circle of green vegetables next to it, which was surrounded by things, which was incompatible with this winter day.

There are strips of meat hanging in the kitchen next to it, full of them.

Although the door of the other hut was closed, there was a faint smell of medicine coming from inside. Through the wooden window, you could still see wooden shelves inside for drying medicinal materials.

The affluence and tranquility are completely different from the shabby environment outside the courtyard.

Although Cang Rin couldn't help but sigh, his heart couldn't help but thump again.

Miss Jin Yin is very handy, but the dwarf trees, the prepared medicinal materials, the strips of semi-smoked and dried meat, and even the small fenced-in vegetable garden in the small courtyard.

These should all come from Shen Yuhe's hands.

Looking at it this way, they looked like a couple living together during those few days...

"Brother Cang Lin?"

Seeing him standing motionless in the courtyard, Song Jinyin turned around and called him.

"Brother Cang Lin, won't you come in? It's snowing outside."

"Come here."

Cang Lin came back to his senses, subconsciously glanced at the stone wall on the side, and hurriedly followed: "It's cold, I'll go down and light a fire for the girl."

It was indeed cold in the room. Song Jinyin smiled apologetically at the visitor and sat with him at the small wooden table.

"Doctor Lao Fanmu, I am pregnant and rarely light a charcoal fire in the house. Only when the fire is burning in the kitchen can this end be warmer."

"The girl is...living in a house like this?"

Doctor Mu frowned, took out the stuff and the handkerchief from the medicine box, and shook his head in disapproval.

"The girl is already afraid of the cold, and with the baby in her belly, the girl's vitality will inevitably be diverted. If she continues to freeze, in the future..."

"Things are getting better these days."

Song Jinyin took the words without covering up, took out a medicine bottle from her waist, poured a pill into her mouth.

It was troublesome to cook the medicine, and Shen Yuhe was afraid that she would not take care of it, so he made some balls for her, which were convenient to eat.

"If I could really freeze myself, I wouldn't have settled here."

Doctor Mu sighed and checked her pulse first.

"This girl's body..."

After a pause in his words, Doctor Mu seemed to have doubts and made another diagnosis, "The girl's pulse condition is better than I thought, but this pregnancy will still damage the girl's body and hinder her longevity. Girl...really want to stay?"

Song Jinyin kept looking down at the medicine box beside her, with a slight smile on her lips. When she heard this, she seemed to be used to it and had no other reaction.

"I want to keep my child."

"Young lady, you don't care about your own life at all? Are you afraid that one day..."

"I was a little scared."

Song Jinyin spoke softly and seriously.

"But when I think that he is my child and I can raise him, I am no longer afraid. At the beginning, Dr. Shen mentioned that in a while, I would feel sick due to pregnancy. But after so many days, I have passed It's great, and the discomfort is only occasional. I think the child in my belly is sensible and wants to stay."

"Can......"

Doctor Mu's expression was a little heavy, and he wanted to try to persuade him, but he knew that his words would have no effect.

In fact, speaking of it, the prince is a man and can have many heirs in the future, but if the girl in front of him does not leave this child, she may not have a second child in the future.

If the women in the backyard have no heirs and only rely on pampering, a few can survive until the end.

But if she was allowed to stay, with her body like this, and she was forced to give birth to a child, she might not live to have children and grandchildren around her.

No matter how you look at it, you can't choose a better one.

"Doctor Mu, there is no need to persuade me. I have made up my mind, and now my life is quite comfortable."

"Since the girl has made up her mind, she must take good care of herself and must not relax. I will leave the prescribed medicine together with the prescription, and the girl will keep it first."

"Thank you, Doctor Mu."

The fire in the kitchen was probably quite strong, and the room suddenly became much warmer.

Song Jinyin took the prescription and suddenly heard Doctor Mu say: "I have long heard that Mr. Shen's medical skills are great, and I have seen that the girl's complexion has indeed improved a lot. I wonder if I can take a look at the pills that the girl just took? I just want to take a look. One glance is all it takes.”

"nature."

Song Jinyin poured out another one and handed it over.

Doctor Mu will definitely pass on what she said to Pei Yanzhou, plus what he just said on the street.

Pei Yanzhou should know that this time, she is not his maid, and she will not give in.