Pei Yanzhou's mind suddenly went blank, and all the suppressed anger seemed to have been drained away, and he froze in place.
In his plan, he didn't need too many heirs in the backyard. For the sake of peace, it was best to have only legitimate sons and daughters.
Therefore, when other people's wives and concubines gathered in the backyard, there was only Song Jinyin beside him.
He has no thoughts about other people, and he only feels disgusted when he thinks about it, so he never wants others to get close to him.
But even if it was Song Jinyin, he would never let her stop using Bizitang.
Later, when her body became weaker and weaker, he secretly became worried and asked someone to reduce the efficacy of the Bizi Decoction by half. Until the last time, he remembered the doctor's words and asked Biyu to completely change her medicine.
But who knew that this exchange would actually allow her to have his child.
He hadn't thought about letting Song Jinyin give birth to his child, who might be his only concubine.
Even after the doctor woman said that she was too weak to be pregnant, he thought that if Song Jinyin felt bored, he would adopt someone from the clan or someone else for her.
However, all of these are based on the fact that he has a legitimate son.
He had told himself a long time ago that he would never follow in the footsteps of his "good" father, that he would not let so many warblers and swallows live in his backyard, and that he would not pamper his concubines and kill his wife, leaving her neglected and neglected by others. Bullying.
Even if that person is Song Jinyin, it won't work.
His eldest son will only be born to his wife.
But at this moment, the doctor said she was pregnant.
The person on the bed was still sleeping quietly, and his pale face had never recovered its color, so fragile that no one dared to touch it.
Pei Yanzhou withdrew his gaze after just one glance. He looked at the doctor who was hanging his head in panic, his voice was cold and suppressed.
"Are you sure you only changed the Bizi Tang once?"
Doctors and medical women have said similar things.
If you drink too much Bizi Decoction, even if you stop midway, it will be difficult to conceive. What's more, with Song Jinyin's current weak body, it will be even more difficult to have an heir.
The doctor never puts his words to death, so reminding me like this meant that there was no possibility of pregnancy.
It's just that although he had people reduce the efficacy of Bizi Decoction before, he ordered it to be replaced only once.
After that time, he was too busy to touch her, and when he occasionally fell asleep, he would just sleep quietly beside her.
After hearing this question, the doctor's body trembled even more violently, and then he suddenly knelt down.
He was not sure whether the prince was suspicious, but he guessed that this child would probably not stay.
"Back to the Crown Prince, I have always followed the Crown Prince's instructions and never dared to make my own decisions. But earlier, the Crown Prince had ordered the medicine to be halved in efficacy. The younger brother thought that the Crown Prince was doing it for the sake of Miss Jin Yin's health, so he According to the weight that her body can bear, she lost a few points. Maybe those few times... made the girl's body slightly better, so the last time she changed the dressing, it was..."
"Have you checked all the medicines sent from Bi Chun Tang?"
The doctor was stunned for a moment, as if recalling for a moment, and then nodded and said: "Butler Wang called the young man over to investigate. Every post is indeed medicine for health."
The doctor continued to speak, but Pei Yanzhou could no longer hear clearly.
He hesitated to look at the person on the bed. The hands in his sleeves clenched and unclenched tightly. Finally, his jaw tightened for a moment and he asked word by word: "What would happen to her body if she didn't want this child?" ?”
Xuan Yi on the side didn't care about his superiority and subconsciously raised his head to glance at his master.
He thought that given the entanglement between the prince and Song Jinyin, the prince might be able to save this child because of his soft heart. Even if his soft heart was never recognized by others, there should be a glimmer of hope for this child, but at most he could not stay in the Duke's mansion.
But there was hesitation in the prince's words, and hesitation meant that the person in front of him had thought deeply.
The prince made a decision that he did not want this child.
But before the doctor could say anything, a weak voice came over.
The girl on the bed still didn't open her eyes, but her long eyelashes trembled slightly and her lips moved slightly.
"The prince doesn't want this child, does he?"
Song Jinyin put her hands on her lower abdomen.
She felt very uncomfortable at the moment. It was the first time she had abdominal pain since she found out she was pregnant.
Shen Yuhe also said that day that the child was too young and would not cause any discomfort to her for the time being, but recently her appetite had increased a lot and she slept more deeply than before.
She thought that her children were probably taking care of her.
But today, she felt abdominal pain for the first time, as if a hand was grabbing her lower abdomen, accompanied by twitching.
But it wasn't just her body that hurt.
She heard Pei Yanzhou's questioning of the doctor just now, and every word that hit her felt like it was going to crucify her.
She had always told herself that she would not imagine Pei Yanzhou accepting the child. She could even guess the cold and decisive attitude that man would use towards her after learning that she was pregnant.
But she couldn't lie to herself.
No matter how she prepared for the worst, she always had a thought in her heart, wondering if maybe, if this man found out, he wouldn't really be so heartless.
But all speculations came to an abrupt end at this moment.
She heard the sullenness and coldness in his words.
There was no response for a long time, after Song Jinyin asked that sentence.
Xuan Yi no longer dared to stay inside, so he retreated quietly. As the wooden door closed gently, Song Jinyin smiled and finally slowly opened her eyes.
"Will the Crown Prince want this child?"
The weak voice asked again, but every word was obviously very light, but it was like a huge stone, weighing on their hearts.
Pei Yanzhou finally looked at the person on the bed, his deep eyes were bottomless, as if they contained a terrifying storm that would overflow in the next moment.
I don't know whose heart was torn apart bit by bit, scattered everywhere, and dissipated with this bit of silence.
Finally, Pei Yanzhou closed his eyes.
Today's loss of control was still vivid in his mind, and reason was screaming in his mind, reminding him that he could not have a concubine's eldest son.
His mother's death must be related to the Duke of Guo, and the Duke of Guo has already boarded the prince's ship. If he wants to destroy the Duke of Guo, he is destined not to relax.
Everything is paving the way for the future. Even the future concubine must stand firmly with him.
But the appearance of the concubine's eldest son will only cause a rift between the two of them.
He should not and must not allow any possible changes to occur.
When he opened his eyes again, Pei Yanzhou met Song Jinyin's gaze.
She seemed to have already guessed the outcome, her eyes were empty and filled with a dead heart.
Seeing her ask again, Pei Yanzhou's throat felt dry, but he still allowed himself to make a sound.
"He can't stay."
"good."
Song Jinyin agreed, feeling a dull pain in her heart, "I should have known this earlier, but I still..."
The voice gradually became quieter, and Song Jinyin seemed to have had all her strength drained away.
It turned out that she ended her relationship with Pei Yanzhou not at the moment she left Zhuyayuan yesterday, but at this time, in a shabby inn.
At this point, Pei Yanzhou used his indifference to completely kill her during those eight years, and also killed Song Jinyin.
As if there was a connection somewhere, Song Jinyin suddenly felt the discomfort in her stomach again, as if she was crying and fussing for her along with her despair.
She pushed herself up, sat up from the bed little by little, and lifted the quilt.
The doctor quickly turned his head and heard a "pop" sound, like a person kneeling on the ground.
"Song Jinyin!"
"It seems that I rarely kneel down to beg for anything from the Crown Prince. Today, today I want to beg for the Crown Prince."
She still cried and spoke intermittently.
Pei Yanzhou was shocked. Her words were like a knife, stabbing into his heart, making him on the verge of losing control.
"I want to ask the prince to let me keep this child for one more night. Tomorrow, I will drink the abortion medicine again tomorrow. Is that okay?"
One more night, she wanted to spend one more night with this child.
Song Jinyin also knew that one day more and one day less was meaningless.
But she has been thinking about escaping and rushing these days, and she has not had a proper talk with this child.
Shen Yuhe said that this should be her only child. If he left her, she would really be alone again.
Song Jinyin didn't receive a response, and her body was suddenly picked up.
The man in front of her closed his thin lips tightly and never spoke. His eyes were complex and deep that she couldn't understand.
When placing her back on the bed, Song Jinyin reached out and grasped his sleeves, looking at him intently.
She knew how cruel Pei Yanzhou was, how ruthless he was, and what kind of dignity he wanted to leave to his future concubine.
She didn't dare to ask him to let them go, she didn't even dare to mention it, she was afraid of angering this man, and he didn't even want to give her the last night together.
