In the past twenty or thirty years, Masaki Keigo's research on light has always stayed at the material level.
It wasn't until Castor's appearance that Masaki Keigo began to consider studying the nature of light from an idealistic perspective such as emotion, good and evil, and will.
But in fact, Masaki Keigo's research on the idealism of light was not smooth, because his understanding of things like human nature was very one-sided.
Before Masaki Keigo met Castor, he had never viewed other people as equals, so naturally, it was difficult for him to get complete emotional feedback from other people.
Love, hate, good, evil.
For a long time, Masaki Keigo has always believed that human emotions are just the external manifestation of his hormones and adrenaline, just like the relationship between a man and a woman. Ordinary people will understand the feeling of heartbeat as love. Masaki Keigo chose to interpret this feeling of heartbeat as a surge of adrenaline after hormone secretion. As the tissues become congested, the heart begins to speed up blood supply.
Because of this mode of thinking, it is difficult for Masaki Keigo to truly experience the properties represented by light, but he also does not believe in other people's descriptions. His way of thinking prevents him from directly understanding the human soul beyond the human body. Therefore, Although he can simulate the light emitted by the Evolved Truster and create a beam that can make people feel emotions, he can only use that beam as a healing beam.
But at this time, the light particles in the super ancient giant appeared in front of him. This was a natural personality detection device. Although the other party had preset good and bad personalities, for Masaki Keigo, , being able to distinguish the various proportions of one's own personality is already an unexpected surprise.
Masaki Keigo looked at the light particles flashing in the giant's eyes, and in a few seconds he could analyze the trouble-prone emotions in his heart and feed them back to himself.
Although it seems that he wants to eliminate that side of himself, as long as he escapes in time, he will not be affected.
Free psychotherapy! ! !
Although Masaki Keigo is unwilling to let light particles directly strengthen the 'light' side of his heart, he is willing to change the proportion of light and darkness in his heart according to his own ideas.
If light particles represent the limit of the state of 'light', then Masaki Keigo feels that he only needs to adjust himself to 28% according to the standards of light particles.
Eight points represent the light, and the remaining two points will be the humanity he keeps for himself.
It stands to reason that now Masaki Keigo has actually discovered that he has some psychological problems. Compared with normal people, he is somewhat irritable, arrogant and even anti-human. However, due to various reasons, is there any way for him to really go for consultation? , it is impossible for him to tell the difficulties he encountered, and there is no one on earth worthy of listening to his troubles.
The appearance of Castor brought some changes to him. He was able to compare with Castor and find the problematic part in his heart. At the same time, Castor, as a person who became the light earlier than him, could also understand part of his troubles. , but Masaki Keigo did not dare and could not tell Casto everything, because he noticed that Casto might be more radical than him deep down.
He seeks to perfect his personality, not to gain strength from the devil.
As for Dagu Masaki Keigo, he felt that as long as he resisted hitting him, he was healing himself.
In this case, light particles appeared, and Masaki Keigo kept turning into light to synchronize with the other party, and then showed various unknown emotions in his heart, and determined the quality of this emotion through the reaction of the light particles.
But emotions are relative. When a person projects his emotions to another person, the person being projected will also fluctuate with the mood of the projector.
Originally, the trace of consciousness left by the super-ancient giant did not actually have much emotion. After all, it was just a tutorial for novices. The lower his sense of existence, the better. However, with Masaki Keigo’s uninterrupted persistence, the emotions of the light particles became more and more rich. , finally the light particles left by the super ancient giant began to curse.
Are you sick? ? ? ?
Masaki Keigo continues to show the hidden side of himself to the light particles, so that he can continue to deepen his understanding of himself.
Masaki Keigo is constantly deepening his understanding of himself, but light particles are miserable.
It is true that Masaki Keigo has not become the 'evil' scientist in the future, but he is not the standard light either. Although the dark part of his humanity has not reached the point of going berserk, he has never seen light particles. Such a dark heart.
The light particles were part of a host on the super-ancient giant stone statue, which meant that the darkest thing he had ever seen was probably the violent emotion deep in the super-ancient giant's heart during the civil war between the super-ancient giants.
But compared to Masaki Keigo, that little bit of violent emotion is extremely docile.
Light Particle has begun to doubt life. As his emotions become more and more rich, he begins to regret whether he has brought something unclean to this underground ruins.
When Masaki Keigo turned on the light particle converter again and turned into light particles and came to the stone statue's eyes, he felt that the light particles showed a new emotion to him, which probably meant, "I believe you will not become It's dark, how about you just take over this body and let me go."
"Are you all so lazy?" A picture of Casto appeared in Keigo Masaki's mind, "Work! As long as you haven't dissipated, you have to work for me!"
The super ancient giant's eyes suddenly dimmed a lot, and Masaki Keigo felt negative emotions coming from them.
"You must be responsible for me and for mankind. I awakened the super ancient memory when I was a child, so I have never lived normally in human society. Isn't the reason for your existence to choose a qualified heir for this body? Really? You should continue trying to change me now!"
"Responsibility! You have to be responsible, you know! Just like you did 30 million years ago, how can you leave humans behind? If humans show a bad side, you have to abandon humans. I look down on you!"
"Tsk, it's really ridiculous that we all traveled a long distance to come to Earth, but ended up leaving the Earth together because of the changes in the people on Earth. I have to let you see what a true savior is!"
"However, you can actually stay in the giant's body for 30 million years. You haven't been waiting for me for these 30 million years, have you?"
"That's right. It's normal for a genius like me to only appear once every 30 million years."
"I only woke up these years!" The light particles frantically conveyed emotions to Masaki Keigo.
"What? In other words, you have been sleeping in this body for 30 million years? What if the earth is in danger during these 30 million years? Irresponsible people, then you have something to do with those Kyrielodians? What’s the difference? Human beings still rely on themselves to develop to this day.”
"What? Super ancient humans used the bodies you left behind to fight a civil war? So you are unwilling to interfere in human life? How can you just give your power to humans casually? You are committing a crime on earth!"
"Humans have made their own choices" light particles began to try to refute.
"You can give up on humanity after humans have made their own choices? Irresponsible!" Masaki Keigo did not accept the rebuttal.
"Actually, that's why we left our bodies behind." The light particle tried to refute again.
"For what? To allow humans to obtain the bodies of super-ancient giants and start a civil war?" Masaki Keigo retorted again.
Light particles:
Masaki Keigo noticed that the light particles seemed to be dying again, and was about to refute when suddenly, a large number of memories poured into his mind.
. . . . . .
Towering buildings, huge urban agglomerations, and advanced technology.
".This is a city of super ancient humans?!" Masaki Keigo looked at the human city group in front of him that he had never seen before with some uncertainty. Just when he was about to continue saying something, a mutation occurred.
Countless giant monsters emerged from the ground, the sky, and the coastline, and began to destroy human cities one after another. The powerful power of the monsters forced super-ancient humans to continuously shrink their front lines.
Various nuclear bomb-level weapons were dropped into the city that had become a battlefield, and the monsters were wiped out along with the city. However, the monsters still continued to move towards the store from nowhere underground, in the sky, or on the coastline.
Fear continues to spread in the human world, and the defense forces of super-ancient civilizations continue to lose numbers in battles with monsters.
One after another young people got on the plane, and they vowed to keep the monsters out of human cities.
The battle was fierce. Every time humans defeated the monsters, new enemies appeared again. It went on and on. Human beings kept abandoning their own living space, but no one ever gave up. Super-ancient humans united together and kept fighting. Resist the monster.
Finally, a turning point came.
Under a sunset when the sun had just risen, a miracle happened.
Countless meteors with dazzling light fell from the distant sky. They fell straight to the ground, causing huge smoke and dust. In the middle of the smoke and dust, there were giants shining with light.
"Are you attracted by the heroic posture and unyielding fighting spirit of super-ancient humans?" Masaki Keigo frowned. Although it was from the perspective of a bystander, he could still feel the inexplicable excitement from the light particles.
Countless giants stood beside humans, and together with humans from super-ancient civilizations, they withstood the tide of monsters.
Courage builds a bridge between humans and the giants of light.
Everything seems to be moving in a good direction, but Masaki Keigo, who already knows the ending, understands that this is just the last glory of super ancient civilization.
Those monsters are not the body of darkness, they are just the vanguard of darkness, and the body of darkness has not really arrived yet.
Darkness did not disappear on the earth because of the appearance of light. On the contrary, the vanguard of darkness began to attack those places where human defenses were weak.
The ultra-ancient civilization has once again fallen into a passive situation. In other words, even with the help of the Giant of Light, the ultra-ancient civilization has never gained the upper hand.
Although there are many giants of light, there are even more monsters, and unlike the giants of light, there is an endless supply of monsters. Human warriors and giants of light can only slow down the speed at which the earth is completely shrouded in darkness, and then As the war continued to extend, human society finally began to show a timid mood.
Another voice emerged in the super-ancient civilization, escaping from the earth and this world shrouded in darkness.
If there is no hope, human beings may be able to persist until the last moment, but when hope comes but is broken, human beings finally fall into despair.
Finally, an event that exploded human emotions occurred. On the ground, a plant appeared that made Masaki Keigo feel his scalp numb.
A huge flower stood on the ground, and in just a few days, it spread all over the world.
The battle between the dark spearmen, the giants of light, the giants and the beasts stopped, as if they were waiting for something.
The vanguard of darkness retreated into the underground and ocean, while the giants of light gathered around Qijera.
For some reason, Masaki Keigo felt expectations and worries from the Giant of Light.
"Is this?" Masaki Keigo recalled the previous conversation between Kirielod and Castor, "Is this what makes the light leave?!"
The sky gradually brightened, and the rising sun passed through the giant in the distance and shone on the huge flower. The huge flower began to bloom under the light, and it was so beautiful that it was unbelievable.
Pollen begins to float in the air on the wind and appears in every corner of the earth.
Human beings in the super-ancient civilization have experienced a long war. The war has plunged this originally developed civilization into great pain. Happiness has not appeared in the super-ancient civilization for a long time because they simply cannot find even one in reality. A glimmer of something to feel positive about.
And Zijra can.
Super-ancient humans began to lose their minds, embracing escapeism, capitulationism, and hedonism. After a long war, the super-ancient civilization finally collapsed.
The vast majority of super-ancient people chose to completely give up on reality and completely sunk in the beautiful illusions created by Qijela's pollen.
The huge Qijela stands on the plain, and around it are boundless, laughing, dancing, human beings who have given up on reality.
Also on the plains are those giants that have been forgotten by super-ancient civilization.
The giant of light from the distant universe stood on the edge of the plain, staring at the humans who had fallen into madness for a long time.
As the sun sets little by little, Qijela's shadow becomes longer and longer, covering all the humans around him in his shadow.
And the only people who are still sane can only watch all this happen.
While they gathered the last strength of mankind together, they began to slowly split internally.
At this time, Light made an incredible move for humans. They gave up on the super-ancient humans on Earth.
'You have made your own choices, so Light will not interfere with human beings' own choices. '
As this voice spread through human minds, countless lights flew into the sky, leaving only the huge stone statues of super-ancient giants on the earth.
"Is this the origin of the super ancient giant stone statue?" Masaki Keigo asked.
The light particles flicker, as if they are nostalgic for that era, and they seem to be sighing for that era.
(End of chapter)
