Today I returned to Guangzhou from my hometown. I was very tired after a day's drive. In addition, I had insomnia for the past two days and couldn't sleep well. I woke up after four hours of sleep and couldn't fall asleep no matter what.
The problem of neurasthenia arose again.
This year was actually very painful. I had to be busy with many things at home, visiting various relatives, entertaining many relatives, and cooking. Especially when my uncle and the others came, there were more than 20 people. That day was really exhausting.
And because of neurasthenia, the New Year firecrackers were so loud that I couldn't sleep at all. On the first day of the new year, I felt like I was going to die suddenly. I went to town to buy medicine, and wanted to buy some Xanax, but I couldn't.
My brother works at the town hospital and can’t get this kind of medicine. He says it’s for nerves.
Fortunately, after the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, the sound of firecrackers disappeared a little, and I slept well for a few days, but it doesn't count. It can only be said that I slept more than an hour more.
Alas, although I have always told myself that I can be more Buddhist and earn less, but I don’t even dare to fall in love without money. I have been single for seven years and I still want to have a sweet love...
Forget it, just take a day off. I hope I can sleep a little more than two hours today, so as not to wake up at two or three o'clock and never fall asleep again.
