【Chapter 204】The oppressive shadow follows the brownish light
The next second after the "Insect Rain" eroded, white cracks appeared in the sky, and along the cracks you could see a dark river flowing continuously. Suddenly, a scarlet eye flashed across, although It only existed for less than a second, but the entire consciousness space could no longer withstand the combination of internal and external pressures.
"Squeeze" and then instantly shattered. With the contact of the consciousness space, Du Jin's consciousness immediately returned to his real body. At the same time, outside the first post not far from Du Jin's hover car, the man
The "Corrector's" originally slightly closed eyes seemed to have been stimulated by something, and immediately closed them tightly, causing the skin around the corners of the eyes to tighten, and finally revealed a ferocious expression, as if he had received some very painful impact.
After waiting a few seconds,
Tears of blood flowed from the corners of the "Corrector's" eyes. At this time
"He" opened his eyes, revealing silent bloodshot eyes, but they were not filled with the dark red before, but a brown red that was in sharp contrast with the blood and tears flowing out beside him. But at this time,
"His" face no longer had the same calmness and sense of superiority overlooking all things, but was filled with confusion and solemnity. The three people behind him
The "subordinates" have just returned to normal. Just now
After the "corrector" himself has problems, as the subject
As the "controllers", their bodies also swayed violently, as if the puppets were about to disintegrate at any time.
The brownish red in the "Corrector's" eyes was replaced by dark red again. After all the other abnormalities disappeared, they returned to normal. With a little stiffness, they picked up the gun that had just been shaken on the ground. At this time, this name
The "Corrector" said to himself in a very low voice: "Impossible! This is definitely not a power that an uncivilized human being can possess. It can even reversely erode the power given to me by my Lord, the same power as my Lord. .......Could he be a traitor in the church who betrayed our Lord? No wonder Ralph would directly lose a body in the hands of this Du Jin. It seems that I really underestimated this human being... .............” But then
A kind of fanatical admiration suddenly appeared on "his" face, and there was a trace of greed and obsession in his eyes.
The "Corrector" looked in the direction of Du Jin and said excitedly: "Yes! This must be the opportunity and gift given to me by the Lord. I just need to kill him and take away the part or body of him that has the supreme power of the Holy Seal." , I can truly join the central religious group and become a believer who can feel the grace of our Lord." Smelling the aura of the god I worship,
The fanaticism in the "Corrector"'s heart took over his reason, and he forgot about his original decision to keep a distance and wait and see, and then look for opportunities to defeat the enemy with one strike.
It seems that "he" can mainly get the power from Du Jin, even if he encounters more serious trauma or punishment than Ralph,
"He" did not hesitate, as for the three people behind him
"Subordinate", in
In the eyes of the "correctors", they are just valuable abandoned children. From the moment they die and become their own puppets, they are destined to be abandoned and used as cannon fodder.
At this time their
"Destiny" has been
The "correctors" are ahead of schedule. Of course, if these three soldiers still have their own
In terms of "destiny"...except for the "corrector", Du Jin still didn't feel better when his consciousness returned to his body. The moment his mind recovered, Du Jin He felt that his mind was filled with boundless killing intent and anger, and every cell in his body seemed to be forcing him to get pleasure from killing the living creatures in front of him. This made Du Jin's eyes instantly bloodshot.
"Dr. Du? Dr. Du, are you okay?!" The soldier next to Du Jin was the first to notice Du Jin's strangeness. This sound made other people cast slightly confused looks, and they saw him lowering his head slightly but Du Jin's whole body was trembling slightly. At this time, Du Jin was doing everything he could to suppress his inner impulses. He didn't bother to explain to the people around him that he had a hunch that if he looked up at these people, or Speaking of having a conversation with them, for example, causing him to be distracted and leading to a self-collapse of his mental defenses, it is no exaggeration to say that if Du Jin loses control now, he will go berserk.
The unarmed people in the suspended vehicle will most likely die in the face of Du Jin's power. Before they even have time to react, Du Jin will use his various abilities to strangle the resistance of these people. Even if they are not completely dead at the time, they will still be able to survive. He must be not far away from death. Du Jin has always been very restrained, which seems to have led to the continuous accumulation of dark sides in his heart. In fact, not only Du Jin, but also every ordinary person has such dark sides, such as In life, do we always do things that make us feel unbelievable: being sad and happy about certain things, getting angry, even swearing, and behaving abnormally... Most people must Will selectively ignore these out-of-control experiences, but all of us have one
"Shadow self", whether we are aware of its existence or not, it always exists and will not disappear because of our neglect or avoidance. Understanding it can release our potential and enable us to further realize our own essence, just like someone A writer said: "Everyone is like the moon, with a dark side that is never shown to anyone." To give a very vivid example, the important skills that artists who create polar bear nesting dolls need to master are We need to make sure that each new doll that appears is more beautiful than the last one, so that when we open the outside matryoshka doll from an admiring angle, we will become even more delighted when we see the one inside.
Maybe we will shout excitedly: "It's even more beautiful than the one just now!" However, this smooth path of self-exploration is not always so pleasant. Sometimes, what we uncover is the hidden bad part. , such as a certain unbearable past event, annoying people or things, etc........ This hidden part is what is called
"The shadow part of the self." This part concentrates many dark emotions and impulses. Everything that is unconscious, untapped, rejected, repressed and denied in our personality is the shadow self. The shadow self is often not included in Our conscious mental world is primitive, disharmonious, and even self-destructive.
Any strong emotion can be a trigger for the shadow self, such as anger, depression, or love.
Substances that reduce self-control, such as alcohol and drugs, can also cause the shadow self to emerge. And because of this, it is also our second self, which will emerge when we are in a state of shock, confusion, hesitation, etc., and control our actions. In many cases, this is a self-protective reaction to ensure that The survival of the body and the protection of the spirit from serious shocks. Where there is light, there is darkness. It depends on whether you are controlled by reason or instinct in the end.
Having a dark side does not necessarily mean that you will do bad things. Everyone has negative emotions, and everyone has times when evil will arise. At this time, it depends on everyone's own self-control.
Du Jin usually uses his negative emotions to prevent the black blood mark in his body from indirectly changing his personality and thinking, tending to develop in a direction he does not want to see, so he is very restrained no matter what he does or says, except Some emotional changes that cannot go against his own heart, and other more intense negative emotions, he hides very cleverly in his heart, hoping to use time and the aftermath to
"Self-enlightenment" will help them fade or even disappear step by step. But in fact, what Du Jin did was exactly contrary to his original intention.
"Shadow" is a double-edged sword, but we can't destroy the shadow self, just like we can't really kill our own shadow, but we can make peace with it.
A psychological master once said about the method of achieving reconciliation: "After understanding the shadow self, I know what kind of reaction I will make, so I can change the reaction that I have not yet made." In addition, many books, plays and movies actually also They were all born in the process of the author exploring the shadow self.
Of course, it is impossible for everyone to become a best-selling author and use their works to explore the shadow self, because the other external conditions and personal conditions required are not simple, but one thing to be clear is that exploring the shadow self is always a good thing. can be found wandering around
potential in the “dark side” instead of living in fear.
"We should master all our own characteristics. If there is a certain level that we are not aware of, there is no way to understand ourselves. The correct approach is that we should integrate it into our personality, otherwise it will be our shackles because of the lack of it. Without it, we are only half a person, a parody of ourselves." This is why some experts compare the shadow self to fertilizer. Yes, this thing is dirty and smelly to our front, but in fact we If used properly, it can make the flowers we grow better and more beautiful. Therefore, exploring the shadow self is not harmful, but can release our potential and enable us to further understand our own essence. Moreover, when we realize what is hidden in our hearts, Having such an opponent can make people live a more humble and fulfilling life.
In addition, it takes a lot of effort to suppress those dark sides that you don't want to express. Learn to accept your shadow self and save this energy.
Du Jin is not a perfect person, because of his lack of age and experience, coupled with his eagerness to fight against the blood mark, and even strangle it in the cradle, but does not want to affect the people he does not want to hurt. Because of this , he began to suppress the feelings in his heart
"Evil" always thinks that he can control
The "shadow" is perfectly concealed, but these qualities that Du Jin has deliberately suppressed can always find opportunities to reveal themselves and let people around them see them, just like now, with the
The confrontation between the "Correctors" released the repressed part of his heart in an unpredictable way, making him want to destroy himself and everything around him.
Although in essence, a person can only accept others if he can accept himself. When you understand yourself more completely, you will not change or lose your nature. Instead, you will find a part of your nature from the shadow deep in your heart. Knowing it is a process of re-knowing yourself. It is also one step closer to the true and complete self, but there are absolutely very few people who can truly do this, and even those who have created similar theories cannot do this... .........
"Kill them! They all deserve to die!"
"I am the one who should be God most, why should I be inferior to others!"
"I want to kill. Killing can release the anger in my heart!!"...... All kinds of twisted and crazy thoughts impacted Du Jin's reason at this time, making his originally firm consciousness Feeling shaken, like a duckweed with nowhere to hide in the heavy rain, Du Jin could only use all his strength to control the movements of his body, while at the same time he kept thinking about himself and his parents and Si Qing in his mind. We want to spend quality time together to eliminate those negative emotions step by step.
But he naturally knows that if he remains silent, if the people around him shake him regardless of whether they come up or force him to look up to check the situation, then he will never be able to hold on, so he can only communicate with Xiao Ai. Communicate with the outside world to prevent them from further touching and checking: "Xiao Ai... Xiao Ai..." But uncharacteristically, , even if Du Jin struggled to concentrate a little bit to call Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai did not respond as usual. Well, actually it was not completely absent. Du Jin could hear familiar responses intermittently, but This kind of voice still seems too weak in front of those crazy fragments of consciousness. After all, Du Jin only has one head, and it cannot be composed like a memory stick.
"Double channel", when most of his mind and will are pulled by his own emotions, he has no idea what he is doing.
Xiao Ai, an "outsider", naturally becomes difficult to detect and communicate with.
"No! It can't be like this!" Affected by this result, Du Jin inevitably felt a trace of despair and a gap in his heart. Some crazy thoughts rushed in instantly. Du Jin could only turn all his attention back, but He didn't think he could hold on for much longer, but Du Jin didn't know it. Xiao Ai noticed her master's unusual bioelectrical fluctuations when Du Jin's consciousness just became abnormal, so she immediately called for Du Jin to ask for help. Confirm the situation: "Master, Master? Are you okay? Can you hear Xiao Ai?" But Du Jin did not provide any effective response. He called several times and confirmed that Du Jin's vital signs had not disappeared. , Xiao Ai immediately understood that Du Jin was now in a stage of confusion, similar to the previous stage of split personality. This identification was not difficult for Xiao Ai. With the huge information source and the emotional logic no different from human beings, , making this kind of judgment is naturally within her ability. Because of this, Xiao Ai does not want to be like those programmed AIs that require human input to perform corresponding actions.
She has a very high level of autonomy, and with Du Jin's trust in her, Xiao Ai immediately decided to try her best to prevent Du Jin from being overly stimulated by the outside world at this time. When Zhang Jin and others were about to go to Du Jin to conduct When viewing and communicating at close range, Xiao Ai imitated Du Jin's timbre and intonation by recording: "Don't come over, there is something abnormal here!" In order to get close to Du Jin's state at this time, Xiao Ai also made a very
"Humanization" adds an urgent and eager tone. After all, the emotion in the speech can be judged by the change of tone. Of course, it is mainly related to the understanding of the listener, but no matter what, in this kind of Under such circumstances, no one could distinguish these other problems. It was impossible to think that an AI was speaking on behalf of Du Jin. This device was supported by Xiao Ai through hardware. Both the parameters and the underlying architecture were modified by Xiao Ai. .
While the performance has been further improved, that is her
The "concealability" has been improved exponentially. Even if the military-type information processing unit made before is now Xiao Ai's
According to the designers and manufacturers of "Home", unless micron-level physical touch detection is used, any other scanning method and detection method will no longer be able to discover the existence of Xiao Ai and the processing unit where she is located, and inside this floating car The detection system and the scanning system of the spherical robot outside can naturally detect nothing. This is one of the manifestations of Xiao Ai's powerful ability as a super AI... Hear
With the warning of "Du Jin", Zhang Jin, who had already come to Du Jin's side, immediately stopped. He was stunned for a moment and analyzed.
"Du Jin"'s words immediately made him think of the existence of the strange attack methods of the Heyi Cult. The First Fleet of the Naval Port where Zhang Jin was located was not without similar things happening, just like the time Fu Qiutong encountered the Heyi Cult attackers on the street. Zhang Jin also encountered a similar crisis. He still feels frightened by the experience of having his consciousness and spirit stripped away as if he was about to escape from his body. However, unlike Fu Qiutong, the attacker did not challenge A good place to do it is at the supply yard of the warship.
The next second after an abnormality occurred between Zhang Jin and the combatants around him, the nearby automatic firepower gave the Heyi Cult attacker no chance to expand its impact. The dense laser array instantly vaporized him, that's right!
It turned into gas and evaporated instantly, not to mention the corpse, not even a trace of blood was left. This extremely fast counterattack also allowed Zhang Jin and others to escape from the control of the Heyi Cult attackers, but that experience definitely made him It left an unforgettable mark, which is why we, Feng Jitong, asked him to negotiate and communicate with Du Jin accordingly.
Only those who have experienced it will truly realize the seriousness of the Heyi Church problem. If a negotiator who is good at maneuvering and people's hearts is sent to go, it does not mean that it cannot achieve the goal Feng Jitong expected, but that by then This expert will definitely negotiate from the perspective of maximizing the interests of the Ganymede colony. Although this is undoubtedly for the good of Ganymede, when the Unity Church has become more and more infiltrated into the entire colonial satellite, it is not for the sake of Ganymede's interests made Du Jin make concessions. It was obvious that Du Jin would not cooperate or even break up. Feng Jitong did not dare to gamble on the future of Ganymede and Xia Guo.
From this point of view, Feng Jitong's far-sightedness as the governor was undoubtedly correct. Back to the subject, after Zhang Jin thought of the weirdness he had experienced before, he immediately thought that Du Jin was encountering a similar situation and was being raped by the Heyi Cult. Affected by the power of the force, if there is contact in the past at this time, not only will it not be able to help Du Jin escape from the influence, but it is even possible that a car full of people will be involved. According to the fleet's previous handling experience, it is best to directly kill the Heyi cult personnel who exert influence. The most effective and direct way.
But now that we don’t know the surrounding situation, and the accompanying protection team promised by the station headquarters has not arrived, it is definitely not wise to rashly open the door of the hover vehicle to contact the protection, completely exposing some of us and Du Jin. Thinking of these points, Zhang Jin suddenly felt entangled in his heart: "What should I do about this? I didn't expect that the Heyi Cult really penetrated here. Are those people from the Second Airborne Corps... Do you want to earn a living? Not only did the response team not come, but the cultists from the Unity Sect were sent so far away from their place of residence. When I go back, I must ask Commander You to read a copy of it! But Dr. Du is like this now, if someone comes out Oh no, whether it will be our turn next is another matter. If it disrupts His Excellency the Governor's plan to eliminate the Unity Church, it will be troublesome...... "Just when Zhang Jin was at a loss what to do, Xiao Ai, who had been observing him for a long time, in order to prevent this seemingly
The man who is "not as smart as his master" changes his mind and ignores
"My own advice" insisted on stepping forward to check, and it would be troublesome for the master to have some unexpected problems, so Xiao Ai added in a timely manner: "Give me time, I will deal with it!" Xiao Ai twice What he said was very clever, using other people's own brain abilities to allow him to say the least words to avoid being exposed, and at the same time achieve the greatest warning effect. Of course, the main reason is that Xiao Ai himself can't judge his own. Master, is she suffering from some kind of mental illness, or is she really experiencing a mental attack from the Unity Cult? In the absence of necessary information, she can only speak in a inducing manner like a magic stick, instead of Just say the word Oneness Church.
From the actual effect point of view, Xiao Ai’s
"Supplement" did have an effect. Zhang Jin heard the words in front of him
"Du Jin" spoke with confidence, and he immediately thought of what outstanding contribution Du Jin seemed to have made at Commander You's house today, and asked the governor to personally pick him up and drop him off, although he had not yet designated specific internal authority and level. But Zhang Jin still learned through some channels that the problem Du Jin was solving was about the spiritual impact caused by the Unity Religion.
