Listen?
Is this what a twenty-two-year-old girl should say?
Even a person in his seventies or eighties would not say such a thing.
Tao Zhiming smiled bitterly and said: "You are only twenty-two years old, and your real life has just begun. Why do you say that you have already spent your good years?"
Shen Yan said: "You are not much older than me, and age does not represent qualifications, and everyone's life is different, so naturally, I think I have spent the best time, is there any problem? "
Tao Zhiming said: "What you said makes sense."
Tao Zhiming actually agreed with Shen Yan's statement.
But Tao Zhiming is not that kind of wooden fish head, he is just more persistent than others.
Tao Zhiming asked curiously: "When do you think your good years are?"
Shen Yan said bluntly: "The summer when I was eighteen."
Tao Zhiming said: "The summer when I was eighteen years old was indeed a very good time."
Shen Yan said: "You may have misunderstood."
"Misunderstanding?" Tao Zhiming became even more confused.
Shen Yan said: "My best time was indeed in the summer when I was eighteen years old, but it was not the moment when I wanted to keep time forever, because my dream came true in that summer."
Tao Zhiming asked: "Dream?"
Shen Yan said: "I will give my only relative, my grandma, to take care of her until she is old."
As soon as these words came out, Tao Zhiming was stunned.
In this case, wasn't the summer when she was eighteen years old a time that made Shen Yan heartbroken?
After all, Shen Yan's only relative had passed away. She had nothing to worry about in this world, so naturally there was nothing to commemorate.
But what Tao Zhiming couldn't understand was why Shen Yan said that it was her dream to provide for her grandmother until she died.
Shouldn't Shen Yan have bigger dreams?
"Is it your dream to provide for your grandma until she dies?" Tao Zhiming asked.
He could not deny that retirement care was a matter of course, but as a dream, did that mean that the dream seemed too superficial?
Shen Yan sneered and said: "I can't compare with you. I didn't even graduate from junior high school. I joined the society at the age of fifteen. I have no family background, no education, no connections, and no advantages worth showing. , then if I continue to live in this life, I will only do nothing, and from now on I can only worry about three meals a day, so why should I continue to live?"
Tao Zhiming fell silent when he heard this.
It’s not just Tao Zhiming.
There are also many water friends in the Tiandao live broadcast room.
They thought Shen Yan was suffering from severe depression.
But listening to Shen Yan's self-narration, what's the point of living for a long time?
Living is like suffering.
"Why do I feel that this Shen Yan is the sane person in the world?"
"I don't want to live anymore, so how can I still be awake in the world?"
"She was probably the type of person who saw that her hopes were over."
"You say it's so great. Isn't she trying to escape? To put it more clearly, she is a waste and an out-and-out coward!"
"Yes, I owe more than three million yuan in debt, and I have never thought of committing suicide."
There are still many water friends who cannot understand Shen Yan's thoughts.
Of course, there are also many water friends who feel that Shen Yan has seen the end of his life and that living is just waiting for death, with no hope at all.
Shen Yan said: "Don't say anything about helping me. Talking about exchanging lives is simply unrealistic. I am really hopeless. I am a complete useless person. In fact, this world is very beautiful. If there is I won’t come again in my next life.”
Tao Zhiming asked: "Not everyone is born to stand at a high point, although there are many noble people on the way, and that's just me. In terms of background, I am no better than you."
Shen Yan asked, "Can this be the same? Even if I have noble people in my future life, even if I can live a good life in the future, this is not the life I want."
"What kind of life do you want?" Tao Zhiming asked.
Shen Yan said: "I just want to suffer less when I am alive and be happy when I die."
Hearing this, Tao Zhiming began to understand Shen Yan's inner thoughts.
He was silent for a long time and did not speak.
Shen Yan said again: "Boss, I won't disturb you anymore."
Say it.
Shen Yan walked away.
Tao Zhiming did not catch up, but just looked at Shen Yan's leaving figure. Today, he was taught a lesson by a girl in her early twenties.
And this lesson also benefited him a lot.
Tao Zhiming seemed to know that Shen Yan would not survive.
Even if he could help Shen Yan once and save Shen Yan for a while, it would be impossible to save her for the rest of her life.
Tao Zhiming is also the chosen one.
In this dungeon of the eight-star difficulty level of mountain and sea beasts, even the Mud Bodhisattva cannot save himself when crossing the river.
How can he still protect Shen Yan?
Furthermore, Tao Zhiming never thought of protecting Shen Yan all the time.
Shen Yan is the kind of person who doesn't care about death. Even if she dies here, she won't have any despair.
To take a step back, even if Shen Yan is really capable of passing the trial, she may not be thinking about how to survive.
What's more, Shen Yan doesn't have this strength at all.
…
at the same time.
In District B2.
A five-year-old little girl looked upstream and saw red fish with wings and squeaking sounds flying over the waterfall.
Of course, the water friends in the Tiandao live broadcast room know this kind of fish very well.
That is the winning fish recorded in the Classic of Mountains and Seas.
These winning fish may not even be considered level three exotic beasts.
But who stipulated that there should be no low-level exotic beasts in District B2?
So far, there are many low-level strange beasts in Area B of the second trial.
Of course, there are also more than ten levels of strange beasts appearing.
Su Qianqian jumped up and jumped to the waterfall.
One after another, winning fish leaped past her.
She also caught a winning fish that weighed only three kilograms.
The winning fish in Su Qianqian's hand was still flapping its wings as frequently as a hummingbird.
Although the wings are so transparent and resemble cicada wings, they are able to support the weight of Zhu Yingyu and are still so tall.
When Su Qianqian turned around, looking down, she saw a purple-red thing moving under the waterfall.
Friends in the Tiandao live broadcast room also saw it clearly through Su Qianqian's live broadcast.
"Water snake?"
"The water snake is so big, it feels like it's comparable to Titanoboa, right?"
"Could it be Titanoboa?"
"It's uncertain. Among the strange beasts in the mountains and seas, there may not be a Titanoboa."
boom!
Suddenly.
