However, once the floodgates of desire are opened, they will overflow and get out of control. Wang Cuizhi is still seriously ill, and Zhang Shuisheng still takes care of Wang Cuizhi with all his heart. Liu Qiaozhen has had her first relationship with Zhang Shuisheng since then. After that, it was like opening the door to a new world.
Liu Qiaozhen and Xu Benshan have been married for three years and have never had children. She originally thought that all couples lived like this. Physically, she only had one man, Xu Benshan. She didn't know that this could make her so happy. .
She began to appear frequently at Zhang Shuisheng's house and took great care of Wang Cuizhi, scrubbing her body, combing her hair, and cooking for Wang Cuizhi's children.
After getting sick, Wang Cuizhi slept alone in the room, Zhang Shuisheng slept next door, and his son slept in a room alone. There was nothing else in the countryside, except for the large land. Zhang Shuisheng's house was a three-room tile-roofed house left by his parents. , the room is also adequate.
Originally, Zhang Shuisheng and his wife slept in the same room, but every night, his wife saw how painful he endured, but she felt deeply guilty for not being able to cooperate with him. So he offered to let him sleep next door.
Liu Qiaozhen always came to give Wang Cuizhi an injection after get off work. After the injection, it was already dark. Wang Cuizhi always insisted on Zhang Shuisheng sending Liu Qiaozhen back. Wang Cuizhi thanked Liu Qiaozhen from the bottom of her heart.
It only took half an hour from Zhang Shuisheng's village to Liu Qiaozhen's village. Every time they walked to the river, the two of them would sit for a while. There was lush green grass beside the river. Sitting and sitting, the two always had a tacit understanding. Lean together on the ground, listen to the gurgling water, and talk about how difficult life is.
The stars and the moon in the sky shine on the two lonely souls, bursts of joy, accompanied by the flowing water, forming a beautiful song. On such a night, it seems that everything around them is their audience, Zhang Shuisheng It belongs to Liu Qiaozhen, and Liu Qiaozhen only belongs to Zhang Shuisheng.
At that time, Xu Benshan lived up to his name and was kind-hearted. Every time Zhang Shuisheng sent Liu Qiaozhen back, he warmly invited him to sit at home for a while and drink a cup of tea.
"Shui Sheng, how is your wife?" Xu Benshan asked this every time.
"It's all dependent on acupuncture and water. It's really troublesome for Dr. Liu. He has to make this trip every day!" Zhang Shuisheng said embarrassedly every time.
"Don't say such things, Shuisheng, a fellow villager, she is a doctor in the clinic, this is what she should do!" Xu Benshan always looked at Liu Qiaozhen tenderly and said.
Xu Benshan even told Zhang Shuisheng that rural areas are more conservative and Liu Qiaozhen would often go to their house and make people gossip. From now on, they would say that you are distant cousins and ask Qiaozhen to call him cousin, which would save a lot of trouble.
After every fun, Liu Qiaozhen deeply blamed herself. However, every time Xu Benshan hurriedly got off her body, the guilt in her heart would decrease. She thought that although she had done something sorry for Xu Benshan, But she would live a good life with him and would not destroy Zhang Shuisheng. She and Zhang Shuisheng did not seek a future. Thinking of this made her feel much better.
The days passed like this. That winter, it was very cold. Zhang Shuisheng sent Liu Qiaozhen back. They did not stop at the river, but went directly to Liu Qiaozhen's house. Xu Benshan went to help because someone in the village was treating him, and he was alone at home. nor.
Due to the weather, the two of them had not been together for a long time. There was no one at home. Both of them were a little forgetful. They started to fall in love on the sofa at home. Xu Benshan came back by chance. He stood in the yard and listened to the sound in the house. He screamed, he had never seen Liu Qiaozhen like this. He squatted on the ground, holding his head in pain, until the two ended the fight and saw Xu Benshan in the yard, he was so frightened that he knelt down in front of Xu Benshan with a plop.
"Qiaozhen, I know that you have never enjoyed the happiness that a woman deserves when you are with me, but can you respect me, at least not in my home!" Xu Benshan looked at Liu Qiaozhen with red eyes.
"I was wrong, I was wrong, Ben Shan, please forgive me, I will never do it again!" Liu Qiao hurriedly kowtowed.
Zhang Shuisheng was also very frightened. You must know that in this place, if the affairs between the two of them were known, it would make the whole family unable to hold their heads high.
"Brother, it's my fault. You can kill or behead me as you please. Please don't spread the word!" Zhang Shuisheng also kowtowed.
Xu Benshan looked at the two people kneeling on the ground and said, "Get up. The ground is cold and the water is wet. Go home quickly. Your wife is still sick!"
Zhang Shuisheng didn't know what kind of medicine Xu Benshan was selling in the gourd. Seeing that he didn't pursue the matter, he quickly got up and ran away.
Xu Benshan looked at Liu Qiaozhen, who was still kneeling on the ground, and said, "Get up too. People want face and trees want skin. Don't let our Xu family be shamed because of you!"
Liu Qiaozhen thought that Xu Benshan would beat her and scold her, but now that he was so calm, it frightened her.
Xu Benshan never touched Liu Qiaozhen again. Several times Liu Qiaozhen took the initiative to tease him, but he avoided her and said, "I can't. If you really can't help it, just go find Zhang Shuisheng!"
Every time, Liu Qiaozhen felt ashamed. Although Xu Benshan was not good, he was not completely incompetent. He was just inferior to Zhang Shuisheng. Now, Liu Qiaozhen could not go to Zhang Shuisheng, and even Xu Benshan was not willing to touch her anymore.
Liu Qiaozhen felt that as long as Xu Benshan didn't tell this matter, she could live like this for the rest of her life. After all, face was more important than anything else.
Sometimes, she hoped that Xu Benshan would beat her or scold her, which would make her feel better, but Xu Benshan did nothing.
Cold violence is often the most hurtful. Liu Qiaozhen has been like this for half a month. During this half month, she has not seen Zhang Shuisheng again. She heard that Zhang Shuisheng took Wang Cuizhi to the city to see a doctor. Maybe it was because of her guilt for his wife. Bar!
Liu Qiaozhen went to work in the clinic every day as usual and went home after get off work. Her days were like a pool of stagnant water, without any disturbance. However, the peaceful days were broken because Liu Qiaozhen was pregnant.
That day, Liu Qiaozhen was at the health center, just like she encouraged Xu Caifeng to take a pregnancy test. The colleague who was with her at the health center saw that she had nausea and encouraged her to take a test. After taking a test, she was indeed pregnant.
Because she hadn't gotten pregnant even after three years of marriage, the news immediately spread throughout the village, and everyone who saw her congratulated her on her success.
Xu Benshan drank a lot that day. After being married for so long, Xu Benshan hit her for the first time. He slapped her hard with all his strength.
"Liu Qiaozhen, you are a bitch!" Xu Benshan pointed at her and cursed.
Liu Qiaozhen was very aggrieved. She didn't know whose child this child was. It might be Xu Benshan's, or it might be Zhang Shuisheng's. However, she and Xu Benshan were not pregnant for three years together, so the chance that it was Xu Benshan's was very small.
"Ben Shan, I will take care of it!" Liu Qiaozhen said fearfully.
"Handle it? How do you handle it?" Xu Benshan pointed at her, "Now the whole village knows that you are pregnant, and everyone has come to congratulate me. If you do this, aren't you slapping me in the face?"
Liu Qiaozhen looked at him steadily and said, "Then what do you mean..."
"Give birth!" Xu Benshan said drunkenly and left the house.
"Where are you going?" Liu Qiaozhen said as she caught up to him and supported him.
"Don't worry!" Xu Benshan threw Liu Qiaozhen away.
From that day on, Xu Benshan became obsessed with gambling and started drinking heavily all day long. His family became worse and worse day by day.
Zhang Shuisheng took Wang Cuizhi to the hospital and stayed there for half a year. He rented a house in the city and took Wang Cuizhi to see a doctor while working part-time.
Wang Cuizhi, who was originally very ill, slowly recovered after being treated in the city for half a year. Zhang Shuisheng took her back to the village to recuperate.
When Zhang Shuisheng saw Liu Qiaozhen again, her belly had bulged out, and she was still working in the clinic.
"Shui Sheng...Cousin, are you back?" Liu Qiaozhen saw Zhang Shuisheng, and a trace of joy flashed on her face.
"Well, I'm back!" Shuisheng's eyes were a little dodgey, "Are you about to give birth?"
"Well, the baby will be born in two months!" Liu Qiaozhen said.
"How is sister-in-law?" Liu Qiaozhen asked.
"It's good. The medical conditions outside are very good. It's almost better!" Zhang Shuisheng finished speaking and left in a hurry.
Liu Qiaozhen wanted to tell him that she might be carrying his child in her belly, but when he heard that Wang Cuizhi had recovered from her illness, he could only swallow it. She had been looking forward to Zhang Shuisheng's return, but she didn't expect that it would be like this. .
However, she smiled again, what is the result? It is impossible for her to divorce, and it is impossible for Zhang Shuisheng to marry her.
On the day she gave birth, Xu Benshan was still gambling with a group of idle gangsters in the village. Yang Damei helped her deliver the baby. Xu Guoqing sneaked Xu Benshan back and kicked him several times.
"What does the child she gave birth to have to do with me? You should go find Zhang Shuisheng." Xu Benshan was kicked by Xu Guoqing and shouted unconvinced.
"What did you say? Ben Shan, don't say this nonsense!" Xu Guoqing kicked him again.
"Brother, I feel so miserable!" Xu Benshan cried loudly regardless. Xu Guoqing and Yang Damei looked at each other, not knowing how to comfort Xu Benshan.
Xu used to be the director of the village, and the Xu family was respected in the village. Xu Guoqing warned Xu Benzhan that this matter was not allowed to be told to the outside world. The Xu family could not afford to lose this person. They would raise the child first and figure out a solution later.
After Lingling was born, Xu Benshan continued to work hard, and his family was impoverished. Liu Qiaozhen was just a rural doctor in the clinic, and her salary was very low. Xu Benshan took away her salary every time she was paid. If she didn't pay, she would be beaten.
Liu Qiaozhen was also a strong woman. No matter how much she suffered at home, she never remained silent. She didn't want others to see her jokes. The only joke was that Xu Benshan didn't want to make progress and was a gambler.
But she didn't dare to complain. After all, she had done something wrong first. Although Xu Benshan was a fool, he gave Lingling an identity so that she would not be looked down upon by others. For this, he was still grateful to Xu Benshan.
It's just that the older Lingling grows, the more she looks like Zhang Shuisheng. People in the village always make fun of this. Liu Qiaozhen can only say that her nephew looks more like her uncle. Zhang Shuisheng is Lingling's cousin, so it's not surprising that he looks like her.
Zhang Shuisheng learned many things about Liu Qiaozhen from other people's mouths, such as: Xu Benshan often gambled, and Lingling looked very similar to him...
Zhang Shuisheng still couldn't sit still. He quietly found Liu Qiaozhen and wanted to ask about Lingling, but Liu Qiaozhen didn't say anything. She only said to reassure him that Lingling would always be Xu Benshan's child and would not harm him.
Liu Qiaozhen's answer made Zhang Shuisheng very clear in his heart that this child was his.
Several times, he quietly hid near Liu Qiaozhen's house, wanting to see the child, but that was all he could do. Apart from that, he could do nothing.
He has a wife and a son. If this matter is made public, he cannot afford the consequences. In the dead of night, looking at his wife beside him, he began to reflect on whether it was because he didn't love her that he had these things with Liu Qiaozhen.
However, the answer is no. He and his wife have come together on a bamboo horse to make love with Qingmei. Over the years, his wife has been sick repeatedly, and he has never thought of abandoning her.
He hated himself, why he didn't stick to this bottom line, why he made such a mistake. Now there is another Lingling, which is his bloodline, but it is also evidence of his infidelity to his wife.
He will never admit Lingling. This kind of thing cannot be tolerated in this place. It will make his family unable to hold their heads high forever.
It was grateful to Xu Benshan from the bottom of his heart. It was grateful that the affair between him and Liu Qiaozhen was not made public, allowing him to save his face and allowing him to remain a good husband praised by everyone in the village.
Later, one time he secretly went to visit the children near Liu Qiaozhen's house and heard Liu Qiaozhen's screams. After Xu Benshan left, he opened the door of Liu Qiaozhen's house and saw Liu Qiaozhen's scarred appearance. He felt very sad and held her tightly. Holding her in his arms, this woman had been tortured by Xu Benshan because of him, which made him deeply blame himself.
From then on, he always helped Liu Qiaozhen secretly. Because of his guilt towards Wang Cuizhi, the two of them no longer had anything to do with each other. Waiting silently might be the best way to deal with it.
"Cousin Shuisheng, don't blame yourself. I gave birth to Lingling of my own free will." Liu Qiaozhen always said this.
Zhang Shuisheng was silent. He could not give her any promises. She was in pain and suffering. He could only try his best to help her materially.
His wife Wang Cuizhi knew that he helped Liu Qiaozhen. Wang Cuizhi always said that when she was sick, everyone stayed away from her. Only Liu Qiaozhen worked tirelessly to treat her every day and asked Zhang Shuisheng to help her more.
Sometimes, Wang Cuizhi would scold Xu Benshan in front of Zhang Shuisheng: "He is a big man, but he doesn't do any work. He just idles around all day and doesn't care about his wife and children. It's really hard on Sister Qiaozhen!"
Zhang Shuisheng worked harder. He wanted to make more money and fulfill his obligation to Lingling, although he could not recognize her.
What Zhang Shuisheng and Liu Qiaozhen never expected was that Xu Benshan actually had the idea of selling the child. Maybe he owed a lot of gambling money, or maybe he really wanted to give the child away. After all, no one wanted to bear such a child all day long. Cuckold life.
