In a simple rental house, Yang Xiaowei was lying on the bed, covering her naked body with a quilt, her eyes staring blankly at the ceiling, and a terrible pain came over her lower body. The man next to her was already fast asleep.
This is not the first time that Yang Xiaowei and Li Li have lied on the same bed. However, in the past, when the two of them lay together and touched each other's bodies, Yang Xiaowei would push Li Li away at critical moments.
"Xiaowei, when can you give yourself completely to me?" Li Li would ask this every time.
At this time, Yang Xiaowei always blocks Li Li with her mouth: "Wait until we get married!"
Yang Xiaowei knew that Li Li was the person who loved her most in the world, because a friend said that someone who truly loves you would be reluctant to touch you.
Yang Xiaowei has always had an obsession to save the most precious things until the wedding night. Every time, Li Li would be like a frustrated ball, get out of bed and go to the bathroom to take a shower. The two of them are still college students, and they can only live in a few dozen rooms every time they go out. In this shabby little hotel, every time Yang Xiaowei felt that the sound of water was extremely noisy, just like Li Li's silent protest.
Later, Yang Xiaowei went to a mountain village to become a teacher, and Li Li stayed in the city to work. Li Li rented a room with a bed and a small bathroom. He could only cook in the corridor at the door. superior.
Summer vacation is here. Without telling her parents, Yang Xiaowei said she was going to another place for training and flew to Li Li's city. Yang Xiaowei's heart was beating loudly. She suddenly became a little nervous after not seeing him for a long time.
She imagined that Li Li would hold flowers in his hands and pick her up as soon as she got off the car. Then she would kiss him deeply regardless of the eyes of passers-by. In that lonely and boring mountain village, Yang Xiaowei missed Li Li. Like crazy weeds, growing all over my heart. Many nights, listening to the chirping of insects, she wished that Li Li could be by her side and hold her to sleep.
Yang Xiaowei got out of the car and did not see Li Li. Li Li's city was strange yet friendly. After a long time, Li Li rode a small electric car and drove over. Yang Xiaoyan felt that Li Li at this time was more dusty than she was when she came from hundreds of kilometers away.
Yang Xiaowei threw herself into Li Li's arms. This embrace was familiar yet unfamiliar. Li Li did not hug her as warmly as before, but awkwardly helped her body up and said, "There are so many people watching, don't do this!"
Yang Xiaowei straightened up, feeling a little unhappy. She pouted and turned to the side, "Huh, you're already late!"
"I'm still at work! Come on, I'll take you back first!" Li Li patted the back seat of the electric car and motioned for Yang Xiaowei to sit on it.
Yang Xiaowei, who was sitting in the back seat, was enjoying the cool breeze and hugged Li Li tightly with both hands. The little emotion just now was immediately diluted.
Li Li put Yang Xiaowei in the rental house and went to work. Li Li never told Yang Xiaowei what class he worked in. Yang Xiaowei lay on the bed bored, and fell asleep after a while because of running all the way.
When it was getting dark, Li Li came back and brought rice to Yang Xiaowei. Yang Xiaowei also felt hungry and ate hungrily. Li Li lay on the bed and looked at Yang Xiaowei who was eating.
"Eat slowly, no one will compete with you!" Li Li said with a smile.
Yang Xiaowei wiped her mouth with paper, sat on the edge of the bed, leaned over Li Li's chest, and said, "What are you doing? Leave me here alone. I came all the way to find you, so just let me Eat a box lunch!”
Li Li touched her head, then stood up suddenly and pushed Yang Xiaowei down, "Tomorrow, I will take you to eat delicious food tomorrow, but now I just want to...!"
Yang Xiaowei looked at Li Li's burning eyes and slowly closed her eyes. Li Li kissed every inch of Yang Xiaowei's skin tenderly and whispered in her ear: "Xiaowei, we have graduated, is that okay?"
Yang Xiaowei knew what he meant. All the teachers in the school were married, and their faces would not turn red when they told jokes. Yang Xiaowei also knew that what she had always insisted on was actually quite ridiculous, because there was an old man. The teacher had told her that boys of Li Li's age were very impulsive. If she kept refusing to give, he might find someone else.
Yang Xiaowei didn't want Li Li to find someone else. She also firmly believed that they were going to get married, so what did it matter if it was earlier or later?
"Then please be gentle, I'm afraid of pain!" Yang Xiaowei whispered, her face instantly turning red to her neck.
"Well!" Li Li kissed him and reached out to take out something from the drawer beside the bed.
"What are you doing?" Yang Xiaowei asked confusedly.
"This is to protect you!" Li Li said.
"Who taught you this and how did you know?" Yang Xiaowei asked.
Before waiting for an answer, Li Li melted Yang Xiaowei with his gentleness. It was not until the heartbreaking pain hit that Yang Xiaowei realized that she had given Li Li the most precious thing.
Li Li saw a touch of bright red on the sheets, like a blooming flower, which stung his eyes. He sat up, lit a cigarette, and started smoking.
"When did you learn to smoke?" Yang Xiaowei had never seen Li Li smoke before, and the pungent smell of smoke made Xiaowei cough.
"I just learned it recently!" Li Li put out his cigarette and said tiredly: "Xiaowei, go to sleep!"
Li Li lay down, and Yang Xiaowei moved to his side and rested her head on Li Li's arm. Then, Li Li took out the hand that Yang Xiaowei was pressing, turned his back to her, and closed his eyes.
"Li Li, can you hug me?" Yang Xiaowei approached Li Li gently.
"Be good, I'm too tired, go to sleep!" After Li Li said this, he fell asleep.
But Yang Xiaowei couldn't sleep. The pain in her lower body and what happened just now. Although she had been prepared for it, she was still a little scared when it really happened. Looking at Li Li's figure with his back to her, he was really scared. Will you marry her?
The more Yang Xiaowei thought about it, the more confused she became. Later, she persuaded herself that Li Li loved her so much that he would definitely marry her, but her heart was still racing like a deer and she couldn't calm down.
She leaned closer to Li Li. That night, Yang Xiaowei couldn't sleep.
