"I was also imprisoned."
"When I was in the fifth or sixth grade of elementary school, a classmate nicknamed me 'Di Buping. Do you know what it means?' Di Buping made me limp when I walked. When I screamed, it turned into 'Di Buping'." Wang Laodi and Wang are not equal."
"The person who gave me this nickname, I broke his leg and sent him to the hospital. I did it deliberately, just to make him a cripple. The old man thought that I was too harsh and wanted me to apologize to him. I didn't want to apologize, so I was Locked up."
"There is a utility room in the basement of the old house, which is only four or five square meters in total. The old man cleaned it up, put in a bed and a toilet, threw me in, and then arranged for Wang Yuange to deliver meals every day. Beautiful It's called, "You want me to face the wall and think about my mistakes."
"There wasn't even a light inside. I ate, drank, and defecated inside. I was imprisoned for the fourth day. I couldn't bear it any more, so I had no choice but to bow to the evil forces and promise to apologize."
"Later, people at school stopped calling me 'The Earth Is Not Flat'. They just called me Wang Laizi, or Wang Keizi. The teacher didn't allow them to call me that, so they called me 'Timur Wang,' or 'Wang Zhijian.'"
"The nickname 'Wang Zhijian' followed me until I graduated from high school. Even some teachers and classmates didn't remember my name and thought I was just 'Wang Zhijian.' Once, the junior high school physics teacher asked a question in class, and I raised my hand to answer. When asked a question, the teacher directly called him by name and said, "Wang Zhijian, you answer it."
"I really don't want to go into the dark room in the basement anymore. So, I can only pretend not to hear these nicknames."
"The old man and the old lady are busy receiving patients in the clinic all day long, and rarely ask about my affairs at school. If the parents of the person I sent to the hospital before didn't come to see me, they wouldn't have known that I was still in school. Will fight with people."
"I rarely talk to them at home. When I was in the first or second grade of elementary school, I wanted to talk to them properly."
"Once, I asked them if I could change schools. Many people in this school laughed at me and looked down on me. I didn't want to go to this school. But the old man said that my problem can't be solved by changing schools. I can't blame the school. He said that I looked down on myself, and if I didn't go to school, I would be crippled in the other leg."
"I said, my problem is that I'm a cripple. Who's to blame? I was standing at the stairs on the second floor, and the old man slapped me in the face with his backhand and slapped me from the second floor to the first floor, all the way up the stairs. Get off here. There is a scar on the back of my head, which is still there, from this time. I needed nine stitches at that time."
"What else can I say to them?"
"So, I had less and less to say. Eventually, I just didn't say anything at all."
"At home, the old man does whatever he wants, and I behave very quietly. I look like, 'Other people's good boy, there's nothing I can do about it.' I can't do it, but with such an old man, I Dare you be disobedient?"
"Although I was laughed at at school, except for one fight with others, I never got along with those naughty kids again, and my academic performance was pretty good. Then I just became someone else's good boy."
"I actually don't want to be a 'good boy' at all, I'm too tired."
Wang Qianshan didn't seem to regard this as an interrogation room, nor did he seem to realize that he was being interrogated. Ma Hongwen also gave him full freedom of "self-expression" and did not stop it.
"That old man is a bit abnormal. I am a cripple, so there must be some things that I cannot do like a normal person, but he demands that I act like a normal person. Isn't this very abnormal?"
"Wang Yuan'e is five or six years younger than me. When I was twelve or thirteen years old, he started to be my follower."
"Once, when my grandparents were
Home, Wang Yuan Goose followed me out for a walk. When he came back, he saw that the cucumbers in the field were ripe. Wang Yuan was so greedy that he ran to the field to pick two cucumbers, but his owner saw them. "
"The master didn't say anything. The problem is that the old man was walking with the master at the time. The master doesn't have any objections, but it doesn't mean that the old man doesn't have any objections either."
"The old man wants Wang Yuan'e and I to leap frog all the way back to my grandparents' house. It was Wang Yuan'e who stole the cucumbers, not me, so why should I be punished too? Besides, leapfrogging back? I'm a cripple, so what? leapfrog?"
"The old man didn't care. He said that I, as the elder brother, had not taught my younger brother well. He also said that the two brothers were one. The saying goes, 'We share blessings and share difficulties, and that's how it should be. Why can't I, a lame person, not be able to leapfrog?' It’s just that he limps when he jumps.”
"He also said that if you were on the battlefield, let alone a lame leg, even if you lost one leg, you would still be able to jump and charge into battle."
"Anyway, whatever the old man says is what he says. Just jump. As a result, the old man visually measured the distance and actually said that he would give Wang Yuan and I a timer to jump back within a certain period of time."
"In the end, I threw up. It was true that I even vomited out the jaundice water, and I couldn't jump back within the stipulated time. The old man didn't care about so much, and said that no one regarded me as a cripple, and I was the one who treated me as a cripple. Be a lame person. Then, ask me to walk back and jump back again."
"Many times, the old man also said that what he can do, Wang Yuan'e and I can do it, and we can even do it better than him. He also said that I am a hero and a good man. Although he, Wang Wenhui, is not a He is a heroic man, but his two sons must not be treated as waste. Therefore, he has to let us develop hard skills."
"In the middle of winter, the old man forced Wang Yuan'e and I to go swimming in the winter. I'm a cripple and can't swim, and Wang Yuan'e can't swim either, let alone what nonsense winter swimming is."
"But the old man thought it didn't matter. He said that as long as he drank a few more sips of water from the river, he would be able to do anything. Then he took Wang Yuan'e and I to the river, and after being raped, he forced us to jump into the river. "
"Just like that, after jumping in the river for three days, Wang Yuan'e learned to swim. I didn't learn it, and I never learned it. After jumping into the river for the last time, I was sent to the hospital and stayed in the ICU for a few days. Until now, I don’t even dare to wash my feet by the river.”
"Only when I got older did I realize that the old man used all the tricks he used in the army on Wang Yuan'e and me. He held me and Wang Yuan'e to the standards of soldiers and even the battlefield. Wang Yuan'e. What on earth was he thinking?"
"What does he think of me and Wang Yuan'e? Soldiers, enemies, or precious sons? He uses the standards of a soldier who can go to the battlefield to ask me to be a cripple. What does he mean? Who knows what he means. Anyway, he is unusual."
"Before, he always said that I thought I was lame. But when I went to college, he said that I was a lame and it would be inconvenient to go to school without anyone to take care of me, so I was not allowed to go."
"He also lied to me and said that if I study Chinese medicine with him, I will learn no less than what I learned in college. I just don't dare to refute or talk back, but it doesn't mean that I am a fool. If he is really so good, why does he need to go to college?"
"One time he said that I thought I was a lame, and the other time he said it was inconvenient for me to be a lame. Isn't this abnormal?"
"He also keeps saying that I look down on myself. Because I am a cripple, I am not allowed to go to college. This is obviously because he looks down on me. Why do I have to take the blame for this? Apart from him, I have never had anything in my life. I’ve seen this kind of person before.”
As he spoke, Wang Qianshan suddenly took out his lame leg with great effort, stretched it straight, placed it horizontally between the chair surface and the ground, and then patted it hard:
"My biggest wish in this life is to cure this leg. So, I want to go to university and major in Chinese medicine, because all the Western medicine hospitals said that my leg cannot be cured."
"I also told the old man about this, but he asked me to stop dreaming, to accept my fate, and to accept reality."
"What is reality? What is fate?"
"Because he is a cripple, he will be laughed at and
People shout "Wang Zhijian, so I need Wang Yuange, who is several years younger than me, to take care of me, so I can't go to college. Is this reality?" Is this fate? Do I have to accept it all? "
"Why should I accept it? I just don't accept it. The old man made me a cripple, but in the end he asked me to accept my fate and accept this reality. Why?"
"In order to heal this leg for myself, I tried to be a good boy at home, pretending not to care about the nickname Wang Zhijian, and studied hard for more than ten years just to go to university to study Chinese medicine. I also thought that as long as I went to university, the old man would My son will look up to me."
"Shit! He wiped out my more than ten years of hard work and my lifelong wish with just one sentence. He has never looked down on me at all, because in his eyes, it doesn't matter whether I go to college or not. They are both lame and useless. So, what difference does it make if I go to college or not?"
"Why does he do this, why do he think so? Just because he is my father? I don't accept it."
"Wang Yuan'e went to school for three days to fish and two days to work on the Internet. His academic performance was terrible. He himself was too embarrassed to continue studying, but the old man was willing to spend a lot of money to send him to a private university. Wang Yuan'e Why can I do this? If the old man does this, it is clear that he is partial and looks down on me."
"Resign yourself to your fate? Shit. I want to change my fate against fate."
"If I can't go to college, I will study "The Book of Changes". I will change my life through "The Book of Changes"."
"As a result, after I delved into it, he said that I was not doing my job properly. He even came over to flip the table when I was explaining to many people."
"I can't make it, I can't go on. The old man seems destined to have a hard time with me."
"So, I deliberately calculated the old man's life, and my own life. It didn't work out, but even I was shocked. He and I were in conflict with each other, and we were destined to live and die. No wonder. I, Wang Qianshan, have never lived like a human being in my life."
