Chapter 812: Living is meaningless!
"Why are you talking about me?"
Lu Feng interrupted Chu Youwei's question and chuckled: "The girl doesn't look like she has anything on her mind."
Lu Feng deliberately showed a bit of impatient disgust, turned around and ignored him, and was about to leave.
"Young master, stay here," Chu Youwei said slightly anxiously, "Since the little girl has something on her mind and wants to talk to someone, she can't even know the identity of the person she's talking to."
Seeing that Lu Feng was still frowning slightly, Chu Youwei said further: "Since the young master is determined to relieve the little girl's worries, shouldn't he be able to tell her even his name?"
At the end of the sentence, his voice couldn't help but lowered a bit, showing a bit of displeasure.
Lu Feng smiled knowingly, obviously seeing that Chu Youwei was playing hard to get, so he immediately ignored it and went along with it, showing the Xuanjin City access token.
"Master Qingshan?"
Chu Youwei was startled when she glanced at the token, and said hesitantly: "Why haven't I heard of such a sect in the world of influence?"
After saying that, he looked Lu Feng up and down again and asked suspiciously: "Young master is so young, but he is already the master of a sect?"
Lu Feng did not introduce much and responded casually: "The Qingshan Sword Sect is just an unknown small force in the east. It makes sense that the girl has never heard of it."
Chu Youwei had a look of surprise on his face when he heard this. If it was just a small force outside the sect, it would make sense. From her point of view, the reason why Lu Feng ascended to a high position at such a young age was probably because his parents taught him that he was the hereditary sect leader.
After it was confirmed that Lu Feng's identity was indeed not that of Luo Tianfu and Chu Youren, Chu Youwei's grudge and wariness became less.
Perhaps it was the quiet atmosphere under the cold night, or the inexplicable familiarity she felt from Lu Feng, which made Chu Youwei open up a little and express his unpleasant thoughts.
Chu Youwei sat back on the stone pier by the water and pointed to another pier beside her.
After seeing Lu Feng sit down obediently, Chu Youwei began to say with emotion: "To be honest, young master, just now... I actually had the idea of committing suicide."
As she spoke, Chu Youwei showed a self-deprecating wry smile, and her expression showed a complete sense of helplessness.
When Lu Feng heard the words "suicide", his face suddenly became serious. After knowing Chu Youwei's identity, he would never allow such a thing to happen!
"Girl, who was bullied by?"
Lu Feng's words became a bit cold, with a bit of murderous intent.
But it was such a harsh voice that made Chu Youwei's heart soften. At the same time, the care and concern in the words made her firmly believe that Lu Feng's attitude towards her was by no means as simple as that of an ordinary stranger. .
"Master~" Chu Youwei sighed slightly melancholy, "No one bullied me, it's just that some things arranged by the elders in the family made me feel very embarrassed."
Lu Feng frowned slightly, "What happened? That forced you to commit suicide?"
Chu Youwei's pretty eyebrows were lowered, a little frustrated, "As a member of the family, for the survival and development of the family, I should have sacrificed a lot for the family, but the family arranged for me to marry someone else..."
Lu Feng understood that the marriage partner in Chu Youwei's words should be Luo Tianfu.
Knowing Luo Tianfu well as a person, he knew that such a marriage was by no means a good match.
Chu Youwei continued: "Young Master has something to say
I don’t know, but my father had arranged a baby marriage for me before he was alive. Now that the marriage has not been canceled, the elders in the family have made such arrangements for me. No matter what I choose, I may not be able to escape the name of unfilial piety. "
Lu Feng couldn't bear it and said sympathetically: "Since the family has such arrangements, it is obvious that your concerns have not been taken into account. Have you ever explained it to the elders?"
Chu Youwei laughed at herself with some sadness: "What's the use of saying it? It's not like my uncle didn't know that when his parents were still alive, he was the most supportive of this marriage. But now that the family has encountered some difficulties in its development, he Start taking the lead..."
"Alas, in the face of family development, I am nothing in their eyes."
Lu Feng couldn't help but feel sad when he saw Chu Youwei's sad and helpless expression, "So you thought of seeking death?"
Chu Youwei nodded bitterly, "Oh, I'm quite weak and useless, right? I thought that if I die, it will be over, but when I think about it calmly, I feel that such behavior is selfish and cowardly."
Lu Feng advised: "Death cannot solve the problem."
Chu Youwei said helplessly: "But as a weak woman, what can I do?"
Lu Feng analyzed: "Are there any other women in the family who are of marriageable age? If so, then ask them if they are willing to take your place. If not, then start from the source."
Chu Youwei sighed, "Of course there is, but how can I open this mouth, and how can I have the heart to push people of the same clan into the fire pit. Furthermore, the person who proposes marriage to the family, the one who asks for me by name is It’s absolutely inevitable.”
"But..." Chu Youwei seemed to have understood something, and her voice became a little colder, "Young Master's words reminded me that maybe we can really start from the source."
Lu Feng's expression condensed, thinking that Chu Youwei was not even afraid of death, and worried that he would do something reckless, so he warned: "Although I don't know how you are going to act, you must remember to think twice before acting."
"Think twice?" Chu Youwei snorted coldly, "Who in the family is worthy of my thinking now!"
The chilling feeling in the words makes people feel moved.
Lu Feng couldn't bear to comfort him and said: "Don't think about others, but also think about yourself. The girl is still young and has the rest of her life."
Chu Youwei looked bitter and said sadly: "What's the point of living this kind of life no matter how long it lasts?"
Lu Feng looked at Chu Youwei who was sighing and had no fighting spirit, and he couldn't help but feel sympathy again in his heart.
But as Chu Youwei said, a life without fighting spirit and expectations...
Living is meaningless!
Lu Feng was not good at comforting others and had little experience in comforting others. Faced with Chu Youwei's negativity, he followed what he was thinking and said: "The meaning of life does not lie in others, but in yourself! The girl feels that there is no meaning, maybe only Because we stayed in the same environment for too long, we ignored the beauty of this world.”
"Maybe," Chu Youwei sighed and smiled.
Seeing this, Lu Feng continued: "Have you ever been to the Snowy Land, girl?"
Chu Youwei shook his head.
"If you have a chance, you can go there," Lu Feng explained further: "There are ice-covered snowflakes formed over thousands of years. It is a clean and peaceful world covered in silver. No matter how depressed and anxious you are, when you get there, It will calm down; there are also extremely beautiful sunrises and sunsets. Bathing in that peaceful environment will make people throw away all the troubles in their hearts; there are also icebergs and snow pools, Jingchuan Falls, and tidal clouds. Spin..."
Chu Youwei listens
Lu Feng's endless introductions really aroused some yearning in his calm heart.
Thinking about what she had seen and heard in the book during her practice, Chu Youwei asked subconsciously: "Young Master knows the Snowy Region so well, has he ever lived there?"
Lu Feng nodded candidly, but did not explain too much. He only said: "I met the master in the Snowy Land and lived with him there for a while."
Since Lu Feng had informed Lin Xiaojin about his identity as the disciple of Sword Master Ye Yu, there was no need to hide it from Chu Youwei. Many people knew about the news that Sword Master Ye Yu had appeared in the Snowy Land, and Lu Feng was not worried about causing any trouble. What suspicion.
However, Chu Youwei's focus was not on the word "master" in Lu Feng's mouth.
Instead, he curiously asked: "I have read some introductions about the snowy areas in the book. The snow pools and sea of clouds that the young master just mentioned... there really are rare species such as ice-tailed fish and blue crystal snow eagles in them... ...a beast?”
As he spoke, he swallowed inadvertently.
Lu Feng understood and joked, "Girl, you want to say 'ingredients', right?"
Seeing Chu Youwei's face turn red, Lu Feng added: "Although the ice-tailed fish and the blue crystal snow eagle are rare, they are not difficult to find in the snowy areas. If the girl is interested, she must go to the snowy areas one day. "
The reason why Lu Feng said so much was because he wanted to give Chu Youwei something to look forward to, so that at least she would have more room to hesitate when she had the thought of seeking death again.
Sure enough, after hearing Lu Feng's confirmation, Chu Youwei's eyes suddenly showed a bit of longing and expectation, and her dim eyes seemed to become a little brighter.
"Master~" Chu Youwei asked curiously: "Have you ever tasted such rare ingredients?"
Lu Feng nodded: "I'm lucky enough to have eaten a few ice-tailed fish."
Chu Youwei said with envy: "How does it taste? Is it really as described in the book, the best in the world?"
Lu Feng was a little embarrassed and said: "Well... I was injured during the training, and I didn't know how to cook, so I just grilled it and ate it hastily. When it comes to the taste, it is more refreshing and smoother than ordinary fish."
"What a waste!" Chu Youwei rolled her eyes at Lu Feng angrily, "Such rare ingredients, such cooking is really a waste of natural resources."
Seeing Chu Youwei so interested, Lu Feng couldn't help but feel less worried in his heart.
"The girl seems to have a lot of experience in cooking spiritual delicacies? Do you know how to cook this ice-tailed fish?"
Lu Feng had a somewhat excited tone, knowing full well what the consultant had said. As early as Lin Xiaojin's mouth, he already knew that Chu Youwei had practiced at Lingchu Villa for a period of time.
Chu Youwei smiled confidently, "I have been learning for a while, and although I have never cooked such rare ingredients as ice-tailed fish, I think that no matter how bad it is, it will still taste better than the young master's haphazard roasting."
Seeing that the premeditated response had been received, Lu Feng immediately said: "That's not necessarily true. Since the girl has such confidence, can she dare to make an agreement with Zai? If we have the opportunity to go to the snowy area together in the future, we can find some ice-tailed fish to taste? "
"Why don't you dare?" Chu Youwei blurted out and hesitated for a long time. Suddenly his eyes became a little firmer and he said, "But I don't have time these days..."
"It doesn't matter," Lu Feng smiled knowingly, "Girl, just remember that you still need the next delicious ice-tailed fish."
Lu Feng only mentioned this agreement casually and did not take it seriously. The purpose was entirely to make Chu Youwei make another agreement on top of his original vision.
The longing and the promise are in my heart. I think I can easily cope with the difficulties and then seek short-sightedness.
