What should I do if I am really pregnant?
Jiang Heshu looked at his flat belly, struggling and hesitating in his eyes.
She once hoped to give birth to a child with her own bloodline, but now...
Judging from the current situation of myself and Pei Yan, abortion is the best choice.
Jiang Heshu took a deep breath and said as calmly as possible: "If you get pregnant, abort it."
Hearing this, Pei Yan suddenly clenched his fists.
His voice was unusually dry, "He Shu, this is our child."
Why doesn't Jiang Heshu know?
But if the child is born, Jiang Heshu is not sure of getting custody of the child, aside from other things.
Pei Yan is thousands of times better than her in terms of connections and financial conditions.
If we can't get custody, wouldn't this child be the next Pei Sui'an?
Jiang Heshu thought about the scene when he first met Pei Sui'an, and his heart still ached.
Pei Yan loves children very much and can give them the best environment for growth, but around him, he will encounter various unknown dangers.
Jiang Heshu didn't want to gamble, and couldn't afford it.
In addition, based on her current relationship with Pei Yan, the child she gave birth to was called an illegitimate child.
Of course, Jiang Heshu would not agree to let Jiang Heshu marry Pei Yan now.
She loves her children as much as she loves herself.
Jiang Heshu didn't want to be forced to be tied to Pei Yan because of her child.
At three o'clock in the afternoon, the test results showed that Jiang Heshu was pregnant for five weeks.
After counting the time, it was the time when the condom broke.
Jiang Heshu clutched her clothes with her fingers and spoke with difficulty: "If I want to have an abortion..."
The doctor lowered his head and looked at the test results, "It's only five weeks. I would rather recommend you to have a medical abortion. If you want an abortion..."
Pei Yan suddenly said: "Which one will do the least harm to her body?"
Jiang Heshu's eyes flashed with astonishment. Before the test results came out, she said she would miscarry if she was really pregnant. Pei Yan's attitude at that time was very...
The doctor glanced at Pei Yan and said, "No matter which one you choose, the damage to the mother's body will be considerable."
In the end, Jiang Heshu chose medical abortion.
Because it was a little late today, the doctor asked Jiang Heshu to come over tomorrow afternoon.
Sitting in the car, Pei Sui'an was already awake.
She looked at Jiang Heshu with bright eyes, full of expectation: "Mom, do you have a baby?"
Jiang Heshu's face froze slightly, and Pei Yan answered for her: "No, it's enough for the parents to have Suisui and a baby."
Pei Sui'an was a little disappointed, "But Suisui wants..." younger brother and sister.
Before she finished speaking, Pei Yan changed the subject and talked about other things.
Pei Sui'an was young, so his thoughts followed Pei Yan, and he stopped talking about wanting younger brothers and sisters.
Jiang Heshu should be relieved, but for some reason, it felt like a big stone was weighing on her heart, making her breathless.
She originally thought that Pei Yan would persuade her and even use various methods to force herself to give birth to this child.
But Pei Yan didn't do that. Although he wanted to give birth, he still respected her decision and cared about her body.
He even helped Pei Sui'an out when she asked...
However, the more considerate Pei Yan showed, the more uncomfortable Jiang Heshu felt.
She couldn't help but think, how wonderful it would be if these things hadn't happened. She and Pei Yan had a stable relationship at that time, and they would definitely be very happy when they learned about the arrival of this child.
Unfortunately……
When he got home, Jiang Heshu entered the room.
Pei Yan looked at her back and said nothing.
He really wanted Jiang Heshu to keep this child who was of his and Jiang Heshu's blood.
But he couldn't force Jiang Heshu.
In addition, Pei Yan could see that Jiang Heshu was calm on the surface, but she was actually feeling very uncomfortable inside.
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After lunch the next day, Pei Yan came over on time to take Jiang Heshu to the hospital.
Jiang Heshu's eyes were green and he looked tired. He obviously didn't sleep well last night.
Pei Yan, on the other hand, didn't sleep at all, with red bloodshot eyes and a faint smell of tobacco on his body.
He rarely smoked, but he smoked two packs last night. Even after taking a shower, the smell of cigarette smoke could not be completely washed away.
Jiang Heshu smelled it but said nothing.
Ding Ruirui knew that Jiang Heshu was going to the hospital to have an abortion. She had worry in her eyes, "Sister, how about I go with you and let Pei Yan take care of Suisui at home?"
Jiang Heshu refused.
Pei Yan is the child's father, so let him go in this situation.
Saying goodbye to Ding Ruirui and Pei Sui'an, the two went downstairs in silence and got into the car.
Jiang Heshu looked at the familiar building outside the window, pinched his fingers and said, "Pei Yan, can you pretend you don't know I'm pregnant?"
"Just treat it as if you don't know about this little life. We will never meet again. Even if we meet by chance, we will treat it as strangers..."
Pei Yan instantly understood what Jiang Heshu meant.
He looked at Jiang Heshu's expectant eyes, his fists clenched, as if he was suppressing something.
After a long time, Pei Yan's lips moved slightly and his voice was hoarse: "I can't do it."
For the sake of a child, he couldn't part ways with Jiang Heshu and never see each other again.
Jiang Heshu's eyes dimmed and he said nothing more.
The car was driving very fast, and the next intersection was the hospital.
The cabin was extremely quiet.
Jiang Heshu looked sideways at Pei Yan, as if he had made some kind of determination.
"Pei Yan, I..."
As soon as he said these words, Pei Yan's expression suddenly changed and he rushed towards him.
At the same time, a loud bang suddenly sounded in his ears, and a feeling of weightlessness enveloped Jiang Heshu.
Immediately afterwards, the surroundings suddenly became quiet, leaving only the muffled sound of the man.
"Tick-tick-tick-"
The warm liquid hit Jiang Heshu's face. Her eyelashes trembled, she raised her chin, and her vision was filled with bright red.
Jiang Heshu was so frightened that the blood in his body seemed to freeze.
"Pei Yan, you lost a lot of blood..."
Pei Yan held back the pain in his body and spoke with difficulty: "All my passwords are your birthday. If you have any difficulties, please contact Ji Chengfeng, He Shu, don't be afraid..."
After saying this, the man gave up all his strength, closed his eyes, and passed out.
Seeing him lying motionless in the sea of blood, Jiang Heshu's brain buzzed.
"Pei Yan!"
Jiang Heshu woke up with a start. She was breathing rapidly and had lingering fears.
Ding Ruirui, who was guarding the ward, said quickly: "Sister, you are finally awake. Are you feeling uncomfortable in any way?"
Jiang Heshu looked at Ding Ruirui, and the scene before he fainted appeared again.
She hurriedly grabbed Ding Ruirui's arm and asked anxiously: "Where is Pei Yan? Was I dreaming just now? Isn't Pei Yan still fine?"
Ding Ruirui didn't dare to tell the truth to Jiang Heshu, so he only said: "Don't worry, sister, he will be fine."
But Jiang Heshu could tell that Ding Ruirui was lying, and for a moment, she felt cold all over.
Jiang Heshu lifted the quilt and said, "I want to see Pei Yan."
Ding Ruirui quickly stopped her, "Sister, the doctor said you need to rest. Besides, didn't you say you hate Pei Yan? He has nothing to do with you."
How could it have nothing to do with her?
Jiang Heshu recalled the scene of Pei Yan rushing over to hug her when there was a car accident, and tears flowed down unexpectedly.
She begged: "Rarity, please take me to see him. I want to see him."
Otherwise, her heart would never settle down.
Ding Ruirui had no choice but to tell the truth, "He is still being treated in the emergency room. Even if I take you there, you won't be able to see him."
Jiang Heshu said, "If you don't see me, just wait at the door until he comes out."
Ding Ruirui couldn't do anything to her, so he finally led Jiang Heshu to the door of the emergency room.
Jiang Heshu waited for seven hours.
As time passed, Jiang Heshu became more and more anxious, and the image of Pei Yan covered in blood could not stop appearing in his mind.
Jiang Heshu could only pray in her heart, hoping that Pei Yan would be safe.
When the doctor came out of the emergency room, Jiang Heshu hurried forward.
"Doctor, he..."
