When Fu Yinghuan said "me" later, she immediately realized it. But he smiled indifferently.
Many people know about this experience, and it still exists despite hiding it.
Fu Yinghuan seemed to be risking everything. Her eyes were hopeful, as if she was looking for the last bit of peace.
"When I was sixteen years old, I gave birth to a daughter in panic. I hated her, so I ran away and left her to my mother-in-law."
"I was targeted and they took me away."
"They said I'm so beautiful, it would be a pity if I didn't train myself to be a sword."
"I learned how to read there, and then I also learned Mucang and various techniques to seduce men."
"I'm probably a bitch too. I complied without much beating. I agreed and didn't dare to resist."
"They want me to go to G city to be a singer, get to know various people, and then seduce them to lose their souls, thereby stealing secrets and peeking into their privacy."
Fu Yinghuan is very smart and learns well.
"They were afraid that I would betray them, so they just monitored A Niang and Fu Yingxuan. Instead, they sent a man, a pure person, to deal with me. Unfortunately, this man's acting skills were not as good as mine. After a few rounds, I figured it out. His purpose.”
"It's really stupid, but isn't it true that I am still tightly restrained? I only know that they are very powerful, and there is nothing I can do about it. What do you think?"
Changyan poured her a glass of water and said: "A person's power is always limited. All major actions depend on people on the same team. As of now, we just don't care about the gains and losses of a city or a pool. There is vitality. What is vitality? It is towards one's own people. So, sometimes you see that a stupid person can hurt himself like this, not only the stupid person himself, but also the power integrated behind him."
Changyan doesn't think that "pure" man is a fool. She had experienced Fu Yinghuan's super sharp sixth sense. To be honest, it was a pity for her. It was a pity that such a sharp person ended up in such troubled times and ended up like this.
What the person behind it is thinking is quite simple. It is a man, or most men's stereotyped understanding of women.
It is probably because women are trained to respect and love their husbands, and the presence of their husbands gives them an advantage, which makes them feel that women love men to death. Especially in the past few hundred years, there have been so many chastity memorials, which makes them feel even more... After a woman falls in love with a man, she will love him wholeheartedly and cannot live without him, especially a woman who is very easy to control.
Fu Yinghuan drank the water. She paid special attention to the subtle changes in her face and expression. She continued: "After I discovered this man's purpose, I started acting. I thought, if I exposed this hypocritical man, maybe he would be Other means are waiting for me, and I may not be able to resist them."
"The funny thing is, I wasn't tempted, but this man with ulterior motives was. I got pregnant later, and I didn't know whose seed it was. But who cares, whatever comes out of my belly is my seed. . This man wants to take me away. He thinks this is his child, so I won’t agree to it. If I am pregnant in ten months, if the child is not this man’s child, this man will regret it, and I won’t be able to recover by then. Days passed, so I devised a plan."
"This man was beaten away and imprisoned. They thought I loved him and used him to threaten me. God knows how happy I am to know that he was tortured. But I can't let them find out. "
"Nine months later, I gave birth to Nan Qing. I still didn't love this daughter, so from the beginning I didn't let Nan Qing and Yingxuan call me grandma or mother. I lied that Yingxuan and Nan Qing were both My brother’s daughter, but I don’t have a brother.”
Fu Nanqing covered her mouth tightly, tears streaming down her face, and she didn't dare to make a sound.
My sister-in-law, my sister-in-law... is really my mother...
"The doctors are theirs. They removed my uterus. When I found out, I didn't feel angry at all. It was good to remove it, it was good to remove it. There is a crazy woman over there. The crazy woman is crazy all day long. For a few days, she was kept at home by a bachelor man to give birth to a child. The girl she gave birth to was lost, and the boy she gave birth to was kept. He wanted to leave a boy to carry on the family line. I hate that Yingxuan and Nan are two girls, and the girl has What's good, they will only become worse and worse. The boy...at least still has the power to resist."
"Great, I don't have a uterus, I can't get pregnant again, I'm good to go on."
"I tried my best to keep Nan Qing by my side. Yingxuan and Nan Qing both look a lot like me. I want to watch it by myself. I won't allow them to follow in my footsteps, even if I don't love them. A Niang is dead Finally, I sent Yingxuan here. Yingxuan was taught very well by my mother-in-law, so she hated me and felt that what I did was shameful."
"I also deliberately created such an environment, so she got close to Nan Qing as I wanted. I thought that my mother-in-law doesn't love them, so let's let the two sisters depend on each other. At the same time, my The mission changed. They asked me to seduce an R person at all costs. Not only was Inoue Kazuhiko's identity not simple, he also planned a lot of things. They wanted me to get the core secrets. But as for me, I never succeeded. This man is very cautious. He has affection for me, but not much. He looks at me more like a plaything."
"I don't think this is what my whole life is like? Just playthings. Beautiful and attractive playthings. I want Yingxuan and Nanqing to study, and I want them to call me sister-in-law. I don't recognize them, and they don't recognize me. In this way, Yingxuan and Nan Qing just had a clean birth. The worse and more depraved I am, the more they can separate themselves. If, if one day, they can step on me to get a better life."
"I can't look back, so you must let me go. I'm going to hit this wall, even if I'm shattered to pieces."
Fu Yinghuan, who told her story tremblingly, also burst into tears.
It hurts, my broken body, my past without glory.
She kept saying she didn't love her, but she also arranged the future for them.
Changyan said: "You all know it's the south wall. Since you've seen the end, you should turn around immediately."
Fu Yinghuan wanted to survive, so even in such a life, she did not commit suicide.
Fu Yinghuan raised her head and wiped away her tears: "It was too late when I understood this truth, and now, I just want them to pay the price. The people who used my beauty and body to bring me here should pay the price. If you don’t let me go, then kill me, scrape my bones, and dig out my flesh.”
"I have heard a long time ago that there is an army of women in this area. They are as brave as men and as smart as Zhuge. They not only fight for the 40 million Chinese, but also fight for the 20 million female compatriots. I hope my misfortune will The misfortune of thousands of women in the world can help you succeed in exchange for justice."
(End of chapter)
