Yan Xingcheng was afraid of hurting the child, so he controlled his emotions throughout the process.
He just held his face and kissed Sang Yu's lips over and over again.
Having close contact again, some scenes from three years ago suddenly appeared in my mind.
At that time, Sang Yu always had a smile on her face. When she saw him picking her up from school, she was always so excited that she ran towards him like a little swallow.
Then she threw herself into his arms and looked up at him with a smile.
"Yan Xingcheng, how did you know that I missed you in class?"
He smiled and pinched her straight nose, and said in a gentle voice: "You go abroad to study, not to let you miss men in class."
Sang Yu rubbed her smooth face against his chest a few times and said coquettishly: "Don't waste time studying or thinking about men. I'm the first in the class in this exam again. You have to reward me."
Yan Xingcheng curled his lips proudly: "It's so great, what reward do you want? Just ask."
Sang Yu had a wicked smile in her eyes and stood on tiptoes to lie next to his ear.
Whispered: "I want you."
Upon hearing these words, Yan Xingcheng's ears instantly turned red.
He gently rubbed Sang Yu's head a few times and said with a smile, "You haven't grown up yet, so you can't."
"I'm 22, why haven't I grown up? My classmates have 22-year-old children. Do you dislike me? Are you still thinking about your Bai Yueguang?"
Sang Yu looked at him with red eyes.
She took the initiative to approach him again and again, but was rejected every time. Although she was unwilling to do so, she felt more aggrieved.
She fell in love with Yan Xingcheng from the first sight.
Even though she knew there was someone he liked in his heart, she still approached him again and again.
At that time, she was very confident, sunny and happy.
She feels that seizing the moment is the best way to live.
Yan Xingcheng stretched out his big hand and caressed her cheek several times. He didn't know how to face Sang Yu's feelings.
Mingming knew very well in his heart that he was willing to let her get close solely because she looked like Joey.
He originally wanted to fall in love and forget about the past.
But before he was sure in his heart, he didn't want to have sex with anyone.
He lowered his head and kissed Sang Yu's forehead, and coaxed softly: "I'll take you to eat delicious food first, and we'll talk about it when I get back."
With these words, Sang Yu understood what he was thinking.
Tears instantly fell from his cheeks.
But she still forced a smile, wiped away her tears and said, "I want to eat steak from Ximen's, fried chicken, and foie gras..."
That meal cost Yan Xingcheng a lot of money.
The two of them also drank a lot.
When he sent Sang Yu home, he saw her squatting alone in the bathroom and crying.
At that time, he only felt pain in his heart.
It hurt him to see him cry.
He wanted to do everything he could to comfort her.
He held her in his arms and kept kissing her lips.
"Sang Yu, be obedient and stop crying. Can you go inside and sleep?"
Sang Yu looked at him with tears in her eyes, the pain that could not be concealed in her eyes.
"Why, I've worked so hard, why don't you still like me? Yan Xingcheng, do you know that I used to be a arrogant little princess, but in order to chase you, I gave up everything, why can't you let go of your past. "
After saying that, she lay in his arms and cried loudly.
Sang Yu has always been very sensible, but this was the first time he acted willfully.
Yan Xingcheng saw her crying and burst into tears. Under the influence of alcohol, he lowered his head and captured her lips.
He, who has always been very sensible, made the boldest move in his life.
He held Sang Yu and kissed her in the bathroom.
Hold her in the bathtub and take a bath.
The two of them moved from the bathroom to the sofa in the living room, and then from the sofa to the bed.
The strong hormones, fueled by alcohol, made the two of them unable to stop.
It wasn't until the sky turned white that fish belly appeared, Sang Yu was so tired that she fell asleep in his arms.
This is how they communicated to each other for the first time.
From then on, the two began to live together.
Recalling this, Yan Xingcheng felt an indescribable emotion in his heart.
It's beautiful, but also sour.
If he had known Sang Yu better and how much she had suffered for him, he would not have broken up with her.
It wouldn't bring so much harm to Sang Yu.
Yan Xingcheng rubbed Sang Yu's lips slowly, just like they did for the first time.
He kept mumbling: "Sang Yu, I'm sorry."
Sang Yu's tears flowed into her mouth unconsciously.
All her grievances and unwillingness were all in tears.
But being so arrogant, she never told Yan Xingcheng how miserable she had been alone after leaving him.
I dare not tell my family that I am pregnant.
She didn't want Yan Xingcheng to pity her.
She could only carry her belly alone and raise her children while going to school.
When her morning sickness was severe, she took out her mobile phone and entered Yan Xingcheng's number over and over again.
She wanted to tell her, Yan Xingcheng, I have your child.
I feel so uncomfortable. Can you come over and see me?
But she once broke her pride to be with Yan Xingcheng, and in the end, he still broke up with her.
She didn't want to bow to him a second time.
In this way, she carried her belly alone until the baby was born.
She remembered that it snowed heavily that day. She suddenly had a stomachache in the middle of the night and saw blood flowing out from under her body.
She immediately dialed the emergency number.
But heavy snow has closed many roads.
It wasn't until she fainted from the pain that the ambulance arrived.
She struggled for a long time and was about to give birth to a baby.
But the delay was too long, causing massive bleeding.
At the last moment of her life, she called her mother's phone number.
Recalling this, Sang Yu's heart still hurts.
Many times, when she saw Manman's desire for Yan Xingcheng, she wanted to let go of everything and be with him again.
But after all, the wound that time was very deep.
Even after it healed, there was still a deep scar.
Every time she sees that scar, it reminds her of what Yan Xingcheng once told her.
Sang Yu shed more and more tears, so that both of them had a sour taste in their mouths.
Yan Xingcheng immediately let go of her.
He held her in his arms with some distress.
He lowered his head and kissed her head: "Sang Yu, I know you have suffered a lot of grievances, and I also know how ruthless I was to you back then. I don't ask you to forgive me, I just ask you to let me stay by your side and take good care of you. How about you and the kids?"
Sang Yu looked at him with tears in her eyes.
Just as he was about to speak, he saw the door to the room being opened.
A fluffy little curly hair was fully exposed, and a small quilt was held in his arms.
Looking at them with dark eyes.
"Mom and Dad, I want to sleep with you, is that okay?"
The atmosphere was just right, the protrusion was interrupted, and Yan Xingcheng looked at him with some annoyance.
"You are three years old and will go to kindergarten soon. You need to develop good habits of independence, do you understand?"
Manman climbed onto the bed quickly with his short legs.
Lying down and kissing Yan Xingcheng's face, he smiled and said, "I'm here to help you chase your mother. Otherwise, you won't be able to catch up with your brother when he is born."
After saying that, he kissed Sang Yu on the face again: "I love my mother very much, and I also love my father and brother. My father also loves my mother. If my mother also loves my father, our family will be happy, right?"
