When Gu Jiahan spoke, his voice was trembling.
She had long speculated that Xie Xuan was probably one of her own, or an ophthalmologist.
However, when Xie Xuan revealed the secret code and admitted it personally, she was still shocked.
Recalling all the encounters with Xie Xuan, especially the information that Xie Xuan often "accidentally" revealed when she was at Jiqing Tea House, and the rescue of Zhang Haoquan, she naively thought that Xie Xuan was interested in her, but she never thought that he was hers. Comrade.
And during this encounter, she felt that there was love in Xie Xuan's eyes. Looking back now, it should be the love between gays.
The funny thing is that he was so passionate that he mistakenly thought Xie Xuan was a big lover, and Gu Jiahan suddenly felt red-faced.
The pride she thought she had before was shattered in an instant. Now she wished that there was a crack in the ground where she could crawl in and hide.
Seeing Xie Xuan extend his hand, she hesitated for a moment, then cautiously greeted him. It felt like a pilgrimage. This time the handshake became extremely solemn and sacred.
After Xie Xuan retracted his hand, he said softly: "Yang Zhiyi has told me about your situation. From now on, you accept my leadership."
"OK."
Xie Xuan turned around and drove towards the Suzhou Hotel: "You already know Ueno Naomi's identity, right? She pestered you at Shenpu Railway Station, which means she doubts your identity. From now on, you and Yang Zhiyi has gone into silence, and you just need to maintain normalcy when doing things and talking. Is there no problem with your identity documents?"
"The identity documents are all arranged by the organization, so there should be no problem."
"Only if it can withstand the secret investigation sent by secret agents, then there will be no problem."
"I can not confirm."
"We can't be sure, there is a problem, at least we have to deal with it as if there is a problem. When we encounter a problem, the first thing we have to think of is the worst outcome. Only by preparing for the worst every time can we face all problems calmly."
Gu Jiahan suddenly asked: "What is the worst outcome for you?"
Xie Xuan said softly: "Exposed, arrested, killed, and then disappeared from this world without a trace."
Xie Xuan spoke very casually, as if these things were normal. But Gu Jiahan felt shocked. What a strong will it took to say these words so plainly.
Gu Jiahan asked: "If you disappeared without a trace, wouldn't you feel regretful?"
Xie Xuan said calmly: "If you die for the country and the people, you will only feel glorious. How can you regret it? Besides, the motherland will remember me, the party will remember me, the mountains and rivers will remember me, and history will remember me."
Xie Xuan's words deeply moved Gu Jiahan. With tears in her eyes, she sobbed softly and said: "Xie Xuan, I'm sorry, I... I was so naive before, I misunderstood you and hurt you. "
Xie Xuan said disapprovingly: "You didn't know my identity at the time, which is normal. If you don't dislike me or hate me, then there's a problem. I'm lurking in the enemy camp, and I'm different from ordinary underground workers. We must get used to facing misunderstandings from friends, misunderstandings from the public, and even hostility from comrades."
"But I still blame myself. I should have noticed your identity earlier. At that time, you always provided me with information, but I thought you were a fool..."
Xie Xuan said lightly: "This shows that my work is very good. If you noticed it, the enemy would definitely notice it too. Wouldn't I have been exposed long ago? For a person like me, being exposed not only means realizing failure and death, it is even more irresponsible to the party. If the party did not let me be exposed, I could not be exposed, and if the party did not let me sacrifice, I could not sacrifice. Everything in my life has long been handed over to the party."
"Your consciousness is much higher than mine. I will learn from you in the future."
Xie Xuan said: "Stop talking about this, I want to remind you a few points about Ueno Naomi. First, Ueno Naomi went to the mountain city to perform a mission. After being arrested by the military commander, she agreed to cooperate and became an informant for the military commander. She is now The dual identities of military commander and Japanese spy are the reasons why I dare to let you continue to stay with her. Secondly, I also have a military commander identity. I am now the commander of the military commander Shenpu Station and Nanjing Station. Ueno Naomi is supervised by me. But she doesn’t know my identity, so I communicate with her through dead mailboxes. Third, you have to find a suitable opportunity to leave Ueno Naomi."
Gu Jiahan said in surprise: "Are you still a member of the military commander?"
"Not only am I a member of the military command, but Dai Li also appreciates me. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to be the station commander of the military command. Since Chen Runeng's incident at the Shenpu Station of the military command, I took over as the station commander. After the incident at Nanjing Station, I also Take over. Our party can use all the resources of the military command in Shenpu and Nanjing. For example, the radio station you are using now is actually the spy radio station of the military command. "
Gu Jiahan exclaimed: "Are you a Japanese spy, an underground party member, or a military agent? Oh my god, as long as one party knows your identity, won't it be over?"
"So, I feel like walking on a tightrope every day. There is still an abyss below. Once I fall, I will be shattered into pieces. Do I remember what I just said?"
"I remember, but Ueno Naomi looks after me very closely and even asked me to share a room with her at night. If I had known, I would have lived across from you."
"When you come into contact with her, you must prepare for the worst. Once she knows your identity as a Communist Party member, you must be ready to evacuate at any time."
"She is a Japanese spy, and the military commander is also quite hostile to our party. If she knew my identity, could she still evacuate?"
"So, I am going to add a military commander status to you. Once she finds out your identity, you will admit that you are from the military commander Shenpu Station and will be directly led by the 'three bosses'. Then she will not give up on you." . In addition, if she always keeps an eye on your identity, you should check her identity as a military commander. What she fears most is that others will know her identity as a military commander."
Gu Jiahan said with emotion: "This seemingly thrilling scene is completely under your control. What is going on in your mind?"
Xie Xuan had already thought of a way out for her. As long as she recognized her identity as a military commander, she would have a talisman.
Xie Xuan glanced at Gu Jiahan, took out a handkerchief and handed it to Gu Jiahan: "Here, wipe the tears on your face. We are almost at the Suzhou Hotel. If people see it, they will think I bullied you."
Gu Jiahan whispered: "I have been bullied by you many times before..."
After Xie Xuan revealed his identity to her, there was no longer the original ridicule and ambiguity in his tone.
At that time, she hated Xie Xuan's hooliganism, but now, she misses him very much.
However, Xie Xuan will never say such words again.
When she thought of this, she felt inexplicably disappointed.
"Here you are, if anyone asks, just say that I wanted to take you to Hanshan Temple, but you didn't want to go and even cried, so I sent you back."
