Zuo Jin also hugged her tighter and tighter, his thin lips almost touching her face, and continued to express what he originally wanted to keep deep in his heart: "I feel excited, but also feel uneasy. I want to Get close, but don't dare to be too aggressive.
For many moments, I seemed to think that I was deep in sleep, lost in the world with you, unable to wake up, and unwilling to wake up again. But when I discovered that all of this was really real, I... I actually started to move from excitement to fear bit by bit.
Yuan'er, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I open my eyes, or in the blink of an eye, you will disappear again, disappear without a trace.
Yes, I have also thought that even if you are no longer here and you leave again, as long as I have my heart, I will definitely find you. Tang Xun and the others also asked me about this matter, asking me why I haven't come to see you in the past five years.
Find you, bring you back, and tie you to me.
They know shit!
Do they think I don't want to? I even dream of doing that. But every time I want to take action, I am pulled back by a magical force.
If you are unwilling and unwilling, I will tie you back. We will be tied together from black hair to gray hair when we are alive, and we will be buried together after death. But if you are unhappy for the rest of your life, what's the point?
I find that thinking about this makes me reluctant to let go. Yuan'er, I can't bear to do that to you. "
As Ji Shiyuan listened, he held him and sat on a large, pure white, high-quality decorative cabinet in front of him. There was nothing on it. I don’t know if there was nothing there in the first place or if it had been taken away in advance.
There's still a lot of space even after she sits down.
He stood between her legs. between. With a sincere and pious expression, he supported the cabinet with one hand and clasped her neck with the other hand. He stroked her face and lips with his thumb. Even though it was very light, she could still feel the friction, tingling and tingling.
She couldn't help but shrink.
He kissed her, a deep kiss, not a lingering kiss, and they separated after more than ten seconds.
His hot breath hit her entire face, especially her lips.
But before she had time to pay attention to her beating heart, she heard his almost begging tone beside her, pestering her, coaxing her, and begging her: "Yuan'er, don't let me lose you again, okay?
Me, I was actually prepared with two things. First, I wanted to spend five years settling the situation with Zuo, so that we would have no worries in the future. I also want to wait for you to put aside the past and come back. Second, when the five years are up, even if you are tied up, even if you are unhappy, I will take you back.
What's wrong? Sounds scary, right? "
Feeling her body trembling violently, he kissed her forehead gently and asked softly.
Ji Shiyuan didn't respond.
She is not afraid, she feels that these things are too far away from the Zuo Jinye she used to know. The water in his eyes and the redness in his eyes were paranoid and morbid.
But she wasn't afraid. What she felt subconsciously was distress, an indescribable tingling feeling. This frame seemed to make her feel so familiar, so familiar, as familiar as when she first saw him seeking death on the beach in Hainan.
"Yuan'er, don't be afraid of me. Don't be afraid of me. Don't be afraid of me. For the rest of your life, let me accompany you to see the most beautiful scenery in the world, not just at night, okay?
Yuan'er, I love you, don't be afraid of me..."
