Humiliation, anger, discomfort, hatred...
All kinds of complex emotions were intertwined in Ji Shiyuan's heart.
The last thing she wanted was for Zuo Jin to see the ugly side of the family. Over the years, even though Zuo Jin knew about her family situation, he never appeared in the hospital or in front of her family.
This was one of the reasons why she was willing to follow him and was always grateful to him.
She hoped that she could deal with these embarrassments by herself. When all the broken jars fell to the ground, she would quietly clean and throw them away. As for the wounds, just lick them slowly by yourself.
She didn't want to tear apart the family scandal for him to see.
There is such a long distance between him and her, and he is the proud man of heaven who is aloof and radiant.
But she is the Cinderella who is disliked by her family, but still has to fill the bottomless pit at home.
He didn't see that she could still deceive herself, ignore this dilapidated family, and get along with him day and night.
After a long time, she even thought that she could really last forever with him.
But now it was as if reality was tugging at her ears and telling her, "You are not worthy of Zuo Jin."
"I'll accompany you in. Yuan'er, be good." Zuo Jin was also stopped at the door by Ji Shiyuan. He passed a hand through the crack in the door, covering half of her face, and caressed: "Yuan'er, let me Accompany you."
He almost drove the car into the air just now, but luckily he arrived in time. He had already warned Liu Chengdong, but he didn't expect that he would dare to bring someone to bully her.
"Zuo Jinye, I want to be alone. I don't have the energy to make a fuss. Can you please let me go in alone?"
"...If you call me if you have anything, I'll be outside and won't leave."
Zuo Jin couldn't resist her and nodded. As his hand was pushed out of the door by her, the door closed.
Ji Shiyuan stood at the door with his back to the door for several seconds before raising his hand to wipe away his tears.
Her fingernails pressed against the palm of her hand and it hurt again and again. It felt like it was going to break, but she didn't dare to let go. She was afraid that she would lose her temper like she did just now.
It's already embarrassing enough, she can't be embarrassed anymore.
She walked slowly towards her mother's hospital bed. The vital signs were ringing evenly, and every sound was like a humiliating hammer hitting her head. The hammers that came down were not taken away, but accumulated into a mountain.
It is very similar to Sun Wukong’s Wuzhishan. It was so heavy that she could barely breathe.
She grabbed her mother's hand.
Mom, if you want to blame me, then blame me. I have already done my best.
I've always felt that he wasn't worthy of being my brother. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have been able to tolerate him for so long.
Mom, I know you put a lot of effort into my studies. But these years... these years I have also exhausted my youth and shame, and I have tried my best.
Mom, if your life is not over yet, I will support you until the moment you die. If you have had enough of this kind of life, then please go, go to the Paradise of Elysium as soon as possible, and have a good birth in your next life.
...
Ji Shiyuan didn't spend more than twenty minutes looking at his mother. When he opened the door again, Zuo Jin was still at the door. He stood up and came forward.
After the two looked at each other for a few seconds, her hand was tightly grasped by him. Ji Shiyuan did not hide, and he seemed to be calmer.
“I have already made arrangements for the hospital.
If you want to stay for a while, I, I'm fine now, can stay with you. "
"No."
"Then go home?"
.....
This was Zuo Jinye's first time in the small apartment rented by Ji Shiyuan. He was used to living in big houses, so this kind of residence with a floor height of 2.8 meters would naturally make him feel uncomfortable or depressed.
When he opened the door, he froze at the door.
"Mr. Zuo, this is the condition here. If you don't like it, we can change it... Um, Zuo Jinya, what are you doing? Zuo, uh~~"
She was pressed against the entrance cabinet by him. Before the door was closed, he kissed her deeply. One hand controlled her waist, and the other hand held the back of her head. Punishing fiercely, wantonly, and sweepingly.
"I dislike you for staying with you for so long? Ji Shiyuan, you are such a heartless woman!"
The kiss became even heavier, so heavy that she couldn't push it away and couldn't tell the difference between east, west and north.
"Zuo Jinye, don't~~"
