If you are swallowed, be swallowed. He has been unwanted since his birth. The person who created him regards him as waste and throws him away at will.
For five hundred years, he has worked hard to make himself needed and recognized.
But now he can finally realize his value.
What's wrong with becoming a god who has lost his sense of self?
Anyway, as a puppet, the fools have been using him, so there is nothing wrong with him being used by Laijiaoyuan now.
As for Jiang Bai.
He said that he is the only one favored by the God of Zhengji, and he is now and will be in the future.
Even if his consciousness is completely swallowed up, the God of Righteousness will protect him.
Jiang Bai originally thought that persuading something was a simple matter.
But in fact he was wrong.
If you want to get this guy out of here, it will be no less difficult than getting the Heart of the Grass God directly.
This guy is actually willing to be driven by the Order!
Why hadn't he noticed before that Skirmisher was actually an honest kid?
Jiang Bai wiped his face and began to organize his words to try to persuade.
"When I left Dao Wife, Lei Qianqian asked me to bring you a message."
Hearing Jiang Bai's words, the soldiers seemed not to care, but in fact they pricked up their ears seriously.
He wanted to know what his "mother" wanted to say to him.
"She said, you are never a meaningless thing. From the moment you shed tears, you changed from a doll to a human being.
"Dolls can be destroyed at will and remade. But people are different. She cannot easily decide a person's life, nor can she ignore a new person.
"She left the golden feather to you, not only as a token, but also as protection.
"She said that you are a human being and you should have your own life instead of becoming a defined instrument."
Of course this is not what Lei Movie said, but the meaning is quite different.
He used the wording a little more euphemistically, and I doubt Lei Movie would have any problem with it.
"I am human……"
The skirmishers were stunned and covered their hearts, feeling that a big piece was missing there.
He treated himself as a tool, but now he was told that he was a human being!
So what are his 500 years?
He tried hard to become a human being, but finally gave up on himself and only regarded himself as a puppet and a tool.
As a result, the person who made him said that he was human...
"Hahahahahaha!"
The skirmisher laughed crazily, and the surrounding thunder elements violently rioted as his mood fluctuated.
"Then what are my 500 years? What are they? A joke!"
The hatred and pain seemed to have suddenly lost their place.
Jiang Bai originally wanted the stragglers to find themselves, but he never expected that it would backfire.
Feeling the sting caused by the thunder movies tumbling around him, Jiang Bai's claws felt a little numb.
Suddenly, skirmishers stared at him.
His eyes were scarlet, as if filled with blood and tears.
"Did you lie to me? You didn't even think about it. You made up these words!"
The surrounding space became more and more oppressive, as if as long as he nodded, the whole world would be destroyed immediately.
Seeing him like this, Jiang Bai opened his mouth but said nothing.
He stepped forward and gave him a hug.
The naughty child lacks love, warmth and recognition.
He just can't get past his level now.
Jiang Bai needs a push.
Being held in a warm embrace, Xian Soldier's pupils shrank, and the thunder and lightning storm around him suddenly stopped.
Jiang Bai stroked his back gently, trying to give him some relief, but as a result, there were tubes behind him and there was nowhere to put his hands.
"This sentence is five hundred years late, and I'm sorry."
The skirmisher was silent, his eyes slightly lowered.
500 years ago, Jiang Bai did not exist.
It's not his place to say sorry.
"Do you want to hear the story of thunder movies in the past 500 years?"
The skirmisher still didn't speak, so Jiang Bai took it as his acquiescence.
"Five hundred years ago, in the Kanreia disaster, Raiden lost his sister, his first rice wife, Raijin, Raiden Shin.
During the five hundred years of disaster, her relatives and friends died one after another, which caused severe blows and wear and tear to her, and even the eternity in her heart began to be completely opposite to her sister.
She took over the entire country in a hurry, but as a warrior, she had no experience in managing the country.
The entire Daoji has just experienced a disaster, and everything is in ruins.
She created her first doll, but she discovered that the doll had human emotions.
However, only a tool without emotion can carry out her will and truly guard Ina Wife.
He did not destroy the doll and gave him the right to live.
After that, he used his body to create a general who had no emotions and was all for [eternity].
At this point, she closed herself off.
She imprisoned herself for five hundred years, immersed in the sorrow of loss for 500 years, trying to stop time in this way, so that she would never lose again..."
The skirmisher didn't know what to say.
This is far from his understanding.
He thought he was abandoned.
But, no.
His creator originally intended to destroy him, but ultimately chose to give him the right to live.
During the Tatarsha incident, he went to see her and tried to ask for help, but he waited for a long time and didn't even see her face.
At that time, he thought that she ignored him and had already forgotten about him.
In fact, she just sealed herself off, and the puppet general didn't know about his existence.
Although this is no different from not caring, she has given him the golden feather as a symbol of status and protection, and also given him a borrowed scenery tube to protect him from wind and rain.
Rationally speaking, she has done enough.
As for what happened next, it really had nothing to do with her.
"Have all your memories recovered?"
The skirmishers seemed to have regained their composure and stabilized their mood.
"Um."
Seeing that his condition was getting better, Jiang Bai let go of him.
The skirmisher kept his head lowered, like a silent puppet.
"You should leave first, I want to be alone."
Without waiting for Jiang Bai to respond, he waved his hand and sent Jiang Bai out of this space.
The space was extremely silent, and the skirmishers huddled up, burying their heads in their knees.
Tears flowed slowly from it.
Why? Why couldn't I tell him these things earlier...
He has complained and hated it for so long.
Even becoming a god is largely due to the desire to prove oneself.
Prove that you are not defeated by the general, prove that you are worthy.
He took out the golden feather that he had never discarded but almost never took out again.
After 500 years, this golden feather made of gold still maintains its beautiful color and has not faded at all due to time.
Drops of tears fell down and fell on the golden feather, like pure water droplets, washing away the dust and dirt on the golden feather bit by bit.
"Hmph, irresponsible god, don't think I will forgive you..."
His voice was hoarse, but he held the golden feather in his hand tightly.
(End of chapter)
