Wen Jing was shocked, "When did you suffer from depression? Why have I never heard of you?"
"Right when you're in college."
Wen Jing is studying in a seven-year bachelor's and master's program at the university. Medical students have to learn too much. She spends every day in the dormitory, classrooms and library, so during the first few years when she arrived in Chongqing, they They are rarely together.
She squeezed Yu Wei's hand and apologized very much, "I'm sorry Wei Wei, I didn't even know..."
Yuwei hugged her back.
Wen Jing asked: "Why do you get depression?"
Yu Wei was silent again.
"Is it because...she was pushed into the sea?" Wen Jing asked cautiously.
Darkness is the best way to cover up people's true emotions, and it is also the best way for people to express their feelings. For Qiao Yuwei, such darkness makes her want to talk even more. For the first time, she opens up her heart and tells the story of the past that makes it difficult for her to look back. : "She pushed me twice in a row." The first time, she grabbed the edge of the deck tightly and climbed up. She was about to climb up, but she was pushed hard into the sea again.
Years later, every time she recalled that scene, she felt as if she was drowning in the sea and was suffocating.
Wen Jing felt her nervousness and trembling, hugged her shoulders tightly, feeling heartbroken, "Don't be sad, it's all over."
"They say time can heal wounds, but why do I still hate her so much," Yu Wei's eyes were moist. Yes, so many years have passed, but why does her heart still hurt so much when she thinks about it? "I haven't seen her in three years. Last month the nursing home called and said she had breast cancer. It was very serious. I didn't even think of visiting her."
Wen Jing sighed.
"Xiaojing, am I unfeeling?" Yu Wei asked gently, "I heard that she has terminal breast cancer and doesn't have much time left. Do you think it's time for me to forgive her?"
"Don't try to persuade others to do good things before they have suffered," Wen Jing said, "I can't help you make a judgment on this matter, Weiwei, people live for themselves, and you can do whatever you want with everything."
Qiao Yuwei was very lucky to have such a considerate friend like Wen Jing. She said, "Xiao Jing, do you know? That night when I was drinking by the river, I really wanted to jump off and die. Who cares? How about Sheng, no matter what Qiao Yinyin wants to do, I don't care about anything, let them do it, I don't want to play with them anymore."
Wen Jing was shocked, squeezed her hand tightly, and whispered fearfully: "Weiwei!" How could she have such pessimistic and world-weary thoughts? Could it be that her depression hasn't gotten better yet?
Yu Wei looked at the night blankly, "I didn't jump after that. Do you know why?"
"Why?"
Yu Wei whispered: "It's because of him!"
"Mr. Huo?" That night, he was the only one beside Yu Wei. Apart from him, Wen Jing could not think of anyone else.
"Yes." She said in a low voice, with a tenderness in her tone that she didn't realize herself. "He appeared when I was most confused and at my lowest mood, even if he just stood there and said nothing. , but at that moment, I had the idea of living."
"Only when people are alive can they have hope." Wen Jing didn't know what Yu Wei went through that night, so naturally she couldn't empathize with her. All she could do was silently encourage her to live, "Yu Wei, I really I can clearly see that Mr. Huo is really different from you, and you should give yourself a chance."
She smiled sadly, "How can a person like me be worthy of..." People said that she was a lone star in the sky, a mother-in-law, and she did not deserve family affection, let alone love.
