Volume 15: Disaster of Reality
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There is a question that is very difficult to answer, almost impossible to answer, and basically unsolvable. It is a mystery that has not been solved since the birth of mankind. It can even be said that this question will continue forever.
When you see this, someone may ask, what kind of question cannot be answered? Are there other questions really that difficult to answer?
Yes, it is indeed very difficult to answer, and the question is...
What does death feel like?
It is estimated that anyone who hears such a question will immediately despise the questioner. Logically speaking, although the answer can be obtained from a dead person, it is also the most meaningless nonsense. After all, how can this person tell you if he is dead? The feeling of death? Can the dead speak? Is it possible to speak? To say the least, is a person who can talk still considered a dead person? Even if a dying person is 'resurrected' after being rescued, he or she is just pretending to be dead, and most of his feelings about death come from personal subjective hysteria.
Because of this, this problem has become unsolvable and an eternal mystery that living people can never know.
However, nothing is absolute.
At least for the current Chen Xiaoyao, he is qualified and fully qualified to answer this eternal mystery with pride.
The reason is too simple. The reason is that he is experiencing the feeling of death directly.
Yes……
he died.
Leaving aside the reason for death, let’s first describe Chen Xiaoyao’s personal feelings about death.
What does death feel like?
In Chen Xiaoyao's personal words, death is an uncomfortable feeling. Regardless of what caused his death or where the fatal injury is, we only talk about the world after death, and in fact it is the same. Chen Xiaoyao described it as uncomfortable. The real feeling of a person in the last few seconds of death is indeed very painful and uncomfortable. This kind of pain is different from physical pain. After all, once a person reaches that point, his tactile perception ability will be reduced. It will be infinitely close to zero. This is as meaningless as stabbing a person who is about to die with a knife. No matter how hard you stab, the other person will never react. In this case, how should you describe the real feeling? Woolen cloth? Well, if I had to describe it in words, it could be described as a deep sense of disharmony in consciousness.
As I just said, this is a feeling that is difficult to describe in words, so we can only use the closest word "incongruous" to describe it. Before doing this, we must first understand what incongruity means. For example, For example, in a square, there are a group of neatly arranged people standing on the left and right sides. The group on the left is wearing the same clothes and shoes, and their height and shape are very similar, while the group on the right is wearing different clothes and has the same height and shape. The gap is obvious, and then the two groups of people do radio gymnastics together. If others are watching at this time, most people will probably focus on the group of people on the left who are uniformly dressed. After all, the group of people on the right is very obstructive to the vision and the overall It gives people an uncomfortable feeling. If you still don’t understand, then give a simpler example.
That is, what is a human being?
What do humans look like? How is your body shape? What's the shape?
The answer is self-evident. There is no need to answer this question. After all, everyone knows what a human being should look like. That being the case, if one day you see a person on the street whose left ear is obviously larger than his right ear, Many people, in addition to being curious and surprised, will most likely feel a little uncomfortable in their hearts.
In fact, all of the above are feelings of disharmony, and through the above two examples we can get the definition, that is, it is very uncomfortable and uncomfortable. If you stay in this extremely uncomfortable state for a long time, people will inevitably collapse over time.
Yes, Chen Xiaoyao was in exactly this state in the last few seconds when he was about to die. In other words, when the young man died, he discovered something strange deep in his consciousness and found himself in a strange world that was both huge and boundless and extremely uncoordinated. !
What kind of world is this...
The sky is endless gray, and the ground under his feet is also endless gray. Of course, if there are only two scenes of heaven and earth, it will not make people overly uneasy. In fact, it is not only that. After the initial trance, when Chen Xiaoyao found himself appearing in the future , in addition to the earth and sky he saw first, he also saw a quiet lake not far away, but the really surprising lake was also gray!
Surprised, his vision shifted further, and he further observed his surroundings and looked around the world.
Everywhere you look, everything is ashes.
The sky, the earth, the lake, the trees, the hills, everything is shrouded in rich gray. .
It was only then that the young man was horrified to discover that this vast world was all gray! In addition to this, it is still a dead silent world, a silent world without any sound at all. It is so quiet that even the sound of air movement cannot be heard. If there is nothing wrong with his ears, then he can only use what he is currently experiencing. The world or space is defined as the absence of sound.
By the way, I almost forgot to mention that there is one more thing that needs to be explained before continuing. That is, the few seconds before complete death may seem fleeting to others, but it is completely insignificant to the deceased himself. There is no concept of time. Yes, there is no concept of time, which completely and completely confuses time. The details often vary from person to person. Some people will be confused and unaware, and some people will feel it within a few seconds. A moment shorter than a second, but for some people it feels like they have been there for a century.
Chen Xiaoyao belongs to the last category.
Move, move forward, keep running aimlessly.
Ever since he inexplicably appeared in this gray space, the young man has been walking and moving, just aimlessly moving forward in a world that seems to have no boundaries. During this period, he also miraculously discovered that he had walked completely for so long. No fatigue! No, not only fatigue, but also the physiological reactions that living things should have, such as hunger, thirst, and even sleepiness, all disappeared and no longer existed. If the above discoveries initially surprised Chen Xiaoyao, then, as he went further and further, Gradually, he felt a little lost for no reason. .
Yes, even though he doesn't know where he is now, his consciousness is still awake. In addition, he is a Taoist who often deals with supernatural beings. After pondering for a moment, Chen Xiaoyao finally... I understand, and finally found a trembling answer that is closest to the truth among countless confusions.
As expected, at this moment, I am definitely no longer in reality, and this is definitely not the real world!
Thinking of this, apart from being stunned, I also couldn't help but sigh in my heart:
It seems that I may really be dead...
