Occasionally, I will think about problems when I am alone, conduct self-analysis and think about some philosophical issues. The question is simple and clear, that is...
What is the meaning of my life?
Although I am not short of money or other things, and in the eyes of others, I am still an elite person who is better than most people in the world. My boss praises me for being smart, my friends praise me for my wisdom, and my family also describes me as a dragon or a phoenix among people. I am surrounded by all kinds of praises, as if my existence itself represents success. Of course, in my life experience of more than 20 years, I can indeed be called a success, and I have not lost anything during this period.
Unfortunately, none of the above is absolutely true, let alone completely correct.
I actually failed once and lost once, and my only failure was also the biggest failure in my life. It was precisely because of this failure that I lost the most precious thing in the world to me, lost forever. It cannot be undone, and it is the biggest regret in my life.
Reluctance and regret enveloped me until...
Until one day God played a joke on me. When I was in hell and desperate, I saw her again.
Just like this moment, looking at her, that woman who is both her and not her, I don't know what to do.
So, I chose to be silent and put survival first, even if I still couldn't find the meaning of my life.
To live, maybe just to simply want to live.
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What is stress?
Pressure can be defined in two fields: physical and psychological. The physical definition has objective attributes and refers to the force acting vertically on the unit area of the fluid or solid interface. From a psychological perspective, pressure generally refers to the combination of emotions and neural reactions. A cognitive and behavioral experience process known as psychological stress.
Excessive psychological stress will affect people's physical and mental health.
At this moment, Peng Huxin, who was walking alone on the streets of the small town, was in a state of psychological stress.
Excessive pressure caused the bald man to be in a worse mood. Yes, after completing another round of corpse dumping, the man began to feel tired and felt that his body was becoming more and more tired. Not only that, he was also gradually tired mentally. This then made him want to wash his face quickly so that he could sober up.
Just do it if you think of it. After all, he, Peng Hu, is not a hesitant person. In addition, his mood is getting worse. As he walked, the bald man turned around and walked towards a house on the right. Although this house He had never been here before, but others had been here when he was collecting food earlier. The door of the house was still open, which saved him the trouble of kicking in the door.
Soon, he walked into the room, looked around, and ignored the rotting corpses in the living room. He hesitated for a moment, then raised his hand to touch his chin as if he suddenly thought of something, and touched his face, which had become thicker due to not repairing it for several days. After touching the stubble, it was confirmed that the beard was indeed much longer than before. The next moment, the bald man walked into the bathroom, searched for a while, and finally found a razor. Obviously, in order to make himself look better. To feel more energetic, shaving before washing your face is undoubtedly the best choice.
As he said this, unexpectedly when he walked to the sink, he looked up. The next second, Peng Hu was stunned and question marks appeared above his head.
Astonishment comes from suspicion, and question marks come from confusion. Simply put, it can be understood that something is missing in front of you, the most common object is missing.
There are no mirrors.
There is no mirror in front of the sink! ?
This design is unscientific!
Looking around, I realized that there was no mirror in the entire bathroom. You must know that this blade razor is different from an electric razor. Who knows what the shave will look like without the mirror?
"My day..."
After confirming that there was no mirror in the bathroom, Peng Hu couldn't help but murmured, and immediately began to search and explore, but to his surprise... he searched for a long time, not only the bathroom, but also all the rooms and even the kitchen, but he still hadn't found it. There was no mirror, not even the lightest small round mirror.
"Damn! What a fucking idiot! How can I shave without a mirror!?"
As mentioned above, although Peng Hu was a little surprised that he didn't find a mirror in the house, he was more annoyed. The more he thought about it, the angrier he became. Just when he was planning to just scratch without looking in the mirror and just feel it, an idea came to his mind. , the next moment, an excellent way suddenly came to mind.
"Hey, do you think I can't do anything without a mirror?"
The corner of his mouth was raised in a grin. After muttering something to himself, the bald man moved, turned around and walked towards the kitchen.
Let’s not talk about the so-called good method for the moment. In fact, something happened during this period. It was an insignificant detail. Because it was too small, Peng Hu never paid attention to it and didn’t notice it from beginning to end. That was... walking into the kitchen with a meteoric stride. , a small black dot appeared out of nowhere but followed closely and slowly floated towards the kitchen...
In the kitchen.
Stepping into it, he glanced up and locked his eyes on an iron basin in the corner. Seeing this, the bald man was very satisfied. He picked up the iron basin and went directly to the water tank and started filling it with a spoon. As for the black spots that followed it. The moment he entered the kitchen, he was circling like a living creature and suddenly accelerated, floating straight towards Peng Hu's eyes like a sharp arrow from the string!
However……
The strange thing is that somehow, just when the black dots were about to fly into Peng Hu's eyes, and when the bald man lowered his head and pointed his face at the iron basin filled with clean water below, a strange scene happened.
The black spot stopped.
It froze in an instant and stagnated in mid-air. It suddenly stopped moving as if it was frightened, and then disappeared without a trace!
"There's no mirror, right? Don't be afraid! I use water as a mirror. I'll be fine shaving this time, hahaha!"
Looking triumphantly at the iron basin, Peng Hu laughed loudly when he saw that the clear fruit in the basin really reflected his face. He raised his arm and happily shaved with the help of the reflection.
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Residential houses.
The atmosphere was deathly silent and depressing, and cold sweat dripped down my forehead.
Staring at the red pile at the door, the pile of flesh and blood mounds made entirely of human limbs, at this moment, the few people standing by the door felt as cold as falling into an ice cellar!
Even though there was only a breeze around them, for a few people, that seemingly feeble breeze stung the skin like a sharp blade and squeezed the heart. Their minds could not help but think of a scene, a scene of unforgettable terrible memories.
Fang Hai is dead.
The pile of broken corpses in front of them was transformed by Fang Hai. They died suddenly and disintegrated on their own without seemingly being attacked.
What happened is not complicated. As early as a few minutes ago, when Fang Hai said that his eyelids opened uncontrollably and saw the female locust, everyone was paralyzed with fear. Yao Fujiang, Qian Xueling, Gao Jikun, together with Yue Xiao, the four People's legs and feet became weak and they slumped to the ground. Trembling surrounded them, and fear swept over them like a rolling tide. Even Zhao Ping, who had always been calm and composed, staggered and almost fell after learning the terrible news.
Closing your eyes is useless.
Even if you close your eyes, you can still see the worms!
Your eyelids will open on their own under the influence of some irresistible external force, and you will be forced to see, and finally you will see the nymph.
Why?
Why does this happen?
Oh my god...
There is no solution. There is no solution for this girl in a pink skirt. What on earth is this? There is no way to hide, no way to escape, the killing techniques cannot be defended, and the supernatural props are completely ineffective. Even if you close your eyes, you can still see 'her', and seeing 'her' will give you a death notice.
Curse you, you want to destroy us. You clearly want us to die, because that female fangirl is a completely unsolvable existence! ! !
Dead, I can only watch helplessly as 'she' slaughters one by one, turning everyone into a pile of torn corpses!
Thinking of this, she heard the man in the corner crying and screaming. Under the unreachable trembling pressure, Cheng Ying resisted the fear and took out the dagger.
She planned to kill Fang Hai immediately and free him immediately.
Yes, Fang Hai has seen the female locust three times. According to the development of the situation, I believe that it will not be long before the middle-aged man will crush himself and die tragically like the previous plot characters, leaving him to die in despair and pain. It is better to give the other party a moment of happiness in advance.
However, when she took out the dagger, she was stopped by Chen Xiaoyao. Next, Chen Xiaoyao punched Fang Hai hard and knocked him unconscious. Then he carried the man and threw him outside the house. It was too late and then it was too late. Just now, Chen Xiaoyao Throwing Fang Hai outside the door, the next second, a change occurred. In the field of vision, the man was shattered. He collapsed on his own and fell apart quickly. In just the blink of an eye, he shattered into dozens of pieces and turned into a pile of bloody flesh. The broken remains of the corpse!
This familiar scene was witnessed by everyone in front of the door with their own eyes again.
"At least he is free and doesn't have to experience despair before death. Besides, he doesn't have to go out of his way to dump the body this time. It saves trouble. Ha, haha..."
Back to the topic, in front of the door, looking at all the pale-faced teammates beside him, Chen Xiaoyao's facial muscles twitched. While twitching, he told a cold joke with an expression that was uglier than crying. It is true that the young Taoist priest tried to lighten the atmosphere, but it was a pity. The few people on the side still didn't respond. The only thing that existed was dullness, and only the pale faces. .
"Zhao, Mr. Zhao, Miss Cheng... what should we do now?"
Perhaps the excessive fear aroused the desire to survive. He shivered and suddenly came to his senses. Gao Jikun reacted first and looked at Zhao Ping and Cheng Ying. Yes, after several days of observation, he got rid of the one who was unconscious all the time. Apart from his teammates, Fatty believes that the only senior people who can save his life are the man and the woman in front of him. In this case, there is no doubt that he will turn to the two of them for help as soon as possible, hoping that this person who has done deals with him will The man with glasses can help everyone find a way to survive.
The same is true for Gao Jikun, and the same is true for Yue Xiao. Especially after witnessing the horrifying scene of Fang Hai turning from a living person to a corpse in an instant, the woman's heart became more and more sad. For a time, despair and fear were both shrouded in despair. Looking at her, and different from Gao Jikun who is still lucky...she is much more pessimistic. Just from the pale faces of Cheng and Zhao, it is obvious that these two seniors are now unable to protect themselves. , how can you still be in the mood to care about the life and death of the newcomer? .
Sometimes people are strange. The brave will occasionally be surprisingly timid, and the timid will occasionally be surprisingly bold. I wonder if I have recognized the reality or my own dignity does not allow me to continue to be unbearable. As time goes by, I will get through the initial sluggishness. , Yao Fujiang returned to normal, Qian Xueling returned to his original state, and at this moment, although Yao Fujiang looked as pale as others, he no longer had despair. Instead, he only had a face of determination and a look of death. Qian Xueling had a similar expression. It was rare for a woman to have such a big face. Instead of shouting, he took two steps closer and reached out to grab Zhao Ping's arm.
But this time, just when she was about to touch Zhao Ping's arm, her hand was slapped away by the other party.
Seeing this, Qian Xueling couldn't help but be stunned.
Yes, she was a little surprised. She couldn't understand why the man with glasses did this. After all, in Qian Xueling's personal impression, Zhao Ping had never resisted when he grabbed his arm since he had been helpless towards her. That being the case, Why? Why this time...
"Zhao Ping, you, why..."
Facing the bespectacled man's indifferent reaction, after a moment, Qian Xueling unconsciously showed her grievance. Apart from her grievance, she also looked to her side, to the man's side face that had been facing forward for a long time. As far as she could see, I found that the pale face that had been maintained for a long time had disappeared without a trace, and was replaced by a calm look. Calm, surprisingly calm, without any trace of psychological fluctuations.
As for Zhao Ping...
While Qian Xueling was looking at Zhao Ping, after a while, the man slowly closed his eyes, turned his body to face him under the woman's increasingly puzzled gaze, and then slowly raised his hand to reach for the glasses on the bridge of his nose.
Noticing the strange reaction of the man with glasses, except for Qian Xueling, several people around him also looked at Zhao Ping out of curiosity. At first, they thought that the man would adjust his glasses as usual. Unexpectedly, this time, the man followed His actions surprised those who were familiar with him. As his fingers approached the bridge of his nose, the other person did not reach out to hold the lenses, but took them off directly.
Zhao Ping took off his glasses on his own for the first time! ?
In the impression, the other party has never done this. At least in the memories of several senior people, Zhao Ping has never taken off his glasses on his own initiative.
As newcomers, Gao Jikun and Yue Xiao were okay, but Zhao Ping's action made Cheng Ying's heart tremble, and an ominous premonition suddenly emerged in her mind.
At this moment, Zhao Ping had completely taken off his gold-rimmed glasses. After taking off his glasses, the man opened his eyes again, and the moment he opened his eyes, the man actually spoke to Qian Xueling in front of him with an extremely rare gentle tone. Open your mouth gently, stare at the other person gently and say something to the woman:
"Sorry, I may not be able to protect you in the future."
Listening to the other party speaking to her in a gentle tone that she had never heard before, Qian Xueling was stunned for a moment, her mind was confused, and then she instinctively raised her head and looked into the other person's eyes.
Then……
She began to tremble, to tremble.
Her body was shaking unconsciously like this for a long time, because she noticed... in her field of vision, Zhao Ping's eyes were now slightly red, and their eyes were completely filled with red! ! !
